Yun Feiwu did not refuse.
In the first three years after they separated, they kept in touch by writing letters. The letter paper was burnt after reading it without leaving a trace.
Later, when Yun Feiwu became an adult, he went to Haicheng to find Xia Shutong, and the two bought a spare mobile phone. But even so, I still make calls whenever I can, and delete the text messages cleanly. If I really want to say something, I still use the method of writing letters, which disappear after reading, without leaving a trace of their contact.
Thinking of this, Yun Feiwu suddenly became distracted.
If it wasn't for the drunk Xia Shutong who still remembered her, if Xia Shutong didn't still love her instinctively...how could she get back the amnesiac Xia Shutong? Did she almost lose her?
"Maomao?" Xia Shutong huddled against her neck and said softly, "Are you unhappy?"
"No." Yun Feiwu followed Xia Shutong's instructions, saved his contact information and set up fingerprints, and then returned the phone to her.
By the way, he gave Xia Shutong his mobile phone and recorded his fingerprints.
"Oh..." Xia Shutong scrutinized her expression carefully, as if thinking about whether she was really not unhappy.
However, after being drunk, Xia Shutong's head couldn't process too much information. In the end, she just poked Yun Feiwu's cheek with her finger: "Anyway, Mao Mao, don't be unhappy! I'll always be with you."
"En." Yun Feiwu nodded, holding her finger.
Xia Shutong continued: "I am my sister, I will always protect you, and I will work hard to make our life better and better, so that we can walk hand in hand in the sunshine..."
Xia Shutong's voice at this time was soft, but her tone was extremely serious.
The corners of Yun Feiwu's lips curled up unconsciously, and there was a smile in his eyes: "Well, sister~"
The voice is also naturally charming.
Xia Shutong squinted her eyes and smiled for a while, but then leaned on Yun Feiwu again: "That cat, can we..."
Yun Feiwu ruthlessly refused: "No."
Xia Shutong: "Why?"
"Because you will probably forget it when you get up tomorrow morning, and you will regret it." Yun Feiwu looked at Xia Shutong who was pressing on her, and said calmly, "Ruan Ruan, do you know what you are doing?"
Xia Shutong didn't understand the first half of Yun Feiwu's sentence, but she could understand the second half clearly.
Xia Shutong nodded vigorously, with a naive face: "I know, of course I'm doing it..."
"What I love to do!"
Yun Feiwu: "..."
She turned her head and let out a long sigh.
At this moment, Xia Shutong leaned forward and put her earlobe in his mouth.
"Well…"
Yun Feiwu's breathing gradually became rapid.
Subconsciously wanted to push Xia Shutong away, and put his hand on her shoulder, but he lost his strength.
Yun Feiwu raised his head slightly, looking at the warm yellow light on the ceiling, his eyes gradually blurred.
Guilty or something... to hell.
…
early morning.
Xia Shutong couldn't remember clearly, this was the first time she woke up and found herself holding Yun Feiwu.
So this time, she wasn't very flustered, she quietly took out the quilt skillfully, and was about to change clothes.
Until... I saw the red mark on Yun Feiwu's neck.
Xia Shutong was so frightened that she almost made a sound.
She, she, what happened to Yun Feiwu last night? That thing on Yun Feiwu's neck is a strawberry, right?
Xia Shutong froze in place for two seconds, then turned her head mechanically, as if unwilling to believe what she saw, she moved in the direction of Yun Feiwu, staring at her neck carefully.
Yun Feiwu's neck was slender and white as snow, so the small red marks were very obvious, and even had a strange beauty.
The corner of Xia Shutong's mouth trembled unconsciously.
What's worse, at this moment, Yun Feiwu felt something, turned over, and pulled the quilt down a little.
The red mark on the collarbone was also exposed.
…and teeth marks.
Xia Shutong looked around resolutely—it was her room, and there was no one else.
Trying to remember what happened last night.
It seems that at the wrap-up banquet, Dai Su came to propose a toast to her. At that time, she was quite moved, but she accidentally drank too much, and then... she became drunk.
I hardly remember what happened after that.
However, the traces on Yun Feiwu's body are not something that she can solve without remembering...!
Xia Shutong sat on the bed wanting to cry, but looked at Yun Feiwu, frowning.
She even wanted to slap herself twice.
The first time he was drunk, he took Yun Feiwu to his room and slept, and the second time he was drunk, he "slept" with Yun Feiwu again.
How bad is she after drinking?
Moreover, Xia Shutong had already prepared the words to have a serious chat with Yun Feiwu after the finale, but now, how dare she say anything to Yun Feiwu?
No matter what, it will look like a scumbag.
Xia Shutong thought for a while with a bitter face, and finally sent a message to Qian Lingling, asking her to postpone their flight back to Haicheng, and ordered breakfast at the hotel.
Then he sat quietly by the bed, waiting anxiously for Yun Feiwu to wake up.
In any case, the attitude of apologizing for what I did wrong must be sincere.
"Soft..." Yun Feiwu woke up before the breakfast car arrived.
She looked at Xia Shutong who had a face of "I'm sorry, I'm sorry", her eyes were bent, and she swallowed the title she blurted out in time.
"Mr. Xia, good morning." Yun Feiwu said softly.
Xia Shutong lowered her head, like a child who has done something wrong: "...Morning."
After a few seconds of silence, she said weakly, "I..."
Yun Feiwu raised his eyebrows.
Actually nothing happened last night.
After Xia Shutong gnawed on her body a few times, she was so tired that she fell asleep.
But now, seeing Xia Shutong's regretful face, Yun Feiwu felt a little sad. Sure enough, Xia Shutong is just a big pig's hoof who wakes up and forgets about her completely.
So he raised his voice and asked knowingly, "What happened last night?"
"I, I..." Xia Shutong lowered her head, her voice became weaker and weaker, "I'm sorry... I was drunk, and I didn't know that things would happen like that... I was wrong."
"Which?" Yun Feiwu continued to pretend not to understand, while reaching out a hand to hold Xia Shutong's palm.
"That's it... that's it." Xia Shutong's voice was as thin as a mosquito's, and even his momentum was extremely weak.
Yun Feiwu suddenly let out two small laughs.
She didn't pretend she didn't understand anymore, she took Xia Shutong's hand slightly, and pulled Xia Shutong back into the bed.
"President Xiao Xia, we are legal wife and wife, why are you apologizing?"
She leaned close to Xia Shutong's ear and said softly.
Xia Shutong's ears were itchy very badly, but he didn't hide.
"But I... you know, I've lost my memory."
In the past two months, Xia Shutong didn't deliberately recall the past, nor did she encounter a memory trigger point inexplicably like the last time she had a fever. So now, what she really recalled was still on Qian Lingling's part.
"So?" Yun Feiwu asked, "You want a divorce?"
"No, no!" Xia Shutong subconsciously shook her head.
She quickly organized her thoughts, and ran through her mind what she had planned to say to Yun Feiwu.
"I said... I don't want a divorce. It's just Yun, Yun Feiwu... I, I don't remember the past, I don't remember our past, and I don't remember my feelings for you. So now I feel... very guilty .”
Yun Feiwu immediately grasped the point: "You don't like me?"
At the same time, her eyes dimmed a little bit.
After waiting for more than three months, I still waited for a rejection.
But Xia Shutong was only stunned for a few seconds, then shook his head and nodded again.
"It's not that I don't like it... It's not that I like it." Xia Shutong said seriously, "Yun Feiwu, I can't tell my own feelings now. My body instinctively wants to be close to you and like you, but my brain doesn't know what it is. I can't remember, I don't know if I like it like this. You...understand?"
After thinking for a while, Yun Feiwu nodded slowly: "Well, I understand."
"And now I can't remember anything, how can you be sure, do you like me in the past or the me in the present?" Xia Shutong continued to ask.
Yun Feiwu didn't understand why, and her gray eyes were extremely clear: "You are you. Even if you forget everything, you are still the same as before, and nothing has changed."
Hearing what Yun Feiwu said, Xia Shutong felt a little guilty and sad again.
What was your previous self like? She simply does not know.
Later, she managed to get a glimpse of the past, but found that her imagination was completely wrong.
"The you before..." Yun Feiwu paused, and said softly, "It's just like now, with a soft heart and gentleness towards others. Although it was scary in front of outsiders, it is not at all."
Only then did Xia Shutong realize that she accidentally said what was in her heart just now.
Listening to Yun Feiwu's soft voice, Xia Shutong felt a little comfort in his heart, but he was still a little sad. Qian Lingling also said the same before, saying that she was cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and was very gentle to her own people, but Xia Shutong recalled that she didn't have much affection for Qian Lingling at all.
She lied to Qian Lingling.
What if she also deceived Yun Feiwu?
"Aren't you afraid of being deceived by me?" Xia Shutong drew circles on the bed with her fingers, and said in a low voice, "Maybe the me I used to be is not what you see at all... Maybe I have been lying to you all this time."
Yun Feiwu chuckled lightly.
"Mr. Xia, with your acting skills, can you lie to me?" When she said this, Yun Feiwu's face was even a little proud, which just rightly covered up the panic in her eyes.
Actually... Xia Shutong at that time really lied to her.
At the age of eighteen, she secretly came to Haicheng alone, tried her best to meet Xia Shutong, but found that she had changed a lot compared to the soft Xia Ruan three years ago.
He always raises his chin habitually to talk to people, his eyes are full of teasing smiles, his body movements are also slightly ruffian, and his tone of voice also gives people a chill of repulsiveness.
Even Yun Feiwu felt scared.
That day she followed Xia Shutong to dinner, and followed her back home silently, hardly daring to say a word.
It wasn't until midnight that Yun Feiwu plucked up the courage to knock on Xia Shutong's door, and then climbed onto her bed...Xia Shutong finally showed her true colors.
Xia Shutong was startled.
That's right, Yun Feiwu is a movie queen, and he has been in the showbiz for so many years, how can he not fool her into being obsessed?
But Xia Shutong still felt that something was wrong.
In the few memories she has left, she liked acting very much when she was a child, and even the fierce look in front of outsiders now was acted out, except for Yun Feiwu and Xia Cha, no one really saw it. Maybe her acting skills before amnesia were no worse than Yun Feiwu's.
Xia Shutong thought for a while and asked carefully, "You mean, we used to be in love? I actually treated you very well, and I also like...you?"
Yun Feiwu nodded.
Xia Shutong asked again: "Then...our first time, um...when was it? Were we together then?"
Since Yun Feiwu married her as soon as she reached the legal age of marriage, the timing of their acquaintance and the confirmation of their relationship must have been earlier than this.
"When I was eighteen." Yun Feiwu smiled, "We...were not together at that time."
Xia Shutong was shocked.
At the age of eighteen, Yun Feiwu only went to Haicheng to study at university at that time, right?
So... It really is a **** drama where the domineering president and the pure female college student have **** first and then love?
Yun Feiwu raised his eyebrows slightly, and continued: "At that time, I came to Haicheng alone to study, and I had no one to rely on. President Xiaoxia took me in. That night we... well, then, we established a relationship later. But Xiao Xia always rest assured, I was already self-sufficient at that time, and I never used your money, we are not a relationship between a donor and a canary."
The more Xia Shutong listened to Yun Feiwu's words, the more frightened she felt.
Yun Feiwu said so, but at the time he had no reason, why did he take in a beautiful and popular actress casually? This is clearly an impure mind.
Even if the two fell in love and even got a marriage certificate later, it looked like he had tricked Yun Feiwu into his hand.
Otherwise, why is the marriage not made public and kept hidden? Getting married is nothing but a shameful thing.
"Xiao Boss, the reason why I didn't make it public is because I'm in the rising stage of my career, and you don't want to affect my career." Yun Feiwu added as if he sensed what Xia Shutong was thinking.
Although this explanation was reasonable, Xia Shutong still felt that it was more than that.
But Yun Feiwu obviously didn't know more.
Xia Shutong sighed briefly. If she wanted to know everything about the past, she had to recover her own memory and explore bit by bit.
However, after chatting with Yun Feiwu for a while, Xia Shutong was not as flustered as he was in the past two months about getting his memory back.
Yun Feiwu is right, no matter what, even if she loses her memory, she is still her, and she is not a different person, why is she panicking?
So Xia Shutong sorted out his thoughts briefly, and continued to talk about the business: "Yun Feiwu, today we mainly want to chat... what should we do in the future."
Xia Shutong: "I don't know if I like you now, but I really don't hate you, and I don't want to hurt you. So if you don't want to...we won't divorce for the time being, but it's not the same relationship as before. It will take me a while to get used to, I'll try to like you."
Yun Feiwu listened with interest.
Xia Shutong continued: "I have drawn up two plans here. If I recover my memory, then we will follow the previous way of getting along. But if I still can't recover my memory, but we still like each other, then... try Let's start again, talk, fall in love, okay? If after a long time, I find that I can't like you, and you don't like me after amnesia, then we will divorce again. "
"No if." Yun Feiwu said calmly, "I won't change my mind."
Seeing Xia Shutong froze slightly, Yun Feiwu stretched out his finger, tapped the tip of her nose, and said word by word: "Little, Xia, President."
Especially after seeing Xia Shutong's reddish ear tips, the smile in Yun Feiwu's eyes grew wider.
Xia Shutong lowered her head uncomfortably, covering her slightly hot cheeks: "Then let's talk about it? Do we need to sign a contract... I have nothing to do a few days ago, and I have already drawn up a copy."
Yun Feiwu didn't answer.
Xia Shutong thought that he had made her unhappy, so she raised her head cautiously, just in time to see Yun Feiwu's thoughtful expression.
"President Xiao Xia." Yun Feiwu said with a smile on his face, "I figured it out. You go around and talk so much, isn't that just giving me a chance to chase you?"
"What?" Xia Shutong was taken aback.
"If I catch you, you will stay with me. If I can't, we will divorce." Yun Feiwu smiled lightly, "President Xiao Xia, isn't that what you mean?"
Xia Shutong hurriedly waved his hands: "Isn't it...?"
However, after thinking about it carefully, she felt that Yun Feiwu was right.
Xia Shutong weakly argued: "I, we are two-way, you chase me, and I chase you... If you don't like me anymore, that's okay..."
Before he finished speaking, Yun Feiwu interrupted with a smile: "I said, I won't. There is no need for a contract. Falling in love is a matter of your love and my wish, and it's not a guarantee. Mr. Xia, you Say yes?"
There was a moment of silence.
Xia Shutong felt her face was very hot, so she just gave a soft "hmm".
At this time, there was a knock on the door.
"Breakfast seems to be here, I'll get it." Xia Shutong jumped out of bed and ran towards the door as if fleeing.
After the two of them washed up in silence and had breakfast, the awkward atmosphere finally dissipated.
Xia Shutong thought about it seriously just now, their current relationship is definitely not a situation where one party is chasing the other, but more like a... blind date?
If it fits, stay together, if it doesn't fit, separate.
So what should be the first step in a blind date?
Xia Shutong thought for a moment, then took out her mobile phone: "Yunying...Yun Feiwu, let's add a WeChat."
Yun Feiwu looked at her with a half-smile.
"We added it last night, Xiao Xia always forgot?"
"I..." Xia Shutong clicked on WeChat, and sure enough, he saw a strange profile picture.
A black wolf howling at the moon.
And the note is...
"Cat cat wife meme chirp".
The corners of Xia Shutong's eyes twitched involuntarily, and he almost threw the phone out.
This avatar should be Yun Feiwu, that's right, but a note...? What was she thinking when she was drunk!
"Cat, cat?" Xia Shutong murmured in a low voice, and felt that the two words were familiar again, "Is this your nickname?"
"yes."
Yun Feiwu smiled and nodded, then yawned again: "Mr. Xiao Xia, you took it. You used to call me that."
After a pause of two seconds, Yun Feiwu added, "I like it very much."
"Oh..." Xia Shutong shook her hand, and deleted the five words "wife meme chirp" after the note, leaving only the word cat cat.
Although I always feel that the image of Yun Feiwu has nothing to do with a "cat", if I must say it, it is more like a wolf or a wolf dog.
I don't know why I called her like that before.
Because of fun?
Alas…
Xia Shutong couldn't help but groan in his heart.
But she really didn't hate these two words, and even thought they were a little familiar, but if she were to call Yun Feiwu like this now, she still couldn't yell out loud.
Xia Shutong flicked the screen, glanced at his schedule, and asked, "Yun Feiwu, do you have any plans after returning to Haicheng?"
"Sister Tao has prepared a few scripts for me to go back and read. After it's finalized, it's time to join the group again." Yun Feiwu said lightly, "President Xiao Xia, how about you?"
"It's almost the end of the new year, and Wutong and Tianjun have a lot of things to do..." Xia Shutong whispered more and more, and became more and more guilty, "I don't think I have any other time outside of work. Next time we meet, maybe I have to wait until the next year. You, don't think too much, I'm really too busy, I didn't mean to hide from you, if we have time in the next year, we can go out for dinner or something."
Xia Shutong lowered her head, her crimson ears were hidden under her hair, but they were particularly conspicuous. Her fingers twiddled together nervously, like a shy little girl after proposing a date with her girlfriend.
Yun Feiwu's heart skipped a beat, but his tone was still calm and frivolous: "Mr. Xiao Xia means...a date?"
Xia Shutong pursed her lips, subconsciously wanted to shake her head, but finally nodded weakly.
Her tone was slightly disturbed: "Yun Feiwu... What I said today is serious. I really want to try to like you, and I really hope that we can, can understand each other."
Yun Feiwu tilted his head and thought for a while, then suddenly realized: "Oh~ it's not a date, it's a blind date."
Xia Shutong nodded embarrassedly.
"Don't worry, I will cooperate with Mr. Xia on this blind date." Yun Feiwu leaned into Xia Shutong's ear, and after finishing the sentence in a low voice, the ending sound raised slightly, "Then, Mr. Xia, should I give you an appointment in advance?" Some rewards for your blind date?"
The result of the blind date has not come out yet, so what reward?
Xia Shutong wanted to gently push Yun Feiwu away, but after reaching out, he rubbed her head instead.
Yun Feiwu narrowed his eyes in enjoyment, and habitually rubbed Xia Shutong's hand.
"Okay." Xia Shutong withdrew her slightly itchy palms and stepped back, "The rewards are over."
Yun Feiwu leaned forward, and imprisoned her under him again.
Xia Shutong's nerves immediately tensed up, especially after seeing the red mark on Yun Feiwu's neck at close range, he turned his head nervously.
But Yun Feiwu just moved closer, with the tip of his tongue on his palate, and said softly, "Thank you sister."
"No, no thanks!"
Xia Shutong shook her head uncomfortably: "Well... Yun Feiwu, when you go out later, it's better to cover your neck. I, I'll give you the scarf."
After finishing speaking, Xia Shutong quickly got out from under Yun Feiwu, and gave her a scarf from his suitcase.
Yun Feiwu took the scarf, walked back to her room from the balcony, and slowly tied the scarf in front of the bathroom mirror.
The black scarf was tied around her neck, making her skin as white as snow.
very nice.
Yun Feiwu watched for a while, and finally couldn't hide her small laughter. Her eyebrows and eyes were curved in the mirror.
Just now, she wanted to tease Xia Shutong and ask her to help her put on the scarf, but after thinking about it, forget it.
For now... that's enough.