Guilt is a wonderful feeling. Walking between the guilty and the sad is the feeling that you know you have done something wrong, so you try to make up for the other party's mood. This mood will not end after the event. The knot lies in whether you are frank or not.
Chen Boxuan didn't sleep all night. At first, he made up his mind that Cai Xinyuan must be kept secret from him. But in the dead of night, he recalled all kinds of things since he fell in love with CAI Xinyuan. He suddenly felt that it was a very painful thing to cheat her.
Now Cai Xinyuan has not been in pain yet, he has already begun to grieve.
He didn't feel sleepy at all. He opened his eyes until dawn and flew back to night city in the morning.
As soon as she got off the plane, her mobile phone had not been turned on for two minutes, and Cai Xinyuan called. She had been watching the time, waiting for the first time to call him.
Chen Boxuan wanted to fly to her immediately and hold her tightly, but he was afraid to see her, so he could only make an excuse for the time being, saying that he was very tired and wanted to go back to bed first.
Cai Xinyuan did not doubt that he was there. She said she went to see him after work.
After Chen Boxuan came home, he fell down on the bed alone. He wanted to calm himself down and have a sleep. But when he closed his eyes, it was all the pictures when he opened his eyes last night. There was a strange woman beside his pillow. That kind of fear still lingers in his mind.
He had not closed his eyes all night, and his temple was suddenly jumping. If he continued to torture himself like this, he was afraid that he would be mentally ill in advance.
After thinking about it, he called shangshao City, and shangshao City answered it and asked what the matter was.
Chen Boxuan said in a low and calm voice, "is there anyone around you?"
Shangshaocheng knew that it was very important to listen to it, so he went to another place to pick it up, "say it, what's the matter?"
Chen Boxuan said the matter, Shang Shaocheng did not say anything.
Chen Boxuan frowned and said, "you talk."
Shang Shaocheng said, "what do you want me to say?"
Chen Boxuan worried, "help me think of a way, how to solve it, I will be crazy!"
Shang Shaocheng said: "the amount of alcohol is not so good, and your brain is not good? You don't know when there are more people around you? "
Chen Boxuan is still aggrieved, "how do I know he will put a woman in my room? I just remember being helped back, and I forgot all about it
Shang Shaocheng asked, "did you touch her?"
Chen Boxuan frowned and hesitated: "on the way, I felt that there was someone around me who was sleeping. I thought it was Xinyuan. I felt that it was Xinyuan. I couldn't remember if I had done anything else."
Shang Shao City Road: "that is a firm, did not touch."
"Ah?"
"Ah, what? Are you still going to keep it secret? Look at you now. Cai Xinyuan is such a thief. If you show a little bit of horseback in front of her, she can also follow suit. In any case, it's your side's fault. If you don't give a preventive injection in advance, and you don't know when to expose the stuffing in the future, you can't eat and walk around. I can tell you, don't make me feel bad because of your own fishy clothes Qinghe's paranoia has just passed. "
Chen Boxuan hissed: "are you a human being? I'm also a victim now. Can you be a little compassionate? I still think about myself. "
Shang Shaocheng said: "you are wronged. If I am implicated by you, will I be wronged? Guan Ren is right. Fortunately, sun Xiaofei is not close to Qinghe and Cai Xinyuan when he is in Jiangcheng. Otherwise, the three of us are really grasshoppers tied to a rope. We are both prosperous and lose everything. Now I just want to be inseparable from you. If you let me show you a way, I suggest you be frank and lenient
Chen Boxuan has this heart, but still does not have the courage, he said: "OK, I'll call Guan Ren again."
Shang Shao City ridiculed, "you'd better ask a few more people, more people have more power."
"Go away."
Chen Boxuan hung up and called Shen Guanren again.
After hearing this, Shen Guanren did not immediately give advice, but asked aloud, "do you have any plans for the future of you and Cai Xinyuan?"
Chen Boxuan, who can't hold three days' work in his mind, can have any plans. He truthfully replied: "I don't know whether it will be a year or a few years in the future. I only know that I am very happy with her now. I don't want to affect our feelings because this is not from my own will. Shaocheng suggested that I should be lenient if I confess, but if I confess, Xinyuan will be violent How to break up with me
Shen Guanren didn't answer and asked, "if it was Cai Xinyuan who confessed to you, would you forgive her?"
Chen Boxuan never thought about this problem. If it was Cai Xinyuan, she had the same night with other men, and she was involuntary Will he forgive.
Just a moment of silence, Chen Boxuan said in a deep voice: "I killed the man who put people in her room!"
Shen Guanren said: "that's OK. It's not your own will. You are still the victim. I think Cai Xinyuan is a cheerful person. I mean Shaocheng. It's better to say it than to hide it. If you hide it, it's that you have a guilty conscience. If you don't, you can't ask Cai Xinyuan to believe you as a victim, so the time to confess is very heavy Yes"By the way, how long have you been back? Don't miss the golden time of confession. "
When Shen Guanren said this, Chen Boxuan not only had confidence in himself, but also was more eager not to wait for me. He said: "OK, I believe you and Shaocheng. If Xinyuan quarrels with me, you two must remember to speak for me. That's a crazy master who is not recognized by six relatives."
Shen Guanren said: "go to the victims, let people sleep for a night, but also pour change, poor."
His tone is full of banter, and Chen Boxuan starts to curse. He is now in such a field. No matter Shen Guanren or shangshaocheng, there is no one who is not a loser. What kind of character are they.
After the phone hung up, Chen Boxuan sat up from his bed as if he were looking back. He summed up the following two points: first, he must not admit that he had slept with the woman; second, he firmly established his image as an innocent victim.
Second, he was sure that the first point was impossible to verify, but he had to insist on what had happened?
Before the exam, he didn't recite the book seriously, but before meeting Cai Xinyuan, Chen Boxuan pondered over several words. When he felt that everything was perfect, he called Cai Xinyuan.
Cai Xinyuan is outside to meet customers, temporary connection, she whispered: "you did not sleep?"
Chen Boxuan said, "where are you? I'll find you. "
Cai Xinyuan said, "what's the matter?"
Chen Boxuan said, "I have something to tell you."
Cai Xinyuan also recognized the solemnity in his words and told her where she was.
Chen Boxuan drove to find her. Before she had finished talking to her client, he sat in the opposite position waiting for her.
He ordered a cup of coffee and sat there alone. When he was not amused, he was also a quiet and beautiful man. Therefore, in just half an hour, two women deliberately chatted up.
The first woman went to Chen Boxuan and deliberately dropped her purse on the ground. She squatted down to pick it up, revealing the spring light on her chest.
However, Chen Boxuan didn't pick his eyelids. The woman thought he would help him, but when she saw that he was boring, she had to leave angrily.
the second one was that a net red cosmetic face, wearing a one word collar and buttock skirt, sat down directly opposite Chen Boxuan and asked him if he was free and whether he wanted to invite her for a drink.
Chen Boxuan raised his eyes and looked at her awl face. As soon as he lifted his chin, he motioned to Cai Xinyuan, who was leaning toward the table, and said, "wait for my girlfriend."
The woman turned her head and looked at Cai Xinyuan. She was not embarrassed. She said, "excuse me." she got up and left, and walked away.
Cai Xinyuan was so angry that she was so angry that she was really in broad daylight. She was so brilliant that she became a fine woman. She did not cultivate immortals, she did not mend her way, but only shaved her face.
After dallying for a long time, the customer was finally satisfied. Cai Xinyuan sent the customer out of the store, and then she turned back to find Chen Boxuan.
Chen Boxuan didn't want to talk here. He took her hand to get on the bus and drove home.
Cai Xinyuan looked at the expression on his face and said suspiciously, "what's so dignified?"
Chen Boxuan said: "go home and talk about it."
He was afraid that she would get angry on the way. What if the car was destroyed and people were killed?
The car drove into a private high-grade residential area. Chen Boxuan got out of the car and took Cai Xinyuan's hand up. His palms were sweating. Cai Xinyuan was very sensitive and guessed something, but he had not said that. She was not sure.
When they got home, they sat on the sofa. Cai Xinyuan put up her banter and looked at him and said, "come on, what's the matter?"
Chen Boxuan reached out and unbuttoned a shirt button. At first, his eyes were drooping, and he looked at Cai Xinyuan's eyes, but when he really wanted to speak, he turned to look back at Cai Xinyuan's eyes and said without evasion: "Xinyuan, I really like you. Since I was with you, I have never wanted to sneak away for a moment. I don't know about us How long I can go down, but I never want to stop. That's what I mean
"When you called me last night, my cell phone was in my hand, but I didn't dare to answer it. I had too much to drink. After I got together, there was a girl around me who was brought in by my friend. I was confused. My first reaction was to apologize to you. If you knew that you might break up with me, so I wanted to hide it from you."
"I didn't sleep all night last night. I thought a lot about it. Cheating you was temporary, but I felt uncomfortable and felt unfair to you. I still couldn't pass my own level. I want to tell you the truth. You have the right to know. As for what you want to do after you know it I respect you. "
Before he said this, Chen Boxuan was particularly worried. But when he finished, he found himself extremely relaxed, as if he had unloaded a burden. Sure enough, people can't live by lies.
After hearing these words, Cai Xinyuan had no expected anger, sadness, or other obvious emotional changes on her face, which made Chen Boxuan unable to feel her mind and even more did not know what she was thinking.
She is too calm, calm let him doubt, she is more than sad heart death, or, do not care?
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