Chapter 432

"Yun Han, I've come to see you." Jun Jiusi put the incense in front of the throne. Looking at the portrait of Cui Yunhan hanging on the wall, he was in a trance for a moment.

"In those years, you said that in the coming year, peach blossom was in full bloom, and you would get married. Let me see you off." Thinking of the past, Jun Jiusi suddenly felt like a dream, kneeling on the ground, feeling sour and astringent, "I promised you with a smile, but I didn't expect that I should have broken the appointment. Goodbye But now. "

A farewell in those years was a farewell.

This is what Jun Jiusi never thought of.

"I heard that the second prince was not good to you. Have you ever regretted it? I regret that I didn't leave with Lu Yi secretly

If someone is present, he will be shocked by what Jun Jiusi said.

You know, Cui Yunhan and Lu Yi's affair, even if it is Cui's family, is also the last moment to know.

Who could have thought that Cui Yunhan and an Xiaojiu were as good as before at first sight, and many grievances that could not be told by his family members were all told by Cui Yunhan.

Let an Xiaojiu help her make up her mind.

It's not right. Cui Yunhan seems to be gentle. In fact, she will never waver in her own decision.

Cui Yunhan was just looking for someone to talk to.

"I hate to be a princess, but I lost my memory. I let you alone in the capital."

Jun Jiusi touched his stomach, his voice was flat and light, but his remorse in his heart was swept by mountains and seas.

"Yun Han"

tears flow down the corner of the eye.

The woman's voice, with a little grievance, "do you think I'm a disaster star? At that time, I thought that once I could die, there would be no disputes between hatred and love, but... "

Jun Jiusi closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and his tears ran down, "I didn't think of it, so I killed elder brother Rong. I killed my sister and brother Rong. Now I dare not even go to see Jingshu and Jiayue. "

"I'm afraid. I'm afraid that one day they both know that their parents died because of me. I'm afraid that one day they'll look at me with that kind of resentment..."

These scenes, after she recovered her memory, often dreamt of them.

Why did you kill my mother and father

Dream of Jing Shu cold glance at her, and then pull the angry sad Jing Shu left, said: "Jiayue, don't talk to such a person."

Almost every night, she would wake up from nightmares.

She did not dare to face Jingshu Jiayue, nor dare to give her sister-in-law a stick of incense.

"Am I weak?" Jun Jiusi cried very sad, as if to pour out all the sadness in his heart. "If it wasn't for my cowardice, elder brother Rong would never have died. At least, two little girls can still have a father. "

Jun Jiusi wiped her tears, raised her head and glared at Cui Yunhan in the portrait, and said in a low voice, "Yunhan, do you know, that day I saw Jingshu Jiayue turn up a portrait, which is the portrait of elder brother Rong. Jiayue is very excited to point to the portrait and ask if the person above me is her father. I also asked if I knew her father. What kind of person was her father... "

At that moment, Jun Jiusi was extremely embarrassed and wished to disappear in situ.

Some things, do not dare to think.

"You say, why are we so emotional Can you ask for it but you can't? " Jun Jiusi asked Cui Yunhan with tears and smiles.

Cui Yunhan has loved Lu Yi for many years, but she has never dared to speak out, or even let Lu Yi know, or her family.

She always remembers her responsibilities.

"To be happy, I'm pregnant again. Yunhan, this time I will protect him and give birth to him. I hope it's a son, not a son. I just think it's easier for boys to live in this world... "

A wall.

Ximen Yu grabbed Li Xiaowan and quietly comforted him: "Xiaowan, there are some things you must let her vent out, or she will be crazy if she keeps it in her heart."

"But Jiusi is like this I'm afraid she can't hold on

Li Xiaowan looks very anxious.

Now Jiusi is not a person, there is a child in the stomach, if you are too sad, it is not for fun.

"But if you don't let her vent and keep it in your heart, she'll be crazy!"

A sentence "she will be mad", like a huge hammer, hit Li Xiaowan's head hard, and made her look like stars.

"Will she go mad? No, it won't... " Li Xiaowan's subconscious retort, but she could hear the uncertainty in the tone.

Ximenyu sighed.

Although it is said that Jun Jiusi and Cui Yunhan can stay alone for a while, Li Xiaowan is not at ease about Jun Jiusi's present appearance.

So he and ximenyu came together and waited for the room on the side.The sound insulation of the room is not so good, so I can hear the voice of Jun Jiusi.

"Small bowl." Ximenyu sighed, holding Li Xiaowan's shoulder with both hands, bending slightly, and seriously saying, "you know, what everyone can bear is limited. Otherwise, why would Xiao Jiu commit suicide by cutting his wrist? That's because she can't stand it. Now that she has a child, she will not have the idea of suicide. But so many things on the mind, will drive people crazy! "

this is not alarmist.

Everyone can bear is limited, when those things overflow, Jun Jiusi's state will get worse and worse, sooner or later, either die or be mad.

Now it's good that she's willing to release some of it herself.

It's better than driving yourself crazy in the future.

"She's Xiao Jiu, she can't..."

"Did all of us think of suicide? Xiaowan, don't think Xiaojiu is too strong. No matter how strong she is, she is just an ordinary little girl. "

Yes, when all of them thought Xiao Jiu survived, she suddenly committed suicide.

And now

Xiaojiu, as leisurely old uncle said, was unwilling to meet Jingshu Jiayue and never went to worship Xiaoqi Rongjing. Li Xiaowan knew that these things were still pressing on Xiaojiu's mind, making her unable to walk out.

"Well, I see." Li Xiaowan is a little depressed.

Why does Xiao Jiu have to bear all these pains all the time?

It's not much that Xiaojiu wants.

Li Xiaowan listened to the whimper coming from time to time over there. He felt very sad.

However, he firmly remembers what he said just now and dare not disturb him.

Fortunately, Jun Jiusi didn't let Li Xiaowan worry too long.

About half an hour later, Jun Jiusi pushed the door out.

Slightly red and swollen eyes, the woman is facing the dim yellow sun, a brilliant smile.

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