Early in the morning, they climb the Grand Canyon. She was tired of climbing the stairs, and Ou Haotian had to carry her on her back.
Lou Yuqing is adamant to go together, but he won't let him carry himself again.
As a result, it rained on the road.
Ou Haotian walked with her. He took off his clothes and insisted on putting them on for her.
There are umbrella sellers on the roadside, only the last one left.
An umbrella is too small to hold two people.
Ou Haotian took an umbrella and gave most of it to Lou Yuqing. Lou Yuqing has no way to push, because Ou Haotian's whole arm is around Lou Yuqing's shoulder and sticks her body close to his body. She can only walk, but she can't push him at all.
Lou Yuqing's heart was sour and most of him was wet.
Two people walk together, step by step.
There are trees beside the steps, and there are few people with raindrops falling down.
Only the two of them were walking slowly. Lou Yuqing suddenly felt that this is life.
They spent most of their lives together.
Lou Yuqing leans on him, and his heart is always warm.
When they got to the top, in front of the big stone, she looked at the deep bottom, all under the trees.
The older she was, the more childish and arrogant she was.
But at this moment, she suddenly and loudly directed at the Grand Canyon, shouting: "Hey, who Do you know that Lou Yuqing really loves you and loves you most. You are the first in my heart
The Grand Canyon echoed three times, her voice.
Lou Yuqing's face turned red. She didn't dare to see Ou Haotian.
Ou Haotian stood by her side, holding her hand, "Ou Haotian knows. Ou Haotian also loves Lou Yuqing. He will never give up in this life. When he meets Lou Yuqing in this life, he is lucky and happy. "
Their hands tightly pull together, Lou Yuqing's smile is blooming in the rain, the United States to Europe Haotian suddenly have a kind of impulse to tears.
He hugged Lou Yuqing.
"Baby, you are so beautiful..."
Lou Yuqing said with a smile, "yes, I will always be beautiful in your eyes. You've been talking about it for so many years. I'm tired of listening to it. Why don't you say it's boring. "
"You are the most beautiful."
Lou Yuqing's heart is sweet. "Yes, I am the most beautiful."
Her greatest pride is that Ou Haotian has always looked at other women, no matter how beautiful those women are.
Down the mountain, you can do a cable car, pass the Grand Canyon, and watch the beautiful scenery of the Grand Canyon.
Lou Yuqing is the happiest, "I said last night that I would take a Ferris wheel, this It's better than that. "
As a result, after they got on the cable car, when the cable car kept falling on the high place, she was afraid of heights!
Ou Haotian held her early.
And Ou Haotian gently comforted, "I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid."
However, this feeling is very familiar, familiar with She seems to have experienced it.
Lou Yuqing felt more and more strange in her heart. She always felt that she had really experienced it.
Ferris wheel, he holds her, it's raining heavily
They went through it together a month ago.
Lou Yuqing think carefully, she seems to have forgotten a lot. She can't remember!
By the way, when did she and Haotian first meet? When did they get married? How do they love each other?
Memory fading
Her head doesn't seem to work. What should I do?
At this time from the corner of her eyes shed tears, just quietly looking at Ou Haotian.
Ou Haotian flustered, quickly wiped her tears, "darling, is it hard? Not afraid of It has come down from that height. "
He knows.
For decades, this man will not know what changes and thoughts she has.
It's just that he never said it. Her memory is getting worse. How can he not know.
Lou Yuqing hugs Ou Haotian. She is wrong. How can she make him miserable alone? How can she forget their memories.
Back in the hotel room, she lay quietly in bed.
Ou Haotian accompanied her, touched her head and said softly, "darling, tired?" He handed her a glass of milk.
"Well."
At this time, she was not as noisy as before, obediently drinking, did not let him first coax, oneself obediently drank.
"I want to sleep."
"Good."
Ou Haotian woke up in the middle of the night because he heard the baby crying.
He carefully opened the quilt, Lou Yuqing has tears.
"Baby, what's the matter? Don't cry, don't cry... "
Lou Yuqing hugged him, "I'm afraid."
"What am I afraid of? Not afraid, not afraid... "She had noticed that her head seemed to be breaking. After she came back, she had been thinking about it, but she couldn't remember many things. In this period of time, she ignored a lot.
"I feel like More and more I can't remember things. I feel like I can't remember, we had a lot of things, I tried to think How we met, but I can't remember I seem to have forgotten a lot. Those memories How can I forget it? How can you do that? "
"Not afraid." Ou Haotian's heart is in pain, "not afraid Baby. Isn't there still me? "
She really felt the feeling of powerlessness. "Am I ill?"
"No, you are not ill."
Lou Yuqing took his arm and said, "you lied to me. It's time to You lied to me! Do you want to wait for me to forget you slowly
Ou Haotian suddenly hugged Lou Yuqing, and he kissed her lips, "don't say! Don't say that. "
Lou Yuqing looks at the firmness and fear.
It was at that moment that she really felt What is she most afraid of!
"Tell me, then, what's wrong with me?"
"No, I'm here." Ou Haotian's hand touched her head, "I'm here, baby. Don't worry about anything. You just My memory is getting worse. It's OK. "
How can it be ok.
She's forgetting. She is forgetting the past, forgetting the things around her, forgetting People.
Lou Yuqing shook his head, "shall we go back to cure the disease? Shall we retrieve those memories? Don't lose it. " She took him by the hand, "cure, treat."
"OK, let's go home."
From that time on, Lou Yuqing's eyes were staring at Ou Haotian tightly. Her hand would hold Ou Haotian.
She was afraid.
Only when ou Haotian is there, she will have a sense of security.
When ou Haotian took the vitamin tablets to her, she suddenly held this tightly, "Haotian, you tell me, this is not a vitamin, right?"
Oh Haotian is silent.
Lou Yuqing looked at the bottle of medicine for a long time. She pinched his arm heavily, "you bastard! Can medicine be taken arbitrarily? You are not ill. What are you doing with me
This bastard, coax her is vitamin tablet, he eats, she also takes along.
It's just why the tears still come down.
They returned to the island, Long Jie holding Lou Yuqing, "Mom, back."
Lou Yuqing touched his head, smiling at the corner of his mouth, "yes, I'm back."
She looked at Long Jie, in a trance, she saw the young Ou Haotian.
is as like as two peas!
Only that night, Lou Yuqing had a fever and headache. The doctor gave her emergency treatment, but it didn't help at all.
No surgery, only conservative treatment.
Lou Yuqing is burning vaguely, but his hand is holding ou Haotian all the time.
Long Jie is waiting by his side silently. He looks at his mother and father. He has everything he wants. He has a lot of money. He can buy and sell people's lives. But why He just can't save his mother?
He's useless.
Mother has been reading, only two words, "Haotian."
Father is the most important thing in her life, so important that she just wants to remember these two words. "Haotian..."
Ou Haotian has been holding her, wiping her sweat, comforting her, "I'm here, I'm always there."
Temperature has been unable to drop, Lou Yuqing burned to the whole person in vomiting, her teeth also began to attack.
"Haotian, I have a headache and a toothache..."
"Painkiller, give her the pain." Ou Haotian looks at the doctor.
The doctor just shook his head.
Lou Yuqing tossed all day and night, while Ou Haotian was always with her.
Lou Yuqing tears flow out, Ou Haotian let her sleep, she refused to sleep, just eyes at him.
Her throat is hoarse, "Haotian, I'm afraid..."
"Not afraid of I'm not afraid. "
"I've been thinking about a lot of things, but I can't think of them all the time. I forgot I have forgotten Jack's appearance I only remember people in my life, I remember their names, but I can't remember about them
Lou Yuqing said a little bit.
Ou Haotian held her hand tightly, "it's OK, it must be ok..."
"I can't remember..."
Lou Yuqing has been crying, "I was thinking about our memories, I found that I'm so stupid, I also forgot a lot... "
"I just remember. I remember. Let's take our time."
Lou Yuqing's eyes look at him, this is the most sad moment in her life."Hao Tian, do you know? That's what I'm afraid of. I'm not afraid of pain, I'm not afraid of pain, I'm not afraid of my sad, I'm only afraid of In the end, I forgot you What should you do? How miserable you must be on your own. I Don't want to forget you, don't want to Leave you behind. "
Lou Yuqing was crying bitterly, so she didn't want to close her eyes.
Her hand tightly pulled Ou Haotian, "I'm afraid of you I'm afraid that when I look at you with my eyes, I can't recognize you At that time, how miserable you should be I'm not good. I'm not good. "
Lou Yuqing is crying like a child. "What are you going to do? Haotian What should you do? "
Ou Haotian held Lou Yuqing tightly, "it's OK, it's ok I'll always be by your side. Didn't we say that in the Grand Canyon? I also said at the wedding You and I will never leave, never live or die. "
Long Jie's tears also fell down.
What should we do?
Life can't escape from birth, aging and death. No matter how rich and powerful you are, you can only watch your lover suffer.
How to save mother, let father How to face it.
Lou Yuqing closed her eyes. She touched Ou Haotian's head and said, "Haotian, why don't you let me go like this. I want to carry our memory with us until the end, I want to remember you
"What do you say, fool?" "How can you say such a thing?" he said
Lou Yuqing said with a smile: "just don't want to let you bear this pain for the second time. When I was Xiao Yu, I forgot you, but now I don't want to forget you
Ou Haotian said heartily: "it doesn't matter, I will accompany you. No matter what you do, I will accompany you
Lou Yuqing's tears continued to drop, she said: "I am most grateful for you in my life, but the most sorry It's you. " What should I do? "I I don't want to abandon you. I don't want to... "
She hated herself.
How much you love her, how much she hates herself.
"I'm afraid of you Love me too hard. " Lou Yuqing held Ou Haotian tightly, "I'm so scared. What will you do? I'm so afraid of How sad you will be, how painful you will be. "
Ou Haotian hugged her and said, "it's good if you are by my side. You live one day, I love you one day. Whether you forget me or not, you are mine Love. " Ou Haotian kisses her, "it's OK. It must be OK. Don't be afraid, I will accompany you, always accompany you
Lou Yuqing's tears couldn't stop flowing down. She couldn't say anything, just looked at Ou Haotian.
The scariest thing in the world is not that you live, I die. But I will forget you a little bit, so what should you do if you only have memory?