Chapter 154

Qingshui carefully said: "madam, do you really want a mirror?"

By the way, I nodded and changed the gauze

"But But... "

Clear water dare not, more not bear heart!

As a nurse who specially takes care of his wife, Qingshui knows that even if a strong person sees his wound with his own eyes, especially the part with disability, his psychological defense line will certainly collapse.

Lou Yuqing smiles and says, "it's OK. I want to I forced you. It's none of your business. "

And clear water is completely at a loss.

Jack, the eldest brother, always shows up on time when his wife changes her dressing. But this time, he is not there. When his wife is asleep, he goes out in a hurry.

And at this time, who knows is always a good wife this time put forward the request.

The gauze has been lifted!

Sure enough, Qingshui can't bear to see his wife!

Although she has always been a member of the base, she is not as soft and weak as an ordinary woman. Even if she is a sweeper here, she must have received training. However, she does not know why. During this period of time, she just takes pity on this lady.

Madame is not noisy and noisy. She is always quiet. She is so fragile that she is like an elf lying in bed. She needs to be cared for. However, she always keeps herself in a circle. Even in the face of the boss, she just smiles and never shows a trace of vulnerability.

Madame's appearance is very delicate, like a lotus in the water, there is no impurity in her eyes, and this can be seen from her left eye. Her beauty is not one that looks amazing at a glance, but a kind of natural beauty that can be felt as long as you are together for a long time

Qingshui once saw Miss Liya. Such a woman is so beautiful that her beauty is the most in line with the beauty appreciation standard in the eyes of the world, but it is just amazing! But it's not as quiet as Madame's heart, and has been infected.

Just the lady's right eye

Even though Qingshui has changed her dressing for many times, she can't help but feel heartache.

Madame is really a good woman.

Because she was afraid that the children in her stomach would be affected. She would not take any painkillers. She would endure the pain without saying it. She would not yell and vent at will like ordinary women. She would not lose her temper with the people who take care of her.

Even her eyes were wrapped in gauze and could not see the outside world, but she was not willing to rely on them as nurses. She takes chopsticks by herself when eating. She tries to find out by herself and puts it in her mouth one mouthful at a time. She washes everything by herself, washing her teeth and washing her face by herself Sincerely, it is clear that she is a patient, but she does not regard herself as a patient at all. She will not ask and trouble others for what she can do.

Once, Qingshui couldn't help asking his wife, "madam, why don't you let us take care of you?"

The lady said, "because I'm used to it."

Qingshui didn't know how she got her courage at that time. She went to ask his wife. The lady was the superior and she was the lower. This is the rule in the base, but maybe it was just because she relied on the good temper of his wife to continue to ask. "What is Madame used to?"

The corner of the lady's mouth shows the kind of happy smile that can let people around feel.

"Used to It was he who took care of me all the time. He helped me to wash my bath, wash my face, brush my teeth, and comb my hair, which he did for me. He cooked for me, you know? He didn't know how to cook before, but I only made it for him once. From then on, he learned to cook by himself, and only did it for me. He, ah, will feed me to eat, afraid I will be scalded, he will first taste himself, and then feed me. What about me? Like to eat lobster, he would shell me first. As long as he is by my side, he will always take care of me. Before I met him, I thought I was an independent enough person, but I met him with this kind of life. All my life was melted by his doting, and finally I only had dependence and habit. So, it's not your fault, it's all his bad Spoiled me. I'm used to him myself, so when he's away, I'll do everything I don't want someone else to replace him, so I'll take care of myself

It is from these that Qingshui knows that his wife is stubborn in his bones, and that his wife will never be able to help but show the happiest smile when she mentions the "he", which is totally from the heart.

That "he" is the legendary killer without blinking an eye demon, is more ruthless than the eldest jack, but it is really hard to believe that in the eyes of his wife and in her heart, that person is the most cherished person in the world. His indulgence is drug, which has already been deeply infected in her bones and soul. Once it is addicted, he will never give up and be willing to decline all his life.Therefore, she will be willing to wait, in the absence of "he", she will go strong, a person stubborn.

And it is such a woman, now her right eye was removed, leaving only a scar formed hole, raw let the whole face look terrible!

The doctor who gave his wife an operation said that this kind of wound was absolutely dead without any strength left. What's more, it's incredible that it was the lady who caused the deep wound.

And all the people know, this eye is the lady returned to the boss! All the people also know that even if she doesn't return it, the boss will not blame, let alone censure!

But she faced it with the most decisive way, because she said, "she owes, she pays back."

Therefore, those who have been in contact with his wife and are willing to know her will not know that on the surface, the lady is "water", and she looks soft and weak, but in her heart is fire. Regardless of everything, she can face what she wants, what she fears and what she fears! Madame's stubbornness is to herself, is cruel to herself, but to others, she is tolerant. As long as other people are good to her, she will remember in her heart

Qingshui's voice was hoarse and said: "madam, in a few days, we will see Now I'll change your dressing and wrap it in gauze

Lou Yuqing closed his eyes. The only left eye he could see was because of the gauze entangled for a few days. What he saw was blurred. On the contrary, he didn't adapt to the light. She closed her eyes now and began to adapt a little bit.

However, she still shook her head to Xiaoqing and said, "just take a look. You don't have to take it. I'll go to the bathroom and have a look."

Lou Yuqing's left eye got used to the light, and then slowly came down from the bed.

Shimizu and a couple of nurses, and the doctor wants to stop it.

However, this woman has that kind of charm. She just smiles at people and shakes her head, which makes people feel that she wants to be stubborn.

Step by step, she went to the bathroom, where there was a mirror.

Qingshui finally hugged his wife, and she said, "madam, let's wait a few more days, OK? Why not wait a few days? "

Lou Yuqing patted Qingshui's hand, and she said, "because I want a few more days for myself to be ready and ready to accept myself. When I don't want him back, I'm not even ready. What's more, what I always have to face is my own hand on myself. What can I worry about and hate? Since there is nothing to resent, I can only accept it. "

After all, she saw the sympathy, pity and heartlessness in these people's eyes. What was she like in their eyes?

Lou Yuqing or went to the bathroom, and all the people crowded into the bathroom.

Really heartache, heartache this woman!

If she shouts and hisses, they will feel better.

But she just stood quietly in front of the mirror, looking at herself in the mirror.

Lou Yuqing's hand touching his right eye is empty.

"Madam..."

At this time, Lou Yuqing suddenly opened his mouth and said, "can you let me stay here for a while, OK?"

"But..."

Lou Yuqing said: "I am a mother, I still have children in my stomach. Don't worry, I won't do stupid things. I just want to be quiet and have a good look at myself. Just stay in the ward. When I open no door, come out, you can give me medicine, and then use gauze around my eyes, I will still be good in bed. You have done your part. "

The door of the bathroom was closed, and all the people outside were cut off. Looking at their sympathy and contact, the world was only themselves, but also the self in the mirror.

Lou Yuqing stood quietly in front of the mirror, looking at his own, and finally tears from the corner of his left eye, drop by drop.

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter There's another eye. It's not blind It doesn't matter. " Lou Yuqing in the heart constantly said, constantly told himself.

When her father came back, her father said, "really Really Don't you hate me? I'm so ugly. Look I was scared to cry in the mirror. But I deserve it all. "

At this moment, Jack's voice came, "sister-in-law Sister in law... "

"Where's your sister-in-law?"

"Bathroom."

And at this time, Lou Yuqing's tears can't help but slide down.

Through the door, she could hear the sound of footsteps, which was approaching her.

It was the sound of his footsteps, which she knew so well.

"Baby, I'm back."