As long as Shen Huilan thinks of her sad days with Park Zhentian, she can't help but cry secretly.
Although Shen Huilan and Pu Zhentian are more than 100 years old, Shen Huilan has always been longing for a better love. But the more she wanted to have it, the less she could have such a wonderful love.
Perhaps in the initial understanding of Park Zhentian, park Zhentian still had some good feelings for Shen Huilan. However, in Shen Huilan's memory, it seems that park Zhentian never took the initiative to embrace her and kiss her. When sleeping at night, park Zhentian only regards her as a woman. Yes, she is just a woman, not Shen Huilan. She is not regarded as the lover in his mind. At night, they will not embrace and sleep, he will not hold her, she has never felt his warm embrace. Even though she longed to be held in his arms, she was always a very conservative person. She never asked him for his tenderness. She hinted at him with her eyes that she needed warmth, and he was indifferent. She took the initiative to lie in his arms, he would not stretch out his hands to hold her as a response, just let her lie in his arms, as if he really did not understand anything. She hugged him tightly. He was held by her like a piece of wood. He would not hold her tightly, even if he held her gently. After a long time, he would say to her, let go quickly. He was too tired to breathe.
Shen Huilan originally thought that Pu Zhentian, even if she was not in her heart, would eventually be influenced by her gentleness. However, until the birth of Park Minho, park Zhentian did not take the initiative to give her a hug or kiss, let alone give her the supreme indulgence. Whenever anything happens, Pu Zhentian will tell Shen Huilan some truth and tell Shen Huilan not to make a fool of herself and tell her that what she has done is naive, even stupid and illogical.
After Shen Huilan resigned and became a full-time wife, park Zhentian always gave Shen Huilan enough money to buy whatever she wanted, but never went shopping with her. The communication between him and Shen Huilan almost left only children, and what the man most wanted to do to women. Nothing else. It seems that everything is just a routine, and there is no pleasure in the love between husband and wife before.
What Shen Huilan wants is not such a boring to boring mutual respect, but a sweet and romantic love. However, she couldn't get it, so she had to give all her love to her child, park Min Ho.
Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, she is happy. She has a successful husband, an excellent son, a family that doesn't worry about money, and even there are many nannies who take care of their lives Almost every day, she can do anything she wants to do, not do anything she doesn't want to do, and has supreme happiness. Although when she married Park Zhentian, they were not rich enough in material terms, but now they are already a first-class family, and Shen Huilan is almost the envy of many women. However, only Shen Huilan knows that she is not happy and there is no love in her life.
Shen Huilan would rather lose all of her material wealth in exchange for a beautiful love that some people cherish.
If you miss it, you can see your son have a real love affair with your own eyes, and cultivate a positive result with the person you love, which is also the continuation of that good wish in her heart.
Now, park Zhentian is finally enlightened. Shen Huilan was deeply gratified.
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