Chapter 206

Lou Yuqing's heart broke all of a sudden, so broken that she hugged Ou Haotian tightly and didn't want to insist any more. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." All the demons, all the hesitations, all the suspicions turn into nothingness.

Actually, I don't want to What I fear most is that I'm sorry for him! I'm afraid I'm sorry for him! I'm sorry for his love. I'm sorry that he doesn't love himself now! Most afraid of him Most of all, he did not love her.

"Good, don't say sorry I just want you to love me. "

Her skin was stained with blood. Ou Haotian's eyes did not allow her to escape. He kissed her eyes, "baby, love someone Even if it is very painful and hurt, but for people like us, we never regret it, and never want to put it down I am, Jack is, Xiao Yiyun is! It's just that I'm luckier than all of them Because the only person you love is me! So how dare I despise you, how dare I deny you! Even if your hands are covered with blood, even if you kill all the people, even if your appearance is destroyed, even if all the people hate you I will love you when I love you, who let me fall in love with you, who let me only love you

How can he not understand this feeling, this fear that the other party does not accept his feeling! Just like when he hid the devil's identity, he was afraid that the baby would find his evil side. He was selfish and cruel, killing countless people. He was afraid that the baby who had fallen in love with would be afraid of himself because he found another side of him, and would not fall in love with such a self again! In fact, this feeling How can he not understand! The more you love each other, the more afraid you are of losing, the more vulnerable you become, the more afraid you are of flaws, imperfections, and unworthiness in each other's eyes.

But he said too! He needs to understand and control all the details of the baby, and he will not let go of every detail. He has complete control over the baby's thoughts and all aspects of his life, but he is afraid now This kind of control is out of control, and the baby is out of control now. The silly baby is even dizzy. The silly baby wants to leave him alone and bear it alone! Silly baby's heart is in pain!

Now he's going to make it all right. He's going to take control of the baby again. In any way.

Ou Haotian touched her head, "so don't feel inferior, don't be afraid, don't worry that I will leave you, don't be afraid that I will not love you." Hao Tian stroked her eyes, "you are always the most beautiful in my mind, no one can compare with you. Your hands are the cleanest, not dirty at all, your hands are the softest. I've been holding your hands for a lifetime, so baby, you need to know The person who should be most afraid is me. I am afraid of You will leave me, you will dislike me, dislike me Too bad, too selfish, too heartless, too cold, I am too overbearing, dislike me as long as you are good to me. And Baby, look at me, I'm ugly Will you dislike me now

Lou Qing shook his head in tears You are the most handsome, you are the worst The most handsome and best man in the world Lou Yuqing hugs Ou Haotian tightly. He is the most loved one in the world! "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." His face, his hands He was pacifying himself with his actions. Good life of a face, he can not hesitate to destroy, just to make her believe that he never cares about her appearance.

"Does it hurt? Does it hurt I'm so stupid. If you feel pain or not, it's very painful! " Lou Yuqing dare not touch his wound. "You don't want to do this again, OK, no more I can't bear it. "

"Good." Ou Haotian's corner of the mouth showed a smile, "the baby can't bear my pain, and I can't bear the baby's pain. Fool, as long as you don't hurt yourself, I don't hurt anything. I'm not afraid of you getting worse, I'm not afraid of your appearance changing, I'm not afraid of blood on your hands, I'm not afraid you're different from before, baby I will always be afraid of you Sad. Baby, you know what? If someone dares to move a cent, I will cut him into pieces But my greatest weakness and helplessness is You hurt yourself. I know you never want to hurt anyone, just like I never want you to be hurt, but Every time you feel pain, my heart aches. "

Lou Yuqing looked at the blood in the pool. Her tears dropped and melted into the pool. She said, "OK, no pain, no more pain. I only want you, only you, no more pain. "

Ou Haotian picked up Lou Yuqing in the bathtub. He kissed her tears and said, "baby, now give everything to me You've done what you should do, and now it's all over to me. You don't have to bear it. " This is the most important thing! He wants to put her into his protective circle again, instead of letting her face it with a strong one. What he wants is all of her, what he wants is that she believes him again and gives him another chance Let him protect her! He is wrong, wrong to not protect her, let her hurt, let her become a person brave, a person to face. It's his fault that he didn't give the baby a circle to protect her happiness all her life He hurt her again and again. Once again, once again He won't.

His hand touched her head.

"I know if I let go, if I want you to grow up, your heart will be incomparably strong, you will be incomparably strong, baby, I know you are never weak! You can grow up slowly in pain and become a warrior. You will change for the people you love, but Baby, I'd rather you were weak in my arms for a lifetime. I'd rather you were willful and coquettish in my arms forever. I'd rather you didn't know anything. I'd rather you were such a fool all my life. I don't want you to grow up in pain. "Lou Yuqing nodded, what he said is what! She just wanted to go back to the old days, and she didn't want to think about anything.

However, Ou Haotian always kisses her tears, which are bitter.

Ou Haotian sighed softly, "fool, fool, my baby is too stupid I know that if you put a person in your heart, you will be concerned about him. Therefore, I will be jealous and will not let you move your heart to other people, even if it is not love between men and women, I don't want to. I just want your heart to become very small, small enough to accommodate me, small enough to see me only.

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Li Chuan came to deal with his wound! Lichuan has also been transferred.

It's just that Dr. Li looked at the wound on the man's face and on his hand. It was obviously not the lady who did it. It was only the boss who did it himself. Now people

Lou Yuqing's eyes have been looking at Ou Haotian, nervous.

Ou Haotian tried to tease her, "baby, blow, it doesn't hurt."

Lou Yuqing really to blow, tears on one side of the drop, while blowing

Pain flies away! The pain flies away.

Ou Haotian stroked her tears with another uninjured hand, "don't cry, don't cry If you cry again, your eyes will swell. To laugh The baby laughs, will let me all pain have no

Even though she knew that he was coaxing herself, she nodded, and then a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. Only when he looked at the scars all over her body, her tears still fell down. The hardest person is him

"Don't do that again, will you! How about it

"Well I listen to what my wife says Ou Haotian's eyes are full of doting.

At this time, Dr. Li really wanted to be an iceberg face for thousands of years, but only the voice in front of his wife His hands were shaking, and then a pair of forceps accidentally pricked the wound on ou Haotian's face.

Ou Haotian didn't take any drugs to calm the feeling on this day, and if this kind of medicine is stopped, then the feeling will be several times as usual. Therefore, at that moment, Ou Haotian frowned.

It is precisely this kind of detail that Lou Yuqing also captured.

Lou Yuqing did not have any hesitation, just like an instinctive reaction, blurted out, "didn't I ask you to be gentle?" Lou Yuqing's tone is very heavy. Her eyes are different from the docile rabbit in the past. If Dr. Li and Ou Haotian are not wrong, it is cruel, just like touching her heart. She instinctively went to blow the wound that was poked by Dr. Li just now, gently blowing and blowing

In fact, at that moment, the two men were stunned.

Then she also very quickly responded to come over, the twinkling eyes. Just now she Her anger was different from other instincts just now, which was different from her temper in the past But a kind of overbearing, a direct expression, she no longer care about the surface, no longer care about other people except Ou Haotian.

However, the next second, Ou Haotian's hand is to touch her head, he is still smiling at her, "what the lady said, is what Don't hurt me, or my wife will love you Although this sentence seems to be said to Lichuan, in fact, it is said to Lou Yuqing. It doesn't matter It doesn't matter. He doesn't like the change of her. His heart is soft.

Now he's the most important thing in her mind, isn't he? Now he is the baby in her mind. If someone touches him, she will Just like that moment! Because he has become too precious in her mind, too reluctant to hurt, right!

Li Chuan sighed in his heart that this pair is really

Well, life is entangled together, life is good.

When the doctor left, Ou Haotian said softly, "baby, sleep."

At this time, Lou Yuqing nodded, and she hugged Ou Haotian again, but the body of Ou Haotian was instantly stiff! He is really As long as he didn't take the sedative, he lost control of her. The original desire rises again, his eyes look at her too deep.

As deep as Lou Yuqing, she immediately responded. Then she thought of the conversation that day. Haotian had been taking drugs to calm her feelings. When Haotian was in a coma, she took over the place temporarily. Naturally, she had read all the reports about Haotian's body that had been only in Haotian and Jack's. now she has the ability to read it, instead of being concealed all the time.

How serious are the sequelae of sedative drugs? Loss of feeling for a few hours, but after the event is to bear the muscle tear, nerve pain, life is not like death. As long as ordinary people try once, they will never try again, because the cost is too high and it is not worth But this man! During this period of time, I took it every day

I just don't want to see that he is in pain. I don't want to worry about it!