night.
When Lu Chang'an came back, Luo an asked him, "Chang'an, is there anything wrong with your company this weekend?"
After Lu Chang'an came back from a Yi, he was always worried. Luo an asked him, but he didn't hear him.
It was only when luan'an patted him on the shoulder and looked at him that he suddenly regained his consciousness.
"What are you thinking?" Luo an's eyes are bright looking at Lu Chang'an. He always feels strange after he comes back.
"Nothing." Lu Chang'an holds Luo An'an's wrist and pulls her into his arms. "What did you just say?"
Suddenly, Luo an, who was pulled into his arms, glared at Lu Chang'an angrily: "I asked if you were free at the weekend."
"Yes."
"Let's go to the hot spring at the weekend. Xia Xia just gave me two tickets."
"Good." Lu Chang'an has no problem.
Luo an an squinted, "that's good."
Lu Chang'an looked down at the smiling eyes of her stars, and a trace of doting flashed from the bottom of his eyes. He raised his hand and scraped it on her strong nose
Newly married.
After washing and loving each other, they hugged each other and fell asleep.
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"Luan, you are so cruel! You killed my child! My first child was killed by you
"Yes! I'm so cruel. Is it the first time you met me? "
"I have said for a long time that it is impossible for me to give birth to Tang Yu's child."
"I can never have a child for you, Tang Yu!"
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Lu Chang'an suddenly bounces from the bed and sits up. His quilt slides down with him, revealing his strong chest and abdominal muscles.
His forehead was covered with sweat.
Lu Chang'an dreams of Tang Yu and Luo An'an together again.
This time, he dreamt that Luo An'an had killed her child and was lying in the hospital bed. Tang Yu rushed in to question her picture.
Lu Chang'an raised his hand and stroked the position of his heart, where it was beating violently.
The dream was so vivid that it was as if he had experienced it himself, so that when he woke up, his heart was still tingling.
Children
The pain of being a new father but being forced to lose his son is like gouging out his heart.
It hurts.
Click.
The light in the room suddenly came on.
Luo An'an sleepily looked at Lu Chang'an, who was sitting there, sweating all over his head. He couldn't help but open his eyes.
She stepped over and hugged his chest. With one hand, she gently wiped the sweat on his forehead and asked, "what's the matter? Have you had nightmares? "
Lu Chang'an looks at Luo An'an with obscure eyes. Suddenly, he clenches Luo An'an's wrist with great force, and his voice is frightful.
"Luo an, have you ever lost Tang Yu's child?"
Luo An'an turns pale on the spot after hearing Lu Chang'an's words. She looks at Lu Chang'an in panic. It seems that she didn't expect that he would know about it
She was flustered and explained: "Chang'an, I didn't mean to hide this from you. You didn't ask me, and I didn't remember that I didn't mean to keep it from you. "
Luo an anxiously tears all fell down.
She didn't think about it. Lu Chang'an suddenly asked her this, which really made her feel helpless and panicked.
She was afraid that Lu Chang'an misunderstood that she was deliberately hiding from him.
Hot tears suddenly fell on the back of Lu Chang'an's hand, and his pupils shrank.
Realizing what he had done, Lu Chang'an quickly released Luo An'an's wrist and reached out to hold him in his arms.
He kept apologizing to her: "I'm sorry, Ann. I didn't mean that. I just I had a nightmare.
Lu Chang'an didn't say the following words because he thought it was too strange to say them.
Before he is sure whether he is Tang Yu or not, he doesn't want to make Luo ankong happy.
"Chang'an, you believe me. I really didn't mean to keep it from you. I just forgot for too long
Luo an an told Lu Chang'an everything before, but he didn't say anything about the accidental abortion.
In those years, accidental abortion has always been the pain that Luo an tries to avoid. After so many years, in fact, Luo an herself is about to forget that she was pregnant with a child.
Had it not been for Lu Chang'an's sudden mention, Luo An'an might have been forgotten.
"I believe you. Ann, don't cry. I don't mean to blame you. " Lu Chang'an regretted that he had just lost control?
Luo an an tears hazy looking at him, "really?"
"Really, I just had a nightmare. I didn't mean to ask you this question." Lu Chang'an tried his best to explain.
Luo an an's expression is a little obscure, "you dream that I miscarried for Tang Yu?"Lu Chang'an looked at her, hesitated for a moment, and then nodded: "well."
This explanation sounds ridiculous, but it's also true.
But he knew that it was not a dream.
Luo an can't explain why Lu Chang'an dreams about her abortion for Tang Yu, although Lu Chang'an says she doesn't mind.
But Luan explained again, "I'm sorry I didn't tell you about the kids at first." Although Lu Chang'an said he didn't mind
"it's OK, An'an, you don't have to explain."
Although Lu Chang'an doesn't know why she wants to kill the child in her dream, he thinks that Luo an won't kill the child for no reason.
When he first woke up from his dream, he really felt the same way and was very angry.
That's why I'm going to question the children of Roan.
"Well." Roan doesn't explain anymore.
She leaned in Lu Chang'an's arms, her heart suddenly tingled.
Children
After ten years, her heart still hurts when she mentions the dead child again.
Luo an an hugs Lu Chang'an and buries his head in his arms.
Heart silent crying.
Feeling Luo An'an's emotional fluctuation, Lu Chang'an's heart began to tingle.
He tightly encircled her and regretted what he had done when he woke up.
He knew that his unconscious action had hurt luan'an.
He felt guilty, he blamed himself, he regretted it.
Lu Chang'an leaned over Luo an's ear and said in a soft voice, "An'an, if you feel bad, just cry."
Luo an an hears speech, can't help but again, the firm embrace him, be like a small animal that is trapped, the mouth issued the sobbing sound.
……
Since that night.
Lu Chang'an and Luo An'an are very deliberately to avoid the sensitive issues that night, and no one mentions the children's affairs.
In the twinkling of an eye, the weekend.
Luo An'an and Lu Chang'an drove to the hot spring resort developed by simuhan company for a holiday.
Maybe it's because the late topic of that day made the two people have some estrangement, getting along with each other is not as natural as before, and even a little strange.
Facing the situation of himself and Luo An'an, Lu Chang'an is both regretful and helpless.
But I don't know how to change this state.
However, Lu Chang'an has already thought about it. With this hot spring trip, he decides to tell Luo an that he often dreams about her and Tang Yu.
Lu Chang'an is ready to be frank.
Just wait for two people to have a good communication with each other in the hot spring at night.
It's just that Lu Chang'an didn't expect it.
His plans will be disrupted.
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