Chapter 263: Her deskmate (26) part 1

Chapter 263: Her deskmate (26) part 1

World Eight. Her deskmate (26) part 1

Xue Xue was startled, and quickly reacted to what Su Lin meant.

"You are too polite, Auntie." After a pause, she added, "I didn't help him, it's mainly because he can figure it out on his own, if he doesn't figure it out on his own, even if I want to help, there's nothing I can do."

Hearing Xue Xue say this, Su Lin's smile deepened a bit.

"No, you are too polite." Su Lin said, looking away from Xue Xue's face. "I know my own son, Xiang Nan is a person who looks calm on the surface, but is actually very stubborn in his bones."

"So once he decides to do something, he will do it with all his might. Similarly, if he decides to give up something basically no one can change his mind."

Su Lin said with a soft sigh.

"As a mother, I worry about him."

"When I was young, I was blinded by emotions and thought I had found true love. I didn't know that in the eyes of that person, true love is just a spice in a wealthy life, which can be discarded at any time. "

"In fact, I had a premonition of what would happen to me, but I was not reconciled." Staring at the empty sky, Su Lin showed a dazed look on her face. "We are probably such a magical creature. Rationality and sensibility can exist at the same time, but they run counter to each other." "

"A man's promise is sometimes worth less than a lie."

"Unfortunately, it took me too much time to accept this." Su Lin said with a wry smile. "Some mistakes can't be fixed, things that I can't change no matter how much I regret them had happened."

Her words jumped around a bit, but Xue Xue didn't interrupt, and just listened to the other party quietly.

"When I had a childActually, at first, I wanted to abort him." As she spoke, the woman suddenly covered her face. "I know this will be a cruel but correct decision for me. If I kill him, everything would have been different."

"But I don't want to."

"I don't want to give up a child who is connected with him by blood, and I don't want to give up the small chance to awaken the man's heart. That woman was right, I am just a cowardly and selfish third party."

The truth sometimes emerges inadvertently.

"Is that all my fault? I shouldn't get involved in other people's marriages, but at the very beginning, I refused It was him, he didn't want to let gohe pursued me." Su Lin looked at her in pain. "Why did it all become my fault? I didn't expect that those things would happen later ah I just want my own child to have a legitimate identity, is it also wrong?"

Although Su Lin looked at her, Xue Xue knew that what the woman wanted was not to answer, but to listen.

She had been holding it in for too long.

That breath of depression lingered in her heart, and it could not be dissipated for a long time.

But she couldn't tell Su Xiangnan, even if Su Xiangnan might have guessed or knew, as a mother, Su Lin still couldn't calmly tell her embarrassing past to her son.

She was afraid of facing her son's hatred and incomprehension, so she would rather lie to herself and others and live like this year after year.

However, she became depressed and sick, and her body, which was already suffering from illnesses, could no longer bear the burden. It was only a matter of time before she collapsed.

After a moment of silence, Xue Xue asked, "Then where is Lin Xiangbei?"

In an instant, Su Lin fell limply backwards as if her whole body was exhausted.

Xue Xue was startled, but at the same time, she was worried in her heart that she had acted too hastily. If something happened to Su Lin or Su Xiangnan suddenly pushed the door in, it would be hard for her to defend herself.

Fortunately, Su Lin's condition quickly stabilized and when Xue Xue got close to her, her lips squirm and she slowly spit out two words.

"Dead."

Xue Xue closed her eyes.

Sure enough.

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