Chapter 205

Lou Yuqing arranges people to put Jack and Oriya into a coffin. Their surroundings are decorated with white flowers. Liya puts on her wedding dress and wears a wreath on her head and relies on Jack's arms. She wanted to put a hundred bear cubs in, but Olea would be angry with her monopolistic nature. According to Jack's temperament, she had to coax her, so she didn't put them in. Because it's no longer needed!

She made these bear cubs, originally want to bless him, every bear is her blessing, is to hope that he is happy. Now Liya is by his side, he will be very happy, so the bear doesn't need it any more.

She looks at Jack quietly. Goodbye in this life. If there is an afterlife, may you no longer love so hard, no longer until death to get happiness.

They have wedding rings on their fingers, and they will hold each other in their lives.

"It's ready for burial." Lou Yuqing said, "play the wedding piano music, and Please have a priest

A funeral is a wedding, and the priest thinks it's probably the strangest blessing of his life. "May the two live together forever, never separate again, cherish each other, be their most important people, and follow life and death."

Killer group and Lou Yuqing are quietly guarding the cemetery, and finally say goodbye to Jack.

The killers looked at Mrs. Lou with heartache. The woman was afraid, but she was strong.

Many people hate Olea and want to cut her to pieces. His wife hates her and has no sympathy for her. However, even if many people hate her, the only one who loves most in the world is Jack, so the lady finally softens. The dagger that stabbed the eldest Jack has already been smeared with drugs that can make people lose pain, because even if it's Li Ya cut thousands of pieces, Olea will not have any pain.

Not for Olea, just for Jack! The eldest Jack will not give up to let her pain, only this point, let her finally give Olea a a trace of kindness.

In their eyes, Mrs. Lou is too kind, and her heart is too soft. She needs more warmth in it. She can pay everything for the people she cares about, her heart will always be soft to those she cares about, and such a woman does not belong to the dark world, but she is involved. This may be why Ou Haotian and the boss have been protecting her, trying not to let her heart have any dark shadow, and trying to create the most protected wall for her. She is worth seeing only the best things in her life, because her heart is too clean.

But now this clean is her own choice to end in another way.

They don't know if she can hold on. The purer the heart is, the more she will not forgive and accept herself when she reaches the extreme.

After Lou Yuqing left Jack's cemetery, he came to another place. It is said that this is the garden house where brother Xiao left last. She didn't have people following her.

She just sat quietly on the cane chair. She said softly, "brother Xiao, I did something for Jack, and I personally sent him away But I can't do one thing for you, and I can't see you off I don't even know where your last man is. "

Finally, she buried Xiao Yiyun together. It was a picture of her and him that year. She buried them together with the stars he had folded for her and the stars she had folded for him.

She said to him, "brother Xiao, thank you for loving me."

Too many injuries, too many tears, too many words are too late to say

Xiao Yiyun, Jack They all love her, and they have already left. Now she has only Ou Haotian.

When she came to Ou Haotian and her room, she looked at the sleeping Haotian. She reached out and wanted to touch Haotian. But when her finger was about to touch him, she suddenly took it back and wiped her clothes.

Now she finally understood how Ou Haotian felt. Why did he always look at her with a kind of feeling of catching light in the dark. Just like at this time, only back to his side, she will take off all the camouflage, just want to return to his arms, no longer want to separate from him.

Fat ball is right behind her. She has decided that she will not leave it from now on. Wherever she goes, she will go.

When she was away, feiqiu had been guarding Ou Haotian's side all the time. When she saw her, she let out a whine, and then put out his tongue to lick her palm.

Lou Yuqing's stomach has protruded, but she is holding the fat ball. "Good, I'll wash it."

Lou Yuqing bathed her body in the bath. She kept rubbing her hands, as if her hands were dirty. Yes! Killing is killing! No matter how good the reason is, no matter how emotional, it is killing.

She curled up in the bathtub. It was her own fault! In fact, before going to the funeral, she washed once, but always felt that the blood was still on her body and could never be wiped off.

Lou Yuqing has been in the bathtub for a long time, and the water has become cold.

And when she came out of the bathtub, she stood in front of the mirror wrapped in a towel. She looked at herself in the mirror and touched her face. This is the first time after Ou Haotian came back, she looked at herself in the mirror. The scarred eye had been covered before she went to see Oriya, but she could cover it with a hat.Now this should be the second time to look at their own eyes, or that ugly

Haotian has not let her look at his eyes, afraid that she will see pain.

Haotian has not let her touch the dark world for fear that she will be hurt, especially the heart.

Haotian has always protected her.

It's just that she has changed, both in appearance and in heart.

Lou Yuqing comes to Haotian's bed with a bath towel. Feiqiu has already fallen asleep.

She touched the head of fat ball, and then looked at the face of Ou Haotian. He was very good.

So good that she can't pick out a trace of bad from him, good enough to want to embrace him like this, never leave again!

In fact, she can understand Olea. Camouflage is always camouflage. She only has Jack and always has Jack. She can't share Jack. Therefore, she will force her to commit suicide and comfort herself. If Jack sees that she will be the only one in her heart.

Why understand Because now she's only one person, Ou Haotian.

Louyuqing will head on the chest of Ou Haotian, now really only he is one, so can not lose, also want to have him for a lifetime, let his heart only have himself!

But the original self-confidence was gone, she admitted that she had become When she became suspicious, she was not suspicious of Haotian, but she was afraid that Haotian would not recognize her and would not want her.

No one will like a blind woman with one eye, no one will like a woman who killed people, and she will not be liked by others any more. Now she only needs Haotian to recognize her, just Will one day Haotian no longer love her, he likes her before.

Lou Yuqing felt inferior for the first time. She was afraid of

She just suddenly thought that when she met him, the first sight It has been so long, but she has been changing all the time, her appearance is changing, her temperament is also changing, and the only constant It's this man.

She is even more afraid that brother Xiao who loves her is gone, and Jack who loves her is not. She pushed them. Will one day She will also lose Haotian, and he will not because of himself.

Lou Yuqing gets closer to Ou Haotian's arms. Her face fits in Ou Haotian's chest. She should not experience this again. If there is such a day, she will not be helpless, she will protect him.

When ou Haotian opened his eyes, he heard her crying. She held himself tightly, just like holding the last support of the world.

Ou Haotian touched her head, "Baobao..."

Lou Yuqing raised her head. She looked at Ou Haotian, and there were tears in her eyes, "Haotian, can you promise me Promise me Never despise me Love me all the time, don't recognize me one day... "

Ou Haotian looked at her, "fool, forever and forever I love you all the time. "

It is this sentence that makes Lou Yuqing collapse completely. She looks at Ou Haotian, but actually she is afraid Afraid of death and separation, afraid of the only he will leave. This kind of feeling saw off Jack and Xiao elder brother, once again saw Ou Haotian more afraid. The biggest thing in her heart is fear.

"What do you love me for? Love my face? My face is ugly. Look at me Look at my eyes, look at my face! Love my heart? Love my goodness? My simplicity? Look at my hands... " Lou Yuqing opened his hand, "Haotian Did you see it? I have blood on my hands

"I'm not good. How could I be so ugly." Lou Yuqing cried like a child, "I want to be beautiful I want to be worthy of you I want my old face, I want my old eyes

Ou Haotian can only hold her tightly, "OK, ok..."

Those people outside will not see her present scene, because she disguises herself too well; she only hisses in front of him, she is too afraid and too sad

"I want my eyes I want beautiful Then you won't despise me Lou Yuqing cried and cried. "I want to take a bath I would like to take a bath! I have blood on my body. I want to be clean. "

"I don't want to meet them Don't meet me, Jack Xiao Is this They won't die! Can everything go back to the origin? "

In fact, Lou Yuqing has a lot of reason. Her reason tells her that she never regretted destroying her eyes or killing people. She doesn't regret paying for the people around her. She never regrets meeting Jack and brother Xiao. She has a strong belief. This belief has always been supported, that is, to protect the people she cares about, she will always be warm Go, but when you lose When the truth was opened, when she felt inferior, what she was most afraid of now was to lose again. She only wanted Ou Haotian, so after being strong and strong, people always had vulnerability. Therefore, she was naive, capricious and crazy.

Ou Haotian looks at her, she is in inferiority!

Ou Haotian mercilessly kisses her, I'm sorry, he can't change the original him, but

He took Lou Yuqing to the bathtub with Lou Yuqing in his arms. There was water in the bathtub. He put Lou Yuqing in it, and then gently said, "baby, don't be afraid be not afraid of. I will not dislike you, how can I dislike you If you don't worry, I will become Only you can have it and love itWhen Lou Yuqing didn't respond, he took a toothbrush and broke it. Then he scratched several wounds on his face, "I didn't stab my eyes blind because I want to see you with two eyes, and see you more firmly Now you see, but I became ugly, too

Lou Yuqing's hand trembled to touch his wound, in his bloody face. "How could you be so stupid Such a fool All reason has come back.

However, Ou Haotian held her in his arms, and they were in the bathtub together, "because The baby is so stupid, so I have to be as stupid as you in order to be compatible with you... "

Ou Haotian again cut open the direct skin, blood flow out, clean water turned red.

Lou Yuqing has been scared. She is anxious to cover Ou Haotian's wound. However, Ou Haotian looks at her and smiles at the corner of his mouth, "baby, now you see Since water can't be washed clean, it's better to Don't wash, dye your body with my blood So you and I are the same. "

Lou Yuqing burst into tears. She hugged Ou Haotian tightly, "fool Fool I'm not good... "

Ou Haotian gently stroked her, "two fools, not good?"

At the beginning, he said that no matter what she became, he would love it! But the baby was so scared Since she can't be sure by talking, what about this? Just let her heart no longer fear his leaving.

Ou Haotian said: "baby, how can I leave you, how can I give up you How can I dislike you Do you understand now? My baby You have to remember, must remember, I love you is love your life, the next life will continue. You are my people, I will not because of your face, not because you are no longer simple, will not because you touch the blood of other people and no longer love you You are in my heart, in my eyes, you are my baby No matter how, my heart is only you. "