Chapter 161

After Ou Haotian changed the wound medicine, the doctors and nurses had left perceptively, leaving the empty ward with only two of them left.

Jack stood behind Ou Haotian and said, "I didn't expect you didn't beat me! Let me off Is that forgiveness? "

Ou Haotian's eyes are still looking at Lou Yuqing on the projection, "my world has no forgiveness, no forgiveness, just my woman..." He also only mentioned when Lou Yuqing, the tone will ease, the original cold eyes will have a warm temperature. "She doesn't want to be treated as a victim, a vulnerable person, so she doesn't want to have perpetrators. She wants everything to be normal, so I treat her as usual, just as often Also, you should be glad that she has put you in her heart, she I love you. "

Ou Haotian looks into Jack's eyes. This guy In addition to those people and the baby, who will love his blind eyes.

"Since she wishes you well, I'll let you do well. There is no denying that I want to thank you, too. Baby is not an easy to accept a person into the heart, only that person sincerely good to her, she can feel, she will open her defensive heart. Now that you have done it, it means that you are still Yes

Jack leaned against the wall, laughed and said, "you boy, don't say this seriously. Don't think I don't know. You'll hate me. The vinegar jar is overturned. Is it sour or not?"

Sure enough, he saw that Ou Haotian's body was stiff. It is true that This guy is a bully to everyone.

These two days also thanks to sister-in-law just pull Ou Haotian to accompany her to lie on the bed, otherwise this guy will really regard himself as an iron man. Cooking, tidying up clothes for younger siblings, taking her for a walk. As long as there is anything about them, this person hopes to do it by himself, and doesn't want other people to interfere.

Jack lit a cigarette and began to smoke. This guy had been talking about health preservation. He would live a healthy life, but now he has changed. He sighed and then said, "Haotian, do you know why I always help you like this?"

Ou Hao is speechless.

Jack said with a bitter smile at the corner of his mouth: "psychologically, it's called projection. To put it simply, it's good to see you. Some people can't bear to see others have more than themselves, so they will be jealous and can't help destroying, so that others become the same as themselves It's better to have nothing, so as to achieve a balanced psychological state. "

Ou Haotian seldom has the patience to listen to Jack's long talk.

"But I look at you and my sister-in-law, but I don't want to destroy you because You and I are so alike. I think Xiao Yiyun's final decision also has this reason. You are a miniature of me, I think you are also a miniature of his eyes You have the love we all dream of, so ah, I always want to find what is on your body, and want to see with my own eyes whether the devil in this world can have happiness. This feeling is like an addiction, let me see hope in you, and then turn into my hope, I can continue, one day I will be like you That's what I thought. I always think about You have Lou Yuqing, you have the whole world, and I Even if I get the world, I get any satisfaction. "

Ou Haotian looked back at Jack and said, "do you regret it?"

Jack laughed and said, "what do you say?"

Ou Haotian turned his body, this time he walked towards Jack step by step.

Standing in front of Jack, he said to him word by word: "I'm not you after all, I'm Ou Haotian, you're jack, so you'd better not place your hope on me, don't deceive yourself Your woman doesn't depend on me to get it. Instead of finding comfort and satisfaction from me, you can go to the woman who will drag you to death even if you are dead If you can't get it, it's useless to blame you Don't think you are like me, because if I were you, I would not spare time at all, spend time on me and my baby to feel This is the first time I've told you, and the last time The woman I want from Ou Haotian, I've spent my whole life with her. "

Jack said bitterly, "all she needs is night." He vomited out a breath of smoke, looked at Ou Haotian, and said, "you can have a good rest for a few days. There are still Zhou's and Ou's. I'll help integrate them. When you get better, I'll leave them to you. You know, I'm lazy. I just want to guard my killer group. I send some of my laborers out to kill people from time to time to earn some extra money and support my family. I just don't think that I'll be idle for 15 years. Fifteen years later, I met you again and found Liya again. My leisure life came to an end, just like If I want to use up all the time I have stolen in the past 15 years If you are not here, I will be free; if you are, I will be a laborious life. The Ou family and the Zhou family also need to watch the integration for a few days. When you get well, I will I'm free. ""You're too tired to breathe for those people." Let Ou Haotian say something like Even if there is only a little concern, it is very difficult, but at this time he still spoke. "Your eyes Injury. " The subtext is "you Have a good rest

Jack smiles, then points his finger at his heart and says, "even if I torture my body day and night, I won't feel tired. It really makes me feel tired It's here. Oh, do you understand that feeling? "

Ou Haotian looked at Jack and said, "can't you wait now?"

Jack said, "Oh Haotian, I don't regret falling in love with Liya. Falling in love with her is a robbery that can't be avoided And the devil is too stubborn, too persistent, once it is met, it will never shrink back, has been chasing, running, I will continue to wait, chase down, guard to take care of her for a lifetime, but I began to have fear. Maybe it's Because I saw you and my sister-in-law, I also had greed. I hope I can get warm that day, so I'm really afraid that I can't wait to die when she falls in love with me, just like Xiao Yiyun! No, I'm more miserable than him. At least my sister-in-law has a heart for him, but has no love, and my that she Or learn not to fall in love with a demon. "

Jack smokes hard, but Ou Haotian can see his fingers shaking.

What happened that day completely told him the answer.

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Liya likes flowers, so Jack has designed a garden like room on an open space, planting her favorite flowers and plants. Flowers will bloom all the year round.

The first floor is empty, planted with flowers and plants, just a ladder connecting the second floor, surrounded by glass. If you don't like it, you can put down the bamboo curtain and cover it.

Standing below, Jack saw Liya watering the plants.

He didn't go there, just looked at Liya quietly. In his eyes, she was as beautiful as a fairy, the princess forever in his mind.

Her mouth showed a gentle smile, looking at the flowers, eyes full of tenderness.

Until Liya turned and saw Jack, her eyes turned cold.

Jack came to Liya, and she just lowered her head. Just when she thought he would say something, he reached out to tidy up her hat. Then, in the moment of her consternation, Jack looked at her face, and the feeling of heart movement was beyond his control.

In that moment, Jack suddenly picked up Liya.

Lya beat her chest and said, "you What are you going to do

Jack held her directly on the swing.

He sat on the swing, but he still took advantage of the situation to hold Liya tightly in his arms, so that she was still sitting on his lap.

Liya struggled in a panic, but Jack held her waist tightly. His head was resting on her shoulder. Then Jack just whispered in her ear and said, "why can't you fall in love with the devil? You didn't accept Xiao Yiyun like that. "

He couldn't help himself.

"That's my brother, the only family left in the world now," she said in a trembling voice. Relatives are no matter how it is, consanguinity is constantly separated, relatives can not choose, he is my brother, I will guard him well. And love It's optional. "

Jack grinned bitterly and said, "silly boy, the blood relatives can't choose, but do you think the heart can choose automatically? Love is love. If you don't love, you don't love. Can you force your heart to turn love into non love

"Liya, now you think Xiao Yiyun is your unique relative in the world. He has the importance that can't be copied in his blood, but..." Jack raised his head, and then let Liya look into his eyes, "is this world, I to you Isn't it unique? In the world, only one jack and one man can love you like this. No one loves you more than me

Liya's body is shaking, she struggles desperately, but the tears do not strive to flow down.

"Why don't you accept me? Or Liya Do you think the devil's love for you is so unbelievable? It can't resist the physiological ties of blood. Or do you think the blooming flower of love from the blood is so terrible? "

Jack kisses Leah, who struggles and slaps Jack in the face.

There was fear in her eyes. It was Be on guard!

She can't forget that Jack made a great deal of damage to her memory that year. It was all blood. He walked up to her like a devil

Yes, she now knows that her family has torn open the package that she has always thought is black and twisted. Her parents and brothers disguised them, but there is no denying that they created The most beautiful dream world. From small to large, she is happy, simple, and trusting. She depends on the world. So when the relatives disappeared, she also included Xiao Yiyun, because Xiao Yiyun represented the last and only family member, so she had to guard.But in those days, that kind of dream world once suffered a heavy blow! When she was kidnapped and was waiting for rescue and hiding, she saw with her own eyes that Jack was killing like a devil. It was blood, corpse, pain. It was like a terrible nightmare. She fainted in fear

When she woke up, she was ill, and the rest was darkness. At that time, she lost all her dependence and had no relatives. She was not in the well protected dream world. Just as soon as she opened her eyes, she found that the pink world of a princess turned into Blood is everywhere, dark, lonely and terrible world! She was almost mad, and it was beyond her capacity.

And in this dark, there is a person, she has never seen his face clearly, but he has been guarding her, giving warmth. If there is a ray of light in a situation which is so terrible that it makes people crazy, then one must catch it. Therefore, even if he did not say anything, but his warm guard, let her deep this warmth in the bone. The extreme fear and her only dependence form a strong contrast, so that even after she was rescued She still can't forget the warmth that person brought her.

Until she found out that he was her brother! All the people thought that if she was rescued, she would be ok But her heart has been wrapped in fear, only remember the light.

When she was alone, she would fall into fear. She had no way to tell her father that she could only bear it.

And when he looked at himself during the day, that kind of cold and cold eyes, completely let her feel lost light.

But at night, he would appear by his bed. In the dark night that person is still so gentle, so warm, never have irregular behavior to her. He just looked at her every night and never spoke. He thought she couldn't see her, but in fact, every night, she was waiting for her. She just pretended to sleep. With him, the night was no longer afraid. It would be blood when she closed her eyes.

Until the day came again, he disappeared.

she thought it was a dream, like a bubble, but in the daytime... terrible. During the day, Ou Haotian looks at her with cold and strange eyes.

Day is the reality, she can not get the warmth from the light, she even escape Blood taboo love this reality. At that time, she thought Ou Haotian was her brother! And her dependence is immoral. Although she also depends on her brothers, and most of her childhood depends on her relatives, her dependence on that person is different. Without him, she will lose her sense of security.

She fell in love with He in the night!

So she preferred to immerse herself in the dark. She hated her immorality and violated the taboo, but she also depended on the person who gave her warmth in the dark.

In his opinion, Ou Haotian is playing a double-sided roar. The more indifferent he is to her during the day, the more she cherishes the invisible face in the night.

Gradually, she can't tell where is the dream, where is the reality, and even More and more, she found that the man and the devil overlapped together, that is, Jack, who she had never dared to look into his eyes, the one who looked at her quietly no matter how she screamed and how she threw things at him! That What she saw at that time, killing so many people, the ground was full of blood demons.

She grew more and more frightened.

And she didn't say to anyone. At night, she knew that she had someone to accompany him. Even he didn't know. She was awake all the time.

She suffered alone. She was afraid that once she said it, all the people hated her, and her relatives didn't understand. How could she break the taboo and fall in love with And he never said love.

Night, taboo, devil, blood, warmth, double sides, loneliness All of this tormented her spirit.

So she completely collapsed and was sent to the sanatorium.

And when she escaped, there was an accident. Why did she escape? Because she finally knew that Ou Haotian was not her brother, but She's going to tell him! She would never let him only appear in the dark, they could be aboveboard.

However, I didn't expect that the gap between them has been 15 years.

Now she can't deceive herself any more. The truth is that Jack just plays the identity of Ou Haotian. He is the devil who brings her despair and fear. When she collapses, he plays Ou Haotian, conceals his face in the dark, and turns into the light that guards her in the dark.

So she hated and feared the devil, but depended on the warmth of light.

As it is now!

"Sorry, I I... "

Jack looks at Liya, at the cold light in the woman's eyes. Then there was a long silence

Until lya said, "actually, fifteen years ago, when I went to bed every night, I knew you were by my side. I can't see his face, I can't hear his voice, I can only feel the warmth, he is always in the dark, always in my memory, will not kiss me, will not speak, will not stand in the sun, and It's not you, Jack. He is more like the light I get in the night, accompany me in the dark, let me no longer fear, and you, Jack, I can't see you as him, you are The devil I saw that day, killing, covered with blood So even if I knew you were him, I couldn't do it. "In fact, what she has not said is that she has been deeply hidden in the bottom of her heart. At that time, she thought that she fell in love with her blood brother and violated the taboo, because she was more dependent on her relatives, which was a kind of guilt, a kind of compensation Until she met her brother again, only one of his relatives left, this guilt was transferred, more gathered in Xiao Yiyun's body!

She really has a kinship with Xiao Yiyun, this time there is no love! No more taboos! Once she chose love and taboo in front of her relatives and love. Now she knows it is wrong, but now she chooses family relationship.

Jack hugged Liya tightly from behind and said, "if you miss It's the one who can't speak, who won't smile at you, will never kiss you, but will only look at you, accompany you and take care of him in the night. So I'm still him. I come to accompany you in the evening, I don't talk, I don't touch you, I will accompany you, then you Will you love me

Jack's tears came out. "If you don't want the devil, I'll just be a shadow at night. I don't show up in front of you during the day. "

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"so I'll only be at night Back to her. In the daytime, I am your Jack Jack laughed at himself and smoked a cigarette. "Specially for you At night, I am her shadow. "

However, Ou Haotian actually held out his hand.

"You still have a wound. This is..." Jack raised his eyebrows.

As soon as Ou Haotian raises his eyes, Jack knows it in his mind. He doesn't talk nonsense and hands over a cigarette.

Ou Haotian does not smoke, especially in front of Lou Yuqing, but at this time he accidentally smoked.

He lit a cigarette, said nothing, but smoked quietly.

Jack is sitting at the object of o'haotian and smoking.

Neither of them spoke.

At this point, speechless is the best comfort, just sit with for a while, the heart will also have a place.

As soon as Ou Haotian returned to the next ward, he went to bed lightly.

Lou Yuqing likes this kind of life. He is good at eating, sleeping and quiet with him. Then he gave her such a life.

After Lou Yuqing woke up, smelling the body of Ou Haotian, he said, "you smoke."

"Well. I just went out to smoke. "

"Smoking is bad for your health."

"I know With Jack. "

"When he comes, I'll talk to him."

"Good."