Chapter 230

But he finally put up with it.

Old four is still in a coma. He doesn't have the heart to do things.

Hold Ruan zhixia and lie on the bed with her.

Ruan zhixia blinked, a little confused.

She felt that he was coming. She thought he would

Unexpectedly, he stopped and held her in his arms, doing nothing.

She some not happy Du Du mouth, small hand angrily poke the man that strong chest muscle.

Before she refused, he insisted on her.

Now it's good. She's not moving when she wants to

Who are you.

That's half of it.

But seeing his hand in plaster, she seemed to understand why he didn't go on.

She reached out and stroked his arm in plaster. Her eyes were red. "Does it hurt?"

Division evening cold hangs Mou to look at her, lightly of kiss her moist eyes, "don't ache."

At that time, he was so drunk that when the accident happened, he didn't feel much at all.

Waiting for you to wake up, you're in the emergency room.

"You scared the hell out of me." Ruan zhixia hugs him in fear.

"I'm sorry."

Si Mu Han pressed her head with one hand, and kisses her on the top of her hair again and again. "I hate you so much these days, don't I?"

Ruan zhixia rubbed his chin with his head and said, "why don't you tell me well?"

If he didn't use such a tough method, she would listen to his explanation.

But

Ruan zhixia wanted to come here with a sigh.

She and Si Muhan seem to be too stubborn.

Division dusk cold Mou Guang Shan Shan, hang Mou to see her, "you say want to divorce, I flustered."

Moreover, in her anger at that time, she might not be willing to listen to his explanation

Ruan know summer alas a, helpless, "who let you cheat me."

He cheated her like that, and later he was violent to her. Can she not be angry?

"Xia Xia, I once committed suicide."

The low voice drifted into Ruan zhixia's cochlea, which shocked her body.

She immediately raised her eyes, only to see the man's hard jaw, can not see his facial expression.

He looked at it in a daze.

What is he talking about?

Suicide?

Ruan zhixia felt that she was not listening, otherwise how could she hear the man say such absurd words.

He's simahan!

How could he do such a thing as a weak little talent.

Si Mu Han knows that Ruan zhixia is looking at him, but he doesn't look at her with low eyes.

Instead, he closed his eyes and wanted to tell her all the secrets hidden in the deep.

Si Muhan said, "in the first month of awakening, I felt that I was not myself.

The legs don't have any sensation, so the toilet can only rely on the catheter, and the solution needs two people to carry it hand in hand. "

"I'm like a loser. I can't do anything."

Si Mu Han's tone was decadent and powerless.

"When the doctor told me that I would never stand up again in my life, I lost my faith in living."

It seems that he is trying to find a way to talk out, and he wants to pour out all the words in his heart.

"The first week I woke up, I cut my wrists on the bed where I had been sleeping for four years, trying to end my dark life without telling everyone."

Hearing this, Ruan zhixia's heart trembled, and his hands could not help hugging the man, as if he wanted to embrace the helpless and desperate man at that time.

"I didn't die. I was rescued. I hated the doctor who saved me. At last I hurt his head."

"I didn't die the first time. I was kept in prison and didn't commit suicide again."

"Until one day, I didn't sleep for nearly a week because of insomnia, so my grandfather had to give me my sleeping pills."

"When I took the medicine, I secretly poured out a lot of it. After my grandfather left, I swallowed more than 20 sleeping pills poured out and began to seek death for the second time."

At this point, the corners of Si Muhan's mouth are slightly crooked, and his depressed face is a bit more self mocking,

"maybe my life is too hard, and the king of Hell won't accept me, so I was rescued again."

Ruan zhixia couldn't hold back her tears. She buried her head in the man's chest and burst into tears.

"Si Mu Han..."

She cried out to him in pain.

Because his tough measures disgusted her.

So whenever he wanted to explain, she covered her ears and refused to listen.

And he had never said such a thing before, and she never knew that he had lived in such a daze and despair.Did he feel hopeless at that time?

Ruan zhixia really regretted it.

She regretted why she was so stubborn, and why she refused to listen to his explanation.

Almost

Thinking that she might have lost him, regret and remorse filled her whole heart in an instant.

Si Muhan gently stroked the woman's back and continued:

"looking at my grandfather and several brothers crying like little girls in front of me, I found that I was a jerk."

"Later, I didn't commit suicide again, but I didn't want to live well. I spent three months decadent."

"It wasn't until I found out that my accident was not accidental, but man-made that I had the belief to live."

Ruan zhixia asked subconsciously, "who is going to harm you?"

Who in the end is so cruel to Si Mu Han? The explosion in those years caused a sensation in the whole city.

It is said that besides Si Muhan, many innocent people died.

Who on earth is so vicious!

Division evening cold some confused shook head, "don't know."

"It's because I can't find out who the other person is, so after my legs are good, I don't tell others, so I still choose to sit in the wheelchair.

Think about waiting for one day, found out the behind the scenes, I stand up aboveboard

"But I didn't expect that I would meet you."

Speaking of this, Si Muhan suddenly looks down at Ruan zhixia.

Hand, gently raise the woman's jaw, thick fingers rub her small face with tears.

That pair of narrow eyes, with unspeakable affection.

His voice with infinite tenderness, said: "once I live, is to find out the truth, for their own revenge."

"At that time, my world was gray. It was your appearance that gave my life a different color."

Ruan Zhi Xia looks at Si Mu Han in a dazed way, and is absorbed by the deep feeling in his eyes.

She looked at him in a daze.

The heart beat, and suddenly it turned into a mess.

She never knew that for him, she was the dawn in the dark.

It's as if he can't live without himself.

Si Mu Han is also a flash of fixed gaze at her, as if to engrave her deeply in the heart.

He touched her skin with his fingers. "When you asked me if I loved you that day, I really didn't know."

"I don't know what love is."

Ruan zhixia looked at the man's confused eyes, heart, trembled.

He said, he doesn't even know what love is?

Can she understand that he has never loved anyone?

"My world is very single. I'm not interested in anything. I'm not interested in women."

"For a time, I felt like I was an emotional person."

"Until you suddenly broke into my world, I don't know what kind of emotion that is."

"Just see you and other men close, inexplicably will be angry."

“……”

Ruan zhixia blinked, inexplicably amused,

isn't this jealousy?

"When I don't see you, I always feel something is missing in my heart."

"Seeing you hurt, I want to kill all the people who hurt you."

"Hearing that you are gone, I feel that the whole world has collapsed."

Ruan zhixia's eyes are more and more sour. How can this man be so provocative?

I don't know anything. It's a foul.

She blinked and didn't disturb the man.

"When you say you want a divorce, I tear up the marriage certificate directly, thinking that as long as you don't have the marriage certificate, you will still be my wife."

Ruan zhixia was angry and laughed.

Well, you're good. You win.

Ruan zhixia found that men seem to be very persistent in tearing the marriage certificate.

So, has the marriage certificate been torn?

The man glared at her discontentedly, then continued:

"I want to give you all the best things in the world."

"I want to spoil you like a girl all my life."

"I want you to laugh in my arms forever."

"I want to spoil you, protect you, hold your hand and watch you grow old under my protection all my life."

"I don't know. Is this love?"

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