About the past, some of which she was very reluctant to recall.
So, she has been avoiding talk, has been running away.
An Xiaojiu holds Li Xiaowan's hand, and the concern and seriousness in his eyes are deeply reflected in Li Xiaowan's body.
"Bowl, I know it's probably a scar on you. But some of you have thought, maybe there are some things that Simon doesn't care about? Maybe your scar is just your imagination. Is it a misunderstanding? "
"Even if it's a real scar, if you don't face it, it will hurt forever. And This is not fair to brother Simon because You like him too, don't you? "
Two lines of clear tears came out of Li Xiaowan's eyes without warning.
No one had asked her why before, but she just didn't want to say.
Now I see her good friend. Suddenly, Li Xiaowan thinks that it will be much better to say it out.
"Xiao Jiu, why don't I feel bad? I feel even worse when I see him like that. "
Outside the door, Ximen Yu's heart is tight and stands as a statue.
After listening for such a long time, I finally waited for the sentence of Xiaowan.
As long as Xiaowan likes him, it's worth it.
"Why don't you want to be with him
"Xiao Jiu, I..."
Li Xiaowan said half, and then stopped. His face turned red and his brow frowned tightly.
It seems that some are hard to say.
"Xiaowan, it's OK. It's all over." An Xiaojiu patted Li Xiaowan's hand and gently comforted him.
In fact, seeing Li Xiaowan like this, an Xiaojiu doesn't even want to ask.
Can let free and easy Li Xiaowan this appearance, can only explain that reason, for her, the harm is too big.
Just do not ask clearly, do not solve, then this reason will always be a scar in her heart, never scab, forever until canker to death.
So, she had to ask.
"I..." Li Xiaowan two hands tightly together, the whole person is nervous to be unable to breathe, "I was forced by people, long ago not clean, how worthy of him?"
Although Li Xiaowan is natural and generous, he is even more delicate when he talks about business with others.
However, in fact, Li Xiaowan is very sensitive and conservative. For Li Xiaowan, after such a thing happens, she will not live.
Marry her, but never again.
She felt that if she was not clean, she would marry others, that was to cheat others.
If she was to tell the truth, she couldn't speak.
So with ximenyu, she simply told him that it was impossible between them.
As for why, she never said.
In the past four years, it's not that I haven't been soft hearted, just But she has never been able to shake her mind.
An Xiaojiu's face changed greatly, suddenly stood up, angry voice: "who is it?"
Even if again angry, an Xiaojiu also lowered his voice when he asked.
Although she felt that Li Xiaowan was a victim, she did not dare to let others know.
Gossip can kill people.
Jingshu outside the door pulled Jiayue, far away from Uncle Ximen.
Jiayue was afraid to hide behind Jingshu and asked in a low voice: "sister, what's wrong with Uncle Ximen? He's so terrible now."
If she didn't know uncle Ximen would not hurt them, Jiayue would run away.
It's really terrible to say.
"I don't know. Let's go and find grandfather."
Jing Shu also some fear, but in the face of Jiayue, she did not show.
If she is afraid, Jiayue is even more scared.
"Then don't you care about Uncle Simon?"
"He can't lose it again."
"Oh, oh."
The two little girls left hand in hand. Ximen District didn't notice at all. The whole person was very stiff and stood there as if he had been struck by thunder.
Still, like a stone sculpture.
The conversation in the yard continues.
"Xiaowan, tell me about it, and I will avenge you." An Xiaojiu said gnashing teeth.
Such scum should be cut into eight pieces and thrown into the moat to feed the fish!
Li Xiaowan shook his head in pain, no longer willing to open his mouth: "small nine, even if I beg you, you don't ask."
"How can we not ask? Xiaowan, don't tell me, you just take it as if it hasn't happened, and you don't have the heart of revenge at all? " An Xiaojiu's voice is a little sharp, so angry that his hands are constantly patting the table.
What an Xiaojiu hates most is the man who attacks women and children.
Don't say in ancient times, in modern times, you really want to beep. Go? What kind of ability is Qiang Bi Bi, in order to pursue excitement?What's more, in ancient times, miss was a legal profession!
Even the men who often go to the flower house will be praised for their elegant and elegant!
An Xiaojiu thinks that people who praise the men who visit Hualou are all mental pits and neuropathy!
But compared with the strong [beep] women, it's better to go to the flower house.
After all, it's a deal you want me to make.
"I Xiao Jiu, don't really ask, OK Li Xiaowan with tears in his eyes, the light reflected by his eyes is a plea, a prayer!
An Xiaojiu doesn't understand.
"Why?"
People can not be blinded by hatred, but also can not happen such things, there is no revenge heart?
It's a bit of a coward, isn't it?
"Don't you ask me, won't you?" Li Xiaowan's lips turned white, and it was just this sentence that he said directly to an Xiaojiu, "I won't tell you, Xiao Jiu, you'll die of this heart."
Some things can't be said.
Even if
She is willing to endure such insults and spend her life in such an ordinary way without her happiness.
It's just that some things can't really be said.
"You won't tell her, so tell me, will you?"
The door, gently pushed open.
A tall figure appeared in the yard.
An Xiaojiu was facing Ximen district and exclaimed, "brother Ximen, when did you come?"
It seems that ximenyu has heard it.
It's good to hear that, so that both of them can talk.
Li Xiaowan's back to Ximen district was stiff, and his body trembled involuntarily.
An Xiaojiu even saw deep fear in Li Xiaowan's eyes, and despair.
"Little bowl, look at me, will you?"
Ximenyu did not answer an Xiaojiu, but stepped forward and stood three steps away from Li Xiaowan. He asked affectionately and sadly.
Li Xiaowan shook his head in pain, and suddenly stood up, covered his face and was about to run out.
Where can we let her go? Regardless of Li Xiaowan's opposition, he picked up Li Xiaowan and went to Li Xiaowan's room here.
An Xiaojiu did not chase after him.
She thought it would be better for brother Simon to ask about this matter.
With brother Ximen, Xiaowan is probably more able to say it.
But who knows it didn't last long
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