CH 37

Translated by Addis of Exiled Rebels Scanlations

Editor: Mimosa

(Translator note: This chapter includes a previously untranslated sex scene that has never been released before. I have no idea why the last translator did not include it or do it (it’s about 1050 words), but here you go. Straight from the author’s original chapter.) 

Xiao Ke drove his car straight to Zhou Zui’s house and after having come back once before, this time was with ease. The only thing was that he wandered around outside the neighborhood last time while looking for a parking space, and it was nice to drive directly into the parking lot this time.

Zhou Zui went upstairs without forgetting to take the flowers, and there was a big brother in the elevator from the same unit who looked at them several times.

Xiao Ke could not be too reckless directly in front of the neighbors. Once the big brother went down, and the elevator door slowly closed, Xiao Ke sighed before he said, “I feel that the big brother is very reluctant to go down, the door to the new world is near, but it is not easy to ask.”

Zhou Zui smiled, and held Xiao Ke’s hand.

Once they opened the door and entered the house, they changed shoes while all of these were done quietly. Xiao Ke wanted to wash his hands, but as he turned around, he was stopped from behind by Zhou Zui. Xiao Ke only felt the strength of Zhou Zui’s arm and did not see the action as he was held tightly from the front. He didn’t have time to react when he directly kissed him on the mouth.

Fuck me!

Xiao Ke did not expect such a violent and sudden action from Zhou Zui so he was unable to react for a moment. However, it was for just a moment as Xiao Ke never let others take the initiative in this area, and he put his arms around Zhou Zui in the blink of an eye and closed his eyes for the kiss.

A close encounter full of masculine power with hooking and licking while both sides were throbbing. Testosterone permeated the surroundings, and the sound of ragged gasps revealed that the two people kissing were now both powerful and predatory.

Xiao Ke half-kneeled and pressed Zhou Zui between himself and the sofa. Zhou Zui leaned his head back against the sofa, and the two were still very close with no more than an inch between their lips.

Zhou Zui opened his mouth, and in a hushed voice, he called out, “Professor Xiao.”

Xiao Ke hooked his lips into a smile while stroking the corners of his lover’s eyes, and he responded in a low, muted voice, “Yes, I’m here.”

The veins on Zhou Zui’s neck were still visible, and Xiao Ke could clearly see the man’s blood pulsating.

Zhou Zui had his head on the back of the sofa as he looked at Xiao Ke’s eyes. His voice was hoarse but sincere, and he said out of sincerity, “Thank you for coming.”

Xiao Ke closed his eyes, then gently pecked Zhou Zui’s lips before he said with a smile, “You’re welcome, sweetheart.”

What Xiao Ke had said to Cao Yuan before was the truth; if it weren’t for Zhou Zui’s words this time, then he really would have withdrawn early. Xiao Ke was very spontaneous, but he had always insisted on his own things since he had a lot of principles where some of them were out of reason and morality, and others were simply his own personality preferences. Since the principles were called principles, it was not to be touched as life always had to have their own insistence on things.

There were many people who were not afraid of their predecessors, and he is confident that he can squeeze any predecessor out of people’s hearts, and that he can take over the mountain himself. However, Zhou Zui’s predecessor was too powerful as he had died directly on the summit in such a sad way beside Zhou Zui where even Zhou Zui was soaked with his blood.

He was indeed powerful for leaving in this way, and Zhou Zui would remember him forever and ever without forgetting for a day. Thus, it seemed that he was very successful, and that obsession wasn’t wasted.

This was absolutely unacceptable to Xiao Ke. As long as people were still alive, Xiao Ke was absolutely not afraid of Zhou Zui saying that he was still thinking about who he was thinking about, and it was okay to think about them more. Professor Xiao was so charming that one day he could make you forget about them. However, when people were dead, Xiao Ke didn’t have a chance to be charming since the blood had penetrated into Zhou Zui’s heart.

The more he thought about it, the harder it was to get through it, and Xiao Ke tortured himself enough during this time. For some people, this was nothing to worry about, but not for Xiao Ke. He had said that he was an emotional neat freak, and this wasn’t nonsense. Lin An was moved a little bit in his mind to marry someone else and Xiao Ke left decisively. He couldn’t accept that his lover had a little bit of centrifugal force, and that he didn’t care about the feelings of the knot.

However, Zhou Zui was someone who he really couldn’t let go.

HIs chaotic past was not his fault and Xiao Ke held back while also very heartbroken. He chased and coaxed his big baby every day, and as a result, he used to let people trample on him so badly which made Xiao Ke also very angry. A variety of emotions tormented him altogether every day, and then Xiao Ke felt himself enter the bulls-eye as either way he was not happy and his heart was heavily blocked.

However  when he really saw Zhou Zui again, those mixed emotions were basically dispersed, and all that remained was a thought, Professor Xiao loves you.

Professor Xiao really loved this man and squeezed him in the middle of the sofa while stealing his breath away from kissing him until they were both suffering from cerebral hypoxia. Later on, he slowly and gently kissed him on the lips before biting and teasing them while saying, “I’m a top, would Teacher Zhou be willing to let me?”

This question was actually very difficult to answer. Zhou Zui did not look like a bottom, so how could he be the bearing party? That was not possible. However, Zhou Zui barely hesitated. Xiao Ke saw his jaw muscle move before he heard Zhou Zui reply in a raspy voice, “You can do it.”

Xiao Ke smiled and stuck his nose into the air before he shrugged his shoulders and ripped off his shirt with one hand.

The two of them cut out a lot of steps in between, and they hadn’t even formalized their relationship yet, but that didn’t matter now.

Xiao Ke was naked with one knee pressed against Zhou Zui’s leg, and Zhou Zui was trapped in the small space between Xiao Ke’s body and the sofa while his breath sprayed onto Xiao Ke’s neck which was passionately burning.

“Baby….” Xiao Ke lowered his head to kiss him, and his lips were slightly imprinted onto Zhou Zui’s brow. He looked into Zhou Zui’s eyes and smiled softly, “Do you know how long I’ve been thinking of you?”

“Hmm?” Zhou Zui raised his eyes to look at him, and his gaze was full of sincere love when he repeated once more in a hoarse voice, “Then do it.”

Xiao Ke’s smile was extremely charming which dazzled Zhou Zui’s soul that had been a frozen calm for too long. Xiao Ke slightly tilted his head in the oppressive position that he was in, and then bit Zhou Zui on his neck. He didn’t flinch and even tilted his neck to make it easier for him to bite.

Xiao Ke raised his head to look at him after biting while smiling and panting heavily, “After marking you, you are my man now.”

Zhou Zui raised his head as he touched the spot where Xiao Ke had just bitten him, and he only said, “I was already yours.”

Teacher Zhou was the best at talking seriously about love, and Xiao Ke was obsessed with this version of him. Both of them were already engorged with pain, and with the person they liked right in front of them, who wouldn’t want to do it?

Xiao Ke suddenly withdrew his legs and squatted down with one knee on the ground. He wrapped his arms around Zhou Zui’s waist to bring him forward, then lifted his T-shirt and dove in.

Zhou Zui’s clothes were stretched out of their shape by him, but a piece of clothing was so worthless in this situation that it didn’t matter if it was torn to shreds just now. Zhou Zui felt Xiao Ke’s warm tongue licking the small section of his abdomen so he tilted his head back slightly while his chest heaved violently and his Adam’s apple rolled gently.

Xiao Ke’s teeth and tongue kept lingering on the mermaid line on the small area of Zhou Zui’s abdomen, and this mermaid line had charmed him into an erection the first time he saw Zhou Zui. As he followed the belly button all the way to the belt below, this shallow tigerline made Xiao Ke remember his wet dreams, especially the sex.

He nibbled on the shallow line of Zhou Zui’s belly, and the slight tingling sensation brought in more physical stimulation. Zhou Zui lifted his hand and placed it on Xiao Ke’s head through his own clothes to caress him lovingly.

Xiao Ke came out from his clothes while a hand directly lifted Zhou Zui clothes off, and then the two looked at each other. Xiao Ke hooked his lips into a smile of great satisfaction, and his eyes were like a cat that had eaten fish. His hands were still on the sides of Zhou Zui’s waist, and he put his arms around him while kissing him forcefully. Zhou Zui heard Xiao Ke’s breathy voice in his ear, “…. I’m so hard that I want to use dirty words.”

Zhou Zui let him tease him for a while and did not move. With this statement, he could no longer pretend to be a gentleman so he reached over to untie Xiao Ke’s belt. When he did so, he directly raised his arm and pulled out the belt. His actions confused Xiao Ke so much that his breathing became unsteady, and finally, the metal belt buckle knocked against the floor tiles. That sound knocked on Xiao Ke’s heart at the same time.

Zhou Zui’s hand continued to unzip Xiao Ke’s pants as they pulled down the zipper and held the hot hard penis in his palm. Xiao Ke suddenly raised his head to reveal his beautiful neckline.

Zhou Zui did have the intention to satisfy Xiao Ke, who had said that he was a top, and Zhou Zui did want to make him happy and give him everything he wanted. Zhou Zui was not willing to let Xiao Ke’s wishes go unheard, but how could Xiao Ke really be willing to let Zhou Zui be the bottom? He liked Zhou Zui’s strong masculine scent, and he wanted to see Zhou Zui plunder fiercely rather than take it passively.

Thus, Xiao Ke felt for the lubricant and put it into Zhou Zui’s hand while smiling and saying, “It’s my first time, Teacher Zhou, don’t hurt me.”

The lust caused Zhou Zui’s eyes to turn red, and he looked into Xiao Ke’s eyes. There was a lot to say between the two of them, but they didn’t have to say anything at the moment.

If Xiao Ke was going to be the bottom, then he couldn’t do it on the sofa. Zhou Zui pulled Xiao Ke back into the bedroom, and it was only when Xiao Ke was lying on the soft bed that Zhou Zui covered him with his body.

Zhou Zui was very patient and gentle while helping Xiao Ke expand, but Xiao Ke lost his patience later on so he hooked himself to Zhou Zui’s leg and held his hot dick in one hand while bringing himself over with a seductive look. He smiled slightly and said, “If you don’t come inside, I’ll cum on your leg first….”

This kind of thing had nothing to do with the inability to let go as they were both adults, and sex was one of the best binders of love.

The two of them were kissing rapidly while Zhou Zui was holding onto Xiao Ke’s lips and whispering, “Professor Xiao”.

Xiao Ke’s eyes were closed while his eyelashes and eyelids fluttered. Zhou Zui liked the man in front of him so much that his heart clenched and throbbed. He was truly in love.

Xiao Ke tried to relax himself so that Zhou Zui could enter more smoothly, and he also tried to make himself feel less uncomfortable. This was the first time he had done this, and his experience was still superficial.

“Does it hurt?” Zhou Zui stared at Xiao Ke’s expression as he saw him frowning slightly so he asked him this in a whisper.

“It doesn’t hurt too much, it’s fine.” Xiao Ke opened his eyes and smiled reassuringly at him while wrapping one hand around his neck. Zhou Zui’s hair stubble slightly touched his palm. Xiao Ke breathed a long sigh of relief and said, “I finally got this piece of meat in my mouth, I’ve really wanted it for so long.”

Zhou Zui, who was possibly possessed by lust, changed his usual aloof style and said, “Is it tasty?”

Xiao Ke didn’t expect Zhou Zui to come up with such a phrase, so he hesitated for a moment before he smiled and said, “It’s a little hard and too big for me to chew.”

Zhou Zui lowered his head as he laughed, and Xiao Ke liked to see him laugh so he lifted his head to kiss him again.

A passionate round of sex was filled with the impacts and intermingling of two men. It was intense, savage, and soul-crushing.

When it was dark after everything subsided, Xiao Ke let himself fall onto the bed. The bed and floor was covered with wreckage that he didn’t want to worry about so he didn’t bother to look at it. His whole body was now in a state of relaxation. One sexual encounter almost drained him. Teacher Zhou was a bully.

Zhou Zui came out of the shower and half-kneeled next to Xiao Ke so that he could try to carry him to the shower.

Xiao Ke hurriedly said, “Hey, don’t move me!”

“What’s wrong?” Zhou Zui was a little worried, “Uncomfortable?”

“No, I’m not uncomfortable, I feel great.” Xiao Ke smiled and licked his lips, then “hissed” as he slowly sat up. “I’m too comfortable so I am a little sensitive. If you touch me, I am afraid I will orgasm.”

The most intimate things were done, so Xiao Ke could not say anything. He was not even ashamed to run to the bathroom in the room as he called back to Zhou Zui, “Come on, Teacher Zhou, let’s take a bath.”

The water in the bathtub flowed soothingly, and the massage function was turned on to relieve the soreness of the body. Xiao Ke thought to himself that there were indeed advantages to having a relationship with a wealthy man, and Boss Zhou’s bathroom was too luxurious. The 120,000 yuan bathtub was indeed very enjoyable to lie in.

He had just now considered the door to a new world opening, and had never had such an experience. It was his initiative to be the bottom, and though it was not a dedicated sacrifice, he really thought that it would be hard to hold Zhou Zui as he may lack the strength. The two of them had different body types, and Xiao Ke secretly did not want Zhou Zui to be on the bottom. He liked Zhou Zui as his looks and his temperament were all of the features that were Xiao Ke’s favorite, especially his strong dominant aura.

From the first day of his pursuit, he had thought about this issue. After the psychological hurdle, it was actually nothing and was very comfortable. When Teacher Zhou pressed him down and fucked him until he came, it was stimulating enough in itself. The minutes before and after Teacher Zhou released his sperm, Xiao Ke did not even dare to think back as more than two thoughts would immediately make him raise the flag. Those few minutes caused Xiao Ke to be hooked to death, and he simply could not hold himself back.

He just wanted to bite him hard when looking at his forehead, those taut veins, and his scarlet eyes. He was such an alpha male that Xiao Ke never liked him as much as he did at that moment. He rubbed the top of Zhou Zui’s knee in the water and asked him, “What is this?”

Zhou Zui didn’t say anything and just planted a kiss on his arm.

Xiao Ke was not used to sleeping naked so Zhou Zui brought him a new pair of underwear, and Xiao Ke fell asleep first. He was really a bit tired since it was more tiring to be the bottom than the top for some reason.

The bed had been cleaned up by Zhou Zui with new bedding, and the floor was cleared of the messy tissue and used condoms.

Xiao Ke woke up from a short nap and Zhou Zui had already cooked noodles. Xiao Ke ate before he lounged on the couch while wearing Zhou Zui’s T-shirt and sweatpants. Zhou Zui wore nothing on his upper body but had a pair of boxers on his lower half. He had a tattoo about three centimeters above his knee, which Xiao Ke was sure was not there before, at least not last year when he wore shorts.

When Zhou Zui came over, Xiao Ke didn’t let him sit down and pulled him in front of his eyes to take a closer look at the thing on his leg. It was a very cool and beautiful line of writing with a very rough style, and it took Xiao Ke half a day to figure out what it was so he looked up at Zhou Zui to ask him, “What does that say?”

Zhou Zui sat next to him and said, “Yesterday is dissolved; the future begins today.”

Xiao Ke asked him, “When did you get this?”

Zhou Zui said, “Two or three days ago.”

Xiao Ke didn’t say anything after that but smiled. After a while, he gave him a firm hug and said, “I know what Teacher Zhou is thinking.”

The more Xiao Ke looked at him, the more he liked him, and it took half a year for the meat to finally enter his mouth. It was really satisfying.

The two people were very relaxed as Xiao Ke leaned on Zhou Zui, and Zhou Zui gently rubbed his ear with one hand before he said, “Professor Xiao, I never tattooed anything on my body before, I don’t like to keep things on my body. I think nothing in this world is really worth carrying to my death. Once upon a time… he mentioned many times that he wanted to give me a tattoo, and I refused, because of this we fought many times. But this time, I really wanted to get a tattoo on my body. I wanted to show you, and most of all, myself. If you didn’t come today, in another week, I would have gone to you. I only intended to leave you a month, any more than that and I can’t stand it, I can’t afford to wait.”

Zhou Zui said every word in a very serious manner. No matter what he did, this man always made people feel that he was serious but not perfunctory, and Xiao Ke loved his serious look. “When the time was right, I was going to show you this sentence, what I want you to know is that although I have a past that you may not like, I myself do not like it either. But I want to go forward and I want to be like you and not look back.” Zhou Zui looked into Xiao Ke’s eyes and said, “I also want to ask you, Professor Xiao…when the time comes, can you trust me one more time?”

Xiao Ke was silent for a long time before his eyes finally reddened and he nodded before he spoke in a muffled voice, “I was so shocked but I didn’t release your hand, so remember, I didn’t let go for a second. How could I not come? Just wait.”

Tang Yawei’s words that were shouted out had made Xiao Ke’s brain turn wooden, but from the beginning to the end, they held hands while Xiao Ke did not let go, and even subconsciously clenched and squeezed Zhou Zui’s hand tighter.

Zhou Zui nodded, “I remember, but I’m still afraid. You are too good, I am very rotten, I am afraid that you will not come again.”

This person usually did not open his mouth much, but once he said what was in his heart, it was overwhelming. The sincerity of his heart was put out for you to see with his sincere attitude and devout eyes that were so straightforward that he wanted to laugh despite also feeling distressed.

He received all of his feelings as the cool man who made his heart flutter was seriously talking to him about love. Xiao Ke felt that he was also quite successful. At 30 years old, he had found his true love and hoped that this time would be the last time.

It was already dark outside, and Zhou Zui’s house was in the innermost part of the neighborhood without streetlights. The entire window was black which reflected the warm light inside the room. This feeling was very comfortable and made him feel very safe. It didn’t matter how cold or dark it was outside, as long as he was beside him, he felt warm.

–Live as though everything of the past dissolved yesterday, and all of the future begins today. 

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The last sentence is from Yuan Liao-fan’s “The Four Lessons”.  袁了凡《了凡四训》1