"Yes! Miss Park Yunmin, you are right! At the beginning, I couldn't find the reason why I liked you at the first sight. But now I understand that I treat you like this because I fell in love with you at first sight Tanaka Chunyi said excitedly to Ning Xin, "but why don't you believe in love at first sight? You and your boyfriend who betrayed you, didn't you fall in love at first sight Tanaka Chunyi looked at Ningxin with some doubts and said to her.
"Yes Ning Xin said to Tanaka Chunyi in a calm and resolute voice, "but it was love at first sight, and now he has betrayed me. That's why I feel that love at first sight is so unreliable. It is precisely because of the love at first sight in the tragic defeat, so I do not believe in love at first sight. I don't even know my ex boyfriend Charlie who betrayed me. I think I might I may not really be suitable for love or love at first sight. "
"But don't you think you're giving up your food because of choking?" Tanaka Chunyi looked at Ningxin seriously and said to her, "you have an idiom in China, which is called to stop eating because of choking. The original meaning is that because someone chokes at a meal, he simply doesn't eat any more. This idiom is intended to be used to describe something that is not done because of a small problem or fear of problems. Miss Park Yunmin, don't you think you look like what this idiom describes? Although your ex boyfriend is a scum, it doesn't mean all men are. At least I'm not. What's more, I was cheated by my ex girlfriend. You and I have the same experience. We are the same kind of people. Miss Park Yunmin, do you think I'm right? "
"I don't know." Ningxin looked at Chunyi Tanaka in some embarrassment, but could not answer his words. She said to Tanaka Chunyi, "maybe you have a point, but I really can't get through this barrier psychologically. I always feel that I'm afraid of love at first sight, and that I'm afraid of making a wrong decision when two people don't know each other, leading to regret the wrong decision I made in the future. "
"You mean, you regret being with your ex boyfriend?" Tian Zhongchun asked Ning Xin.
"That's right." Ningxin is very frank to Tanaka Chunyi, "I have always been a conservative girl in my bones. I never thought about having that kind of deviant thing with the opposite sex. I admit, I love Charlie very much, but I will never commit myself to him. If it was not for the first time that he forced me, and then forced me several times, I was madly doing what a man most wanted to do to a woman when I had no resistance. I was gradually used to this process. If he had not forced me again and again, I would never have committed myself to him. Even if you love again. " Ning Xin said, eyes suddenly become moist. As long as she thinks about the scenes that Charlie forced her, Ning Xin can't help crying. She still remembers clearly that the first time was at Charlie's house, the second was in the school playground at midnight, the third was in Charlie's garden, the fourth was in Charlie's Hotel, the fifth was in the classroom Every time, every detail, Ning Xin is vividly remembered. Those who used to be regarded as very exciting in her past, after breaking up, all became her heartache!
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