What he said comforted him instead. He was a little sad. When no one saw him at night, he raised his hand and grasped Lin Peilan's hand.
"I didn't deal with it well..."
"Don't say that. You've done your best. Let it be. Some things can't be changed in a day or two. "
Lin Peilan is sensible and transparent, which is distressing. In the middle of this alienation, Chen Jianguo knows that some things are still on the surface. For other things, it depends on how to go in the future.
"It may rain again tonight."
Chen Jianguo's hands are very hot. Lin Peilan thinks that this person may be made of fire. Every time she feels hot, she unconsciously infects her. In order to avoid embarrassment, she casually talks about a few topics, which is still harmonious.
"If it rains heavily, I won't go tomorrow. If it rains light, it's OK." Chen Jianguo also looked at the dark way of heaven.
"..." Lin Peilan was quite surprised. According to Cheng Jianguo, the intensity of his work is a little unbelievable. His recent holiday is so relaxed.
"Don't you delay your work?"
"The conditions there are not good. They are all mountain roads. In order to ensure the safety of construction, we should try to avoid operation in rainy days. I'd rather delay the project than ensure everyone's safety. "
"Safety first, you are right to do so."
"Yes, safety first."
These are all lessons learned with blood. Chen Jianguo's words are understated. He can't help feeling a little sorry.
Every stormy day at the construction site, his heart seemed to return to the afternoon when the wind and rain passed over a few years ago, just like a tragedy in the world.
It was Chen Jianguo's first close contact with death, and it was also an unforgettable sad moment that he could never forget.
If Liu binqing hadn't pushed him, left him the chance to live and fell into the abyss, it would be Chen Jianguo, not Liu binqing, who died in a foreign land.
Lin Peilan's hand is getting tighter and tighter. This time, it's not the reason for her feelings. Lin Peilan feels it. When Chen Jianguo talks about rain and safety, his mood is obviously different and his tone is much heavier.
Holding Chen Jianguo's hand, Lin Peilan looked at him. If she wanted to say something, she would like to be a qualified listener.
"Don't worry, everyone will be safe."
"Yes! Be careful. There's nothing wrong. let's go. It's getting late. I already feel the rain falling on my face. "
In such a heavy past, Chen Jianguo really did not have the courage to talk with Lin peilanti, and did not want to bring those hazes to her simple world and take people home.
When she went back, Chen's mother was reading a book. Seeing the two of them coming back, she put down the book and prepared to go back to the house.
"Mom, are you ready to rest?"
The moment Chen Jianguo entered the door, he let go of Lin Peilan's hand and went to sit beside Chen's mother. It seemed that he had something to say.
Lin Peilan went upstairs to wash her clothes, leaving the space downstairs for the two mother and son who are going to separate tomorrow.
"What's the matter? Is there anything to say? " Chen's mother planned to get up, and then sat down again.
Glanced at Lin Peilan who went upstairs, the emotion in her eyes was inexplicable.
Her son protects Lin Peilan, she knows, but these things are not in her grasp now. No matter how much she says, it will only disgust her son. She can't change the current state.
"Mom, I don't know when I'll be back. Everything at home depends on you." Chen Jianguo raised his hand to add water to his mother's cup and handed it respectfully.
"Isn't it always like this at home? Why are you worried now? "
Chen's mother felt sorry for her son, but she didn't like Chen Jianguo's way of life. The alienation that she had forced her son to support had disappeared.
"Before, I didn't understand these things and didn't manage them, but now I know that home is a place with different meanings. Our family and beautiful together, that is home
After all, it's my own son. No matter how I hurt my heart, I'm still pregnant fast.
Chen's mother put the book on the tea table and looked at her steady son. Now he is a man with a family. If his wife could help him, he would not be like this. He would stay in the place where birds don't shit every day.
In that case, she doesn't think about how to treat her every day, but she turns a blind eye to her. In this way, what her family wants and what she wants is much simpler?
"Jianguo, Ma knows what you want to say. Lin Peilan is really not suitable for you. Don't worry about how I will embarrass her. At the end of the day, she's up to you, and she knows it. Besides, if you want me to accept her, she also wants me to see what's good about her and whether it's worth your defending her like this. "
Well, before we start talking, Chen's mother has already cut off the beginning and doesn't want him to continue talking. Chen Jianguo won't be so stupid as to dig up those messy words all the time.
"She will prove it to you. This family is complete with you, her, dad and slowness." Chen Jianguo's eyes were firm and his face was smiling. He said, "you know, I'm dead set. What I'm looking for will never change my mind."
Chen's mother's face is a little ugly. What's good about Lin Peilan? It's worth my son to emphasize the importance of Lin Peilan in front of her again and again.
"Haven't you made a decision? You are single-minded, as long as she, others don't look in your eyes, you can do whatever you want, anyway, I can't care about you
"Has she been trying? You give her a chance, also be regarded as give me a chance to accept her, OK? In fact, you can't just talk about it in your mouth. Let's talk about it in fact. She's really good. "
Facing her son's pleading face, Chen's mother avoids answering. Lin Peilan is here, so that her reputation can be compared with other people's well-known ladies, and she won't be a satisfied daughter-in-law in her mind.
"You are leaving home tomorrow. Is that all you have to say to me tonight?"
"The progress of work in this rainy season will be slow. If you want anything, just call me. I usually work in the studio."
Chen Jianguo understands that Chen's mother is determined and will not change easily.
"I see. Don't think too much about it. If it rains, we'll take a few more days off. Wait for the sun, then do not delay time
As soon as Chen Jianguo said something about the project and the rain, Chen's mother knew that her son had remembered some of the past, and those things were indelible memories.
Some of the pain that can not be erased can only be deeply buried in the memory. Chen's mother's hard attitude unconsciously eased some of it.
"I know the Liu family, but I still need your help. I left some money for them. It should be enough for a while. "