Chapter 54： 054

On the day of Nyingchi's funeral, the grey sky was drizzling.

Su Nuo was in a black dress and stood still. The twins knelt in front of the tombstone and cried continuously. Yuan Guohong had no expression, bowed his waist and wiped the photos again and again with a white papa on his hands. Su Nuo thought that he should be the most painful one.

Standing in the rain for a long time was very cold, next to Hara Zara put her fingers and squeezed a few minutes.

"Okay, you all come back." Yuan Guohong set up the tribute, "I won't be able to go back after a heavy rain."

"I won't go." Yuan Che rubbed his swollen face, "I'm going to accompany mom, I don't look like some people, my mother is gone, and no tears will drop."

He was referring to Su Nuo.

Yuan Guohong had no strength to reprimand Yuan Che, and sighed: "Then you keep it, you go back."

Harazawa took the hand of his sibling left and right and led them down the mountain.

"Xiao Che, come here." Yuan Guohong rushed to Yuan Che.

He did not disobey his father any more, and walked very obediently.

"I haven't told you something, but now it's an opportunity, let me tell you."

Yuan Che listened quietly.

Yuan Guohong took out the cigarette from his pocket, looked at Lin Zhi with a bright smile in the photo, and slowly put the cigarette into his pocket. "Nuo Nuo was originally called Yuan An An, a premature baby, so his health has been bad, so he named it I just wanted to make her feel safe, but your brother was dissatisfied, and he took a small cotton ... "

Yuan Guohong shouted: "I just opened the factory at that time, and your mother's work is also on the rise, so the child keeps bringing your grandma. But your grandma is old feudal, patriarchal and superstitious. She always thinks we are safe It ’s a disaster star, and although it ’s not much abuse to An An, it ’s not so good. Later, your mother decided to resign and take the child at home when she saw this.

Speaking, Yuan Guohong sighed heavily. He wiped his face with water. "The day before your mother resigned, your grandma took An An and Hara Ze out, and she was lost when she returned. She said she went to the toilet. , The child let Haruzawa look at it, blame Harazawa for not looking good, and we blame us for busy work regardless of her old man's hard work. I was looking for and looking with your mother, looking for ... "He trembled," looked for more than ten years . "

Yuan Che pursed her lips and said nothing.

"Honestly, it ’s my selfishness to pick up Nuo Nuo. At that time your mother was diagnosed with lung cancer. I want your mother to meet her biological daughter before she dies. Even if I know she is doing well, this will cause her distress. My father still took her back. In fact, your sister can't come back. We have been asking her for a long time, and dragging her down. Why do you and Yuan Cheng blame her? Even if she really does n’t come to this funeral, we No one is right to point her nose at scolding. "

Yuan Che opened her mouth: "... I didn't blame him." He whispered, "I just think ..."

"You just feel wronged for your mother. You think your mother loves Nuo Nuo so much. She hasn't answered the phone just because of this, right?"

Yuan Che nodded and shook his head again. He choked twice and swallowed tears into his stomach. "Since she came, you and mom don't care about us anymore, she rarely talks to us. My room, bedroom, toys are all After her, and when her mother was ill ... she didn't care about us. "

Yuan Guohong shuddered, holding Yuan Che's head with a smile and taking him to the bad. "You are so jealous of a kid like this. If your mother knew that, she would probably laugh badly."

"Mom won't know ..." He closed his eyes, "Dad, I have no mother."

Yuan Guohong's smiling face froze instantly, the corners of his mouth trembled, and his voice was ten years old. "I have no wife."

Since then, no one has accompany him.

Nyingchi passed the first seven, and Su Nuo returned to his home to pack the remaining luggage and was ready to move to school.

There was no one at home. The mother's last photo was taken in the middle of the living room. She used the picture taken by Su Nuo and smiled warmly and kindly. She didn't have much stuff, only half a suitcase was packed, Su Nuo pulled the suitcase to the door, stopped again, and walked quietly into Nyingchi's bedroom.

After Lin Zhi left, the original country became extraordinarily random, and things were littered. The quilt was spread on the bed like that. Su Nuo stepped forward and simply sorted it out, opened the window for ventilation, and swept the light, saw a bag in the corner She paused, reached out to pick up the bag, and when she saw the contents, her expression freezes instantly.

Red wool ball, scarf only half knitted.

Nyingchi said that they should knit a few of their brothers before winter came.

Su Nuo was sitting on the bed holding a scarf. In addition to the scarf, the bag contained other relics from Linzhi. Su Nuo turned over, and found a small box below, filled with old photos, all taken when their brother and sister were young , Flipping over, a small envelope fell on his lap from the photo.

Su Nuo looked back and forth, carefully opening the letter, with Lin Zhijuan's handwriting on it.

[daughter;

Today is the fifteenth year that I lost you. You may have forgotten this day, but I will always remember that I lost you on this day. You will be back to me tomorrow. I am so excited that I cannot sleep, so I write this letter.

You are nineteen years old. I don't know what you look like, but I think it must be beautiful and kind, like a pearl like a jade.

Half a month ago, I was diagnosed with advanced lung cancer, your father's company went bankrupt, and my grandmother died shortly afterwards. My family was in a tight spot and I couldn't afford the huge treatment expenses. More importantly, I didn't want to spend the precious time I had hospital.

I'm going to meet you tomorrow, I wonder if you are as excited as me, or as sleepy as me.

What I want to tell you is:

If I leave the world, it will turn into a drizzle above your head, a warm sun on your shoulders, a beacon that guides you at night, and a bright moon that can be seen. You do n’t need to be afraid anymore, because at any time, regardless of life or death, the mother will always guard herself Child.

I will not lose you again this time.

Will see your mom to stay. ]

Su Nuo shook her hand into a ball, and her rocky heart suddenly collapsed at this moment.

The violent mood swing made her stomach clenched and tightened again. Su Nuo stumbled and ran to the bathroom. She spit in front of the toilet again. She almost spit out her blood mixed with bones, and tears fell on her face. The mouth was wet and salty, and her throat was crying and hurting. She was in pain and could not make a sound when she opened her mouth.

Su Nuo was short of breath, and the suffocation from her chest forced her to breathe.

At this point the door opened, and it was Harazawa who returned.

He stunned when he saw the luggage in front of the door, and strode over to the bathroom.

"Little Cotton ..." After Haruzawa hesitated for a moment, she hurriedly supported her.

Su Nuo's face was pale, and her lips were abnormally blue.

Yuan Ze was startled, and began to sting her: "Su Nuo, breathe."

He strained his lips, his expression solemn.

Su Nuo looked hazy, her eyes darkened, and finally her consciousness returned to Qingming. She gasped, her eyes moved, and her eyes fell on Harazawa's face.

"Good, you cry." Harazawa patted her face, and she was sweating, her clothes, and her hair all wet.

"I, I hurt ..." Su Nuo only issued three words.

"Brother took you to the hospital, OK, we will go to the hospital, you will not hurt."

Su Nuo shook her head, and the hospital couldn't treat her.

Eight years of fast-wearing completed her dream health, but also brought her another incurable disease, heart disease, which stirred her pain every moment.

Lin Zhi shouldn't be damned, nor should she live.

She is the one who should disappear in this world. She should have nothing and die alone, but her re-existence destroys the order of the world, so the person who loves her most will die for her.

This was her revenge on the laws of the world.

Su Nuo closed her eyes, and the messy memory fragments in her brain began to piece together. She saw that when she was a child, she was held by Lin Zhi, and heard her voice, singing a lullaby.

She could have been ... happy.

Su Nuo once again saw the corpse everywhere on the battlefield, the wandering demons in the city, and another man who took her as an exchange of benefits.

Finally, I saw Lin Zhi and the adoptive mother. They smiled softly and wished to give her the best thing in the world.

Su Nu suddenly asked herself if everything she did was worth it?

"Little cotton, you talk, you don't scare big brother."

Harawa called her name in her ears again and again, hugged her, and kissed her forehead gently, "Mom is gone, and me, and dad, the two children are incompetent. They are so obedient. I see, are you thinking about that delirium? Wait for my brother to tie him up tonight. If he is unwilling, my brother will break his legs and make him never run again. "

In the end he begged: "Little cotton, would you mind me?"

Su Nuo blinked her eyelashes, and Douda's tears fell one after another.

"brother……"

"I'm here."

Su Nuo cried: "Don't, don't you don't want me."

She didn't want nothing, she didn't want to be buried in the dirt, and no one should worship.

As soon as Harazawa hugged her tightly, "I found you and I will never lose you again."

Su Nuo cried for a long time and was tired, leaning heavily on Yuan Ze.

Harazawa touched her head, and thought that she might cry a lot. These days, she is calm and abnormal, which is worrying.

Su Nuo slept until the next morning. She fumbled to find the mobile phone and looked at the time, rubbed her eyes and got up from the bed.

She was still at home and vaguely heard that Yuan Guohong and Yuan Ze were talking outside, and Su Nuo put on her shoes and got out of bed.

"Nuo Nuo wakes up." Yuan Guohong noticed her at once. "Go wash your face, Dad cooked porridge for you, drink more warm stomach."

Su Nuo glanced at Harazawa and turned to wash her face.

Her eyes were red and swollen, and her complexion was pale and weak. Fortunately, she is now in good health. If she was in the past, she would have to go to the hospital for a few days.

Washing his face, Su Nuo came to the table to drink porridge.

"Hear your brother say you want to move to school?"

Su Nuo nodded: "Immediately junior year, academics will become heavy, and it will be easier to live on campus."

Yuan Guohong sighed: "Even if you live at school, you can't afford to run back and forth in the province. By the way, are those living expenses enough?"

"enough."

Yuan Guohong lowered his head, he felt that he had asked a silly question.

Su Nuo blinked: "Dad."

"Hey!"

Su Nuo said, "I will come to see you when there is no class."

He hesitated, and then laughed, "Okay, make a phone call before coming back. Dad's skills are not as good as your mom's, but it's not bad. I'll make you a table.

The author has something to say: Don't scold Nuo Nuo! She has been depressed for a long time, and she was perfect in life, but was broken by a crossing woman. No one was happy. Her mother died again. Even if she passed quickly, she could n’t stand it. She would cry. (: 3∠) _.

She was strong right away and would teach delusion.

Presumably, everyone misses the countdown of mother's death. In order to let you experience the tension of the countdown at all times, so I—

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"..." nmp!

Since then, Ji Cai found the promise he had promised, and it must be completed before the countdown was over, otherwise he would be violent.

In the end, the system also gave him a second way to continue life, satisfying Chu Shizhen's needs before the countdown.

Until one day, Jixi saw that the needs above him became: [and Jixi had children. ]

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"..."

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Random red envelope.

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