This is his third day with Xiaoyu.
He would read to her at a distance.
Her eyes were wrapped in gauze, and she could only smell the feminine smell on him. His voice was another technique of changing his voice, and his name was also fake.
And this is the way he chose. It is his active choice to guard by her side in a way that light rain will never know.
It is he who wants to listen to the voice of Xiaoyu, and he wants to be close to Xiaoyu, instead of just looking at her quietly in the dark. Therefore, he still retains this desire and chooses to approach with the identity of Xiaoxue.
But he seems to be contented. When he accompanies Xiaoyu, he is always separated from each other, just reading.
And she would tell him from time to time, her views on the plot, and he was more listening, her voice fascinated him, so that he did not want to miss every word.
In the short three days, he had loved Xiaoyu for so many years, and had seen Xiaoyu show the happiest smile. It was only when she was talking about another man that she would smile every time.
And that kind of smile, in front of Xiao Yiyun, has never shown, but now it is in front of "Xiaoxue", when she mentions another man, she shows it many times.
The atmosphere was calm and even a kind of happiness was growing in his heart. Even if the light rain will always only be mentioned when ou Haotian is mentioned, he will laugh the most happily.
Later, he understood why he was like this.
Because, in fact, he is no longer qualified to envy.
Now he can only with the most humble love, to love this woman, to the final guardian of this woman.
When he read to her, light rain may fall asleep. It's easy to judge her sleeping state, because when she's awake, her fingers will move with the development of the plot, and they will also make a subtle hum, but later She'll be quiet when she listens, so she must be asleep.
And this time, he will stop, don't quarrel with her, just look at her quietly, and then until It's time he left.
After coming back from the light rain, he will continue to fold the stars. But later, he found that paper could be folded, so he folded it with small pieces of paper, because it could write on it.
So it was another day of repetition.
In these days, he felt very satisfied, very happy, because he did not waste every minute, is in love with Xiaoyu.
It's just that even if he scares Liya away, Jack always jumps out when he needs to be quiet.
When he is reading to Xiaoyu, Jack will monitor him and forbid him to reveal any secrets about his identity!
When he comes back to the room busy stacking stars, he will still appear, maliciously watching himself clumsily folding the stars and mocking the dregs of his technical level. This kind of fun taste is too heavy, childish and anti child, and there are several warnings every day. Don't cross the border!
In fact, his relationship with Jack has always been strange. They seem to have a bad relationship, at least from an outsider's point of view. After all, Jack's eyes have been blinded by him, and most of their conversation is mutual ridicule.
But he could see that Jack didn't like him, didn't hate him, didn't hate him Even if he blinds him in one eye, he just I don't want to see him.
But that day, he suddenly said: "Xiao Yiyun, if ou Hao comes back naive I will kill you
He just laughed, and then said, "you really stand up for ou Haotian."
Jack was smoking, and his only eye showed hatred for the first time. He said, "I can ignore that you have blinded my eyes, but even if ou Haotian has no more I'm not going to let you get a sister-in-law. Remember, I told you several times a day I want you to give me a fuckin 'memory. You can only see your sister-in-law. Don't get close to her You can only calm her more and more restless mood recently Because only when she is listening to novels can she be in a better mood, but that's it Don't be conceited Everyone knows that She's just nostalgic for ou Haotian Because Ou Haotian has read books for her
"If I really can't find ou Haotian and that guy can't come back I will take care of my sister-in-law all my life, but I know that Ou Haotian's virtue, he won't let women give you, so if he dies, I'll let you go to hell with him! In this way, he will be relieved. "
Xiao Yiyun stacked stars, his fingers have been bleeding these days, he should have a good rest, but in the end, he can't help folding stars for the light rain.
He listened to jack with no unnecessary expression on his face.
He said: "I am about to die."
So Jack was stunned.
These days, he had a deep understanding of this guy.
As expected, he changed a lot! He's elegant, but he's OK. He's always using childish things, cockroaches and earthworms to scare Liya, although I know that this guy is actually trying to scare Liya away! He was cruel. That's right. His eyes were blind because he was merciless. He was cruel to himself. The finger bone was broken by himself. But every time he saw this guy folding stars and reading to his sister-in-law, his expression was very gentle and incredible!Jack looks at him strangely and doesn't speak.
Next, Xiao Yiyun tells him about the history of the Ou family.
Jack can't make out Xiao Yiyun's intention. He said, "are you trying to say that even if I don't kill you, you can't do it yourself?"
Xiao Yiyun shook his head and said, "I want to say I don't have much time. I can live for Xiaoyu I used to think, I can give Xiaoyu a lifetime of stability and happiness, so I will grab Xiaoyu, what she wants, what I give, I will be able to give her all she wants Later, I got sick. I felt that as long as I had a little time left, I would let me selfishly leave Xiaoyu by my side, let her accompany me finally, and let her be able to remember me after I died Now... " Instead, he did not go on.
Jack raised his eyebrows and said, "now what?"
Xiao Yiyun's fingers stroked the stars, and those horrible fingers with white bones formed a sharp contrast with those small stars.
"At the moment when Xiaoyu dug out his eyes, I had a retreat for the first time, just like a crack. After that, every minute and every second, I kept expanding, and then Xiao Yiyun pointed to himself and said, "let me become a coward! The devil will have the most fear, so he hid in the body of light snow.
"When I became light snow, she saw it Xiao Yiyun in this life can not see, Xiaoyu the happiest time, that kind of smile, that kind of missing, that kind of Wait His eyes looked ethereal and calm.
Jack looks at Xiao Yiyun and feels a strange feeling. This guy Changed.
Jack turned to leave, but Xiao Yiyun stopped him behind him and said, "I haven't told you What I think now. "
If it was before, Jack would never look back. He would not look back. He would go straight ahead. But this time, he stopped.
He only heard Xiao Yiyun say: "now, I want to make Xiaoyu happy, that's all..."
It is because of this that he is willing to be "Xiaoxue", and does not need Xiao Yiyun's identity to approach her. It is because of this that he makes the final decision.
The fourth day is his last time to accompany Xiaoyu.
After reading the novel, Xiaoyu said, "how do you feel? You have been standing at the same distance as the previous several times." She is listening to the voice of the snow to hear the door, she seems to be separated from her every time the distance is the same.
He said, "because of the distance, you are the most beautiful."
She said with a smile, "you can see my face, but I can't see you But I'll take off the gauze in two days, and then I can see your face And... " There was a smile on the corner of her mouth and she said, "my husband will come back, too."
Jack can't hide it any more. Even if he gives orders to extend each time period continuously and let Xiaoyu mistakenly recognize the time, this will eventually break down Two days is the limit! When Xiaoyu's gauze is taken apart, all concealment will be over.
On the contrary, he was calm and said, "OK. Your husband will certainly come back to see you
When he turned to leave, Xiaoyu suddenly stopped him and said, "are you sending flowers? I smell the fragrance of you Thank you Every day, the flowers on the head of her bed change, and they are the freshest, the most beautiful and the best smelling.
He said, "you just like it."
She hesitated, but at last she said, "you took these flowers from the greenhouse. Do you go there every day?"
"Well."
"Did you I've seen a man named Is Xiao Yiyun's person? " Lou Yuqing only knows that Jack said that he lives in a flower house.
His hands were clenched tightly into a ball, "mmm."
"He Are you okay? Do you have Bullied? "
At that moment, his tears came out. This woman No blame for him! Always remember him!
He tried to keep calm, not to let the woman see a flaw, said: "no He's very good, very Happiness. "
On the last day, he stood quietly outside the door. Xiaoyu thought he was gone, but he stood outside the door all night.
When he went back to the greenhouse, Jack was in his room.
Jack looked at the bottle after bottle of stars on the table. His eyes were dull.
Xiao Yiyun's hand touched the bottles and said, "tell Xiaoyu that Xiaoxue is gone These are the gifts she gave her. "
Jack grabbed the point and said, "are you going?"
Xiao Yiyun nodded and said, "yes."
"Where to go?"
He looked at Jack and said, "go and finish the last gift for Xiaoyu."
Jack's face became serious and said, "I won't let you go. Do you think I'll let the tiger go back to the mountain? "Xiao Yiyun's face was calm, almost unusual, and said, "if that gift It's Ou Haotian
In his every night secretly in the light rain that no one in the time, a person painfully called Ou Haotian, that sound, he has decided!
Every time he accompanied her with the identity of Xiaoxue, looking at her smile, seeing her smile because of the mention of Ou Haotian, and the corner of his mouth showed a happy smile, he decided!
Every time he looked at this woman, whether as Xiao Yiyun or as Xiao Xue, when they looked at the gauze wrapped in her eyes and couldn't breathe with heartache, he decided!
In his days, he has repeatedly asked for stars, one after another, which he gave her. Each one is just an eye. He would like to give her all the stars in the world. In fact Each one is his guilt, his heartache, so fold to the end, the rest of all is guilt, he decided!
When he just wanted to make Xiaoyu happy, he decided.
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He always thinks that the last second of his life is to look at the light rain, guard the side of the light rain, is the most perfect.
But now it seems It will always be just a dream.
Xiaoyu, happiness is good! She will be happy when she has only that man by her side.
I'm sorry, until he was at the end of his life, until he saw with his own eyes the light rain was seriously hurt, at the cost of an eye, he really understood.
But he really did not think, his end or he and his life tied together, constantly entangled, until death!
In fact, his nature has not changed, he is still the evil devil, no compassion, only cruelty But Xiaoyu is the only one in the world, who makes him feel guilty for the first and last time.
No matter it is Xiaoxue or Xiao Yiyun, when he sees the appearance of Xiaoyu and his eyes twined with thick gauze, his heart will tremble. Even if he turns into snow and hides himself in the body of Xiaoxue, his heart is still in pain and can't touch her body with his hands.
This is his crime! I owe Xiaoyu the biggest sin in my life!
So he came back.
In the next life, he will never let go.
"If later people have the opportunity to understand this story, after seeing the end of the story, if they want to say that I am not great, then I will shout in hell! Don't say I'm great, I'm selfish, I'm vicious, I'm just Don't want to hurt that girl again A girl who will never grow up in my mind! In the eyes of girls I never died. "
There is such a person in my heart, more important than myself. After exhausting all kinds of conspiracy means, only the guardian is left.