Chapter 845

Is it a decision? Jin Nan thought, it's not that his reflex arc is too slow, but that he met her too late. People have already crossed the finish line. Now he still blames him for not doing his best in the running process. In addition to using silence to cover up the bitterness in his heart, what else can he do?

Fortunately, he can still choose to be silent, without racking his brains to make up a reason for her, I am afraid she will never know that the person he likes in his heart is her.

At the dinner party, everyone talks about everything and marriage, because Shen Guanren admits that he and sun Xiaofei are going to get married.

CEN Qinghe was very excited and asked: "brother Ren, when will you do the wedding?"

Shen Guanren replied with a smile: "still choose the day, if there is no accident, do in January."

After Chen Boyuan did not ask, "what should I do? I was in a hurry a year ago

Shen Guanren said: "Xiao Fei is afraid that the days will drag on for a long time, and her stomach will show her bosom and her clothes will not look good."

CEN Qinghe said, "I'm going to be the bridesmaid for Xiaofei."

"I will go too," said Cai Xinyuan

Shen Guanren said with a smile: "you all go, the wedding invitation is still being made, and it will be sent to you in the first time."

Shangshao City lips hook up a gentle arc, it seems that some emotion said: "we a few inside, it is still your first marriage."

Chen Boxuan then said, "he wants to marry Xiao Fei for many years. It's kind of asking for benevolence."

CEN Qinghe said to shangshao City: "I said that every day, persevere in sending signals to the universe, even heaven will help you realize your wish, isn't it very smart?"

Shangshaocheng said, "Ling, don't you find me?" The tone is indescribable.

CEN Qinghe "cut" a sound, don't open your eyes.

Shen Guanren was in a good mood, so he took the initiative to pick up the glass and said, "today is Shaocheng's birthday. In the past years, you don't have so many people around. Just a few of us don't say coldness, but there is always a feeling of shortcomings. I didn't see it until last year that you and Bo Xuan had lost a good woman to accompany you."

"You two are not afraid of marriage, for fear of blind marriage and dumb marriage in this life, so you plan to delay it for one day. Now, there are Qinghe in Shaocheng and Xinyuan in Boxuan. I'll take the lead to give you a sample. Even if marriage is a tomb, it's also a way to die first and never die of poverty."

"If I don't urge you to catch up with me as soon as possible, I wish all the people here that have the other half can grow old together. If there is no other half, Jin Nan and Chang Shan will quickly find the right person. Don't go alone. It's a long time since you are ill."

After that, he raised his glass, and all of them drank with him.

Red wine wears intestines, some people's heart is sweet, some people's heart is bitter, but without exception, the face is smiling.

After a meal, they had to move to other places. Jin Nan said to Shang Shaocheng, "you go to play. Chang Shan and I will not go."

Shang Shao Cheng asked: "you still have something to do later?"

"Chang Shan wants to rest early, so I have to send her back," Jin Nan said

CEN Qinghe said: "then I will accompany you to send Chang Shan, and we will come back later."

Shangshaocheng also means that. He wants to pull Jin Nan to have a good time together, but Chang Shan says, "my brother has been busy these two days, and he hasn't been able to sleep well. Some other day, if you are free, let's go out to dinner. He will have a meeting tomorrow morning."

Having said that, Shang Shaocheng and Cen Qinghe would not be able to stay any longer. They went out of the hotel and personally saw Jin Nan and Chang Shan on the bus. Cen Qinghe waved with Chang Shan and said with a smile, "call anytime."

Chang Shan smiles and nods. Cen Qinghe tells Jin Nan, "drive slowly and come out to play when you have time."

Jin Nan said, "well," he was sitting in the car. It was windy outside. Cen Qinghe's hair was lifted up. He said, "we're going."

He quickly drove away from the hotel door and looked ahead. His beautiful face was always calm.

Chang Shan sat in the co driver, the car is very quiet, for a long time, she suddenly whispered: "brother, I'm sorry."

Jin Nan is distracted, smell speech slow half clap just side head looked at her, "what?"

Chang Shan slightly droops her eyes and holds the bag in her hand. She has been holding it in her heart for a long time. She has struggled for countless times between saying and not saying. But after tonight, she suddenly can't stand it.

"Do you like Qinghe?"

Chang Shan's voice was not very loud, but it exploded in Jin Nan's heart like a thunderbolt. He even had a sudden illusion that he was full of emotions. He was silent for a few seconds before he said, "what are you talking about?"

Chang Shan said, "if you don't say it, I can see that you like green grass."

Jin Nan was silent. He wanted to argue, but his mind was blank. The only thing he could do was to recognize the road and drive.

"Brother, I'm sorry, I made you sad and embarrassed. I won't pull you to meet Qinghe again."

Chang Shan's voice was very low. She could hear the tension in her voice. She regretted it and blamed her own hindsight. One day, she suddenly found that Jin Nan was different from Cen Qinghe. It was already late.If it wasn't for her love to play with Cen Qinghe in the first place, Jin Nan would not have frequent contact with Cen Qinghe, and would not have liked him secretly. What's more, he would not have been able to resist, and he would have shown a willing acceptance.

The cruelest thing in the world is to look at the person you like with the person she likes. It's embarrassing and helpless.

Chang Shanguang is watching from the side, all of them are angina pectoris. What about Jin Nan? How hard should he feel?

Jin Nan did not squint, and his expression on his face remained unchanged. After Chang Shan's voice dropped for ten seconds, he opened his thin lips and calmly said, "it's none of your business. What should you do with her in the future?"

Chang Shan's heart suddenly acid, suddenly throat choked said: "then how do you do?"

Yeah, what should he do?

He loved it so much, but he couldn't even ask for it. He could only bury all his emotions in the bottom of his heart. Whether it was strong love or boiling sour, he burned his skin and corroded his internal organs. He was the only one who knew that.

Jin Nan held the steering wheel with his left hand and put his right hand on the back of Chang Shan's head. He patted him twice. He said in a soft voice, "what are you crying about? I'm fine."

When he said this, Chang Shan closed her eyes directly and her tears surged out.

Jin Nan's face seems to be covered with a delicate and beautiful mask. The most real feeling of Jin Nan's heart is probably the injury that flashed through his eyes in an instant.

He said: "listen, don't cry, I'm a man, not as vulnerable as you think."

Chang Shan choked: "I'd rather you never knew her."

Jin Nan also thought about this assumption. If she never knew Cen Qinghe, did not meet her in the hospital ward for the first time, did not see her arrogant appearance in the lobby of the hotel, did not rush to his back and kiss him on the cheek in the dark environment that night

She has a thousand faces, each one is not what he imagined, but each one is just right for him to accept.

He could not imagine what a stagnant pool would be if he had not met such a person in his life.

"If you can give me a chance to choose, sooner or later, I still want to know her. I would like to thank her for giving me some fragments that I can stop to recall. Although I can't be together, I can still be friends. Not all I like should be taken as my own. It's very lucky that I can change from a stranger to a friend."

Chang Shan wet eyes and said: "when a friend can't hold hands, can't hug, can't meet when you want to meet, you have to look at her..."

Watch her do everything he wants with other men.

Jin Nan's heart was like a knife, but when the pain reached the highest point, he went into numbness, and his larynx moved. He said in a voice, "if I'm not a friend, I don't know if I'm going to feel bad, but I know that I must be less happy."

Chang Shan tears silently, Jin Nan clasps her hand on the back of her head, silently comforts.

The two brothers and sisters had a good relationship since childhood. I'm afraid only Chang Shan can understand his heart. Sensitive and insecure people cherish every happiness they get from the outside world. They are not afraid of pain. They are afraid that life is like a stagnant water. Now it is not easy for someone to throw a stone on the lake. How could he expect to have this stone forever Far away in the lake? I just hope I can always remember what it looked like when the lake was in waves.

"Brother, you promise me that you can't think about her for too long. Sooner or later, you will find another person. That person may not be the one you like now, but she will accompany you for a long time."

Jin Nan gave a light "um" and promised, "don't worry."

He won't let his family worry, let alone Cen Qinghe. He has never liked anyone since he was young. He doesn't know what he should do for each other, but at least, he can't make her sad.

In terms of the current relationship, if Cen Qinghe knows his mind, what should she do?

I'm afraid that even my friends will not be able to do it. She will avoid him as soon as she mentions his name.

He often comforted himself in his heart, and now it is very good. There is a person in his heart who can miss. There is not only sadness, but also the happiness she gave. Although all these can't be said outside, at least, he has warm memories.

After seeing Chang Shan home, Jin Nan drove back to his residence by himself. Because of his mixed feelings, he drove very slowly. On the way, his mobile phone rang. He took it out and saw that the words "Cen Qinghe called" were displayed on the screen.

Leng God for a few seconds, he slid open the connect key, "hello."

The voice of Cen Qinghe in the mobile phone came, "are you home?"

Jin Nan truthfully replied, "Chang Shan has already sent it back."

CEN Qinghe asked: "are you still on the way?"

"Well."

"Then you should pay attention to driving. I won't tell you."

Jin Nan said, "you go and play. Don't worry. I'm almost there.""Well, I'll see you in a few days."

When she said "see you in a few days", she meant that their birthday would be the same day ten days later.

Jin Nan answered, and Cen Qinghe said goodbye and hung up.

As soon as the mobile phone screen went dark, he felt that he had another half minute to remember.

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