That's right, the middle-aged man with a sense of age wearing a sun suit, with a gentle smile on his face, just like Cheng Bing in class, looked at Cheng Bing kindly.
Cheng Bing never thought that she would one day send her teacher away, a teacher she respected and admired.
"Cheng Bing, don't cry, people like me are not worth your tears."
The teacher said, but he lifted up the book in front of the blackboard, and the typeface on it was clear enough to see clearly—criminal psychology guide research materials.
This book, Cheng Bing has seen the teacher holding research many times. She has always been curious. Why does the teacher always like to read this book, but every time I ask, the teacher smiles. Now, it seems everything The answer will be revealed.
Looking at Cheng Bing's slightly embarrassed look, she set her eyes on Zhou Zekai aside, and Feng Feng lamented that Cheng Bing was still not growing enough. After seeing him, she was frightened. If one day, When that person can't control himself, can Cheng Bing accept safely as Zhou Zekai's observer?
"Teacher ... why? Why is this necessary?"
With tears falling frantically, Cheng Bing pushed Zhou Zekai beside him and walked step by step firmly in front of the teacher's seal. His eyes were full of questions.
Obviously, even if you know the identity of the teacher, the teacher should not be like this ...
Hearing such a question, Feng Yan smiled, as usual, reaching out and touching Cheng Bing's hair, said.
"Good boy, this is our destiny. When we meet you, your appearance has already determined our destiny. For a long time, we have been groping in the dark, the spirit is oppressed in a cage, this cage. There is a monster who wants to devour me all the time. Each of us will face this monster, whether it is swallowed by it or integrated with it. When we enter the cage, we are not ourselves anymore. .Cheng Bing, you are the guiding light for all of us to go forward. Let us not be so afraid when faced with the unknown, we will not be occupied by anger and hatred. You ... liberate the fear in our hearts. We opened the cage ... "
Cheng Bing is a key. When they have a monster hidden in their hearts and the people trapped in the cage meet her, the chain of the cage will be opened, the monster will appear madly, and they will finally be able to Facing this monster, even ... defeat him!
In a word of psychology, it is probably called defeating yourself.
In the past, when Cheng Bing was not seen, Feng Yan thought that he could not escape this cage long ago. Pain and hatred had formed a copper wall and iron wall, wrapping him all in it, and when he saw Cheng Bing After that, cracks gradually appeared on the wall, and he was finally able to come out.
Cheng Bing ’s eye circles are all red. After studying psychology, she naturally knew what the teacher meant, but the more she knew, the sadder she became.
If there was that cage, whether it was pain or injury, they could still live with these memories that made them angry or frightened, but now? When this cage is opened and these people get to know and get rid of it, it is time to leave.
"Teacher ..." Uncomfortable in her heart, but Cheng Bing knew that on this road, she could only be a solitary observer, watching these people come and go beside her, but could not catch anything. live.
No matter what she does, she can't change the outcome of these people.
Just like Zhou Zekai said, these people who are hidden in the dark have encountered her since their birth. It is the perfect fate.
"Well, good boy, I just want to see my daughter. When she died, she was as old as you."
There was no expression on Feng's face this time, but he turned his head to scan the urn in the classroom, and then extended his hand and pointed slowly.
"Cheng Bing, help the teacher to see if these people have the dirtiest souls. I have studied psychology for so many years, but I think the most invisible thing is the human heart. I hope that you will be better in the future. See some people clearly, don't stick to something, because attachment makes people more painful. "
When looking at these caskets again, Cheng Bing no longer knew what to say. These caskets were scary and gloomy, but they seemed to hide a more painful story. They found that the teacher's eyes were ruddy, and Cheng Bing wanted to ask what But didn't ask.
She knew that this was the ending of the teacher's choice, and even if she was a spectator, she had no reason to change anything.
He took out a sharp knife from his pocket, and Feng's gaze fell on those ashes. He no longer looked at Cheng Bing, but the eyes seemed to be looking through the ashes.
"Yin Yin, Dad is here ..."
The blood was sprayed on Cheng Bing's face, and the sealing speed was very fast. The knife cut his throat quickly, and the sprayed blood just splashed on Cheng Bing's face, and was instantly tasted by the smell of blood. Surrounded, Cheng Bing's face didn't even show a look of fear, just watching the teacher who was still laughing after the throat bleeds quietly, just looked at it.
Feng Feng's body fell to the ground, and a thump, Cheng Bing stood there, with pain and struggling in his eyes that could not be concealed, but under his feet, he was filled with lead, unable to move.
At this moment, Zhou Zekai slowly took out a small book from his body, walked over, and stood beside Cheng Bing.
"Feng Yan, male, professor of psychology at the National People's Congress. Her daughter Feng Yin suffered abuse from students in classes one and three three years ago, and was violated by boys in the class. Other girls shot videos and posted them in some hidden forums. Death. Then all the boys in the first and third classes were killed within one year, all the women were killed in the second year, and the principals and leaders who dealt with the matter that year were killed last year, all of whom were subjected to inhuman abuse. , Eating its flesh, gnawing its blood, knocking its bones, sucking its marrow, sleeping its skin. This April 1, 2064, Cheng Bing, the person who watched the ceremony, saw him off. May **** meet you again. "
After reading the information in this book, Zhou Zekai still looked indifferent, took out a white handkerchief from his pocket, and slowly wiped the blood on Cheng Bing's face. He knew that the other party needed time to react, but then encountered them again When she was a human, she should have expected that it was already this day.
In the end, Cheng Bing was brought home by Zhou Zekai after being in a coma. When he woke up again, it was already the next night. The shock this seal brought to Cheng Bing had made her even unable to face it. Yourself.
When Cheng Bing woke up, Zhou Zekai was sitting by her bed, and when she saw that she was awake, she still looked gentle as ever.
"Wake up? Thirsty? I'll get water."
As soon as he was about to leave, suddenly Cheng Bing was held by his hand. He looked down at Cheng Bing who was lying there. Zhou Zekai didn't say anything, just looked at him that way.
"One day ... you will be like a teacher, in front of me, in ..."
After that, I could n’t say anything. Cheng Bing's voice was a bit dull, and the lips were all dry skin, but Zhou Zekai was still very gentle, slowly lowering his head to press it, kissing Cheng Bing's lips gently, and licking his tongue Bing Cheng Bing's lips wet his dry lips, and then slowly opened the distance between the two. The dark eyes, like abyss, looked at Cheng Bing so seriously.
"Cheng Bing, you already have the answer in your heart, don't you?"
The moment she became a spectator, she was already able to determine the fate of these people, and Zhou Zekai, who remained with her, knew for a long time that she was expecting such a result.
Lying on the bed, Cheng Bing laughed, and laughed extraordinarily, tears flowing from the eyes into the pillow on the side, she held Zhou Zekai's hand and said stubbornly.
"Is it necessary?"
Yes, she had an answer in her mind, but why? Why can't this life continue? Why do we have to leave?
Zhou Zekai could feel how much strength he used to pull his hand, and even some pain, but he didn't feel the pain, and the other hand gently pulled Cheng Bing's hair aside and said.
"You know, you do n’t have to be like this, but the beginning of our encounter has already been doomed. Every time I go back, you will frown. In fact, you already found out, right? How often do I go out? , Getting higher and higher, that beast began to tear my heart in a dream, I felt that I was going to be swallowed by it, and before I was completely occupied by it, I just hope that I can escape this cage with your blessing. "
With a gentle explanation, Zhou Zekai lowered his head slowly again, using his forehead against Cheng Bing's forehead, and sprayed the warm breath on Cheng Bing's face.
"Cheng Bing, love me. If you love me, you will become my observer. I don't want myself to be so embarrassed."
The feeling of the wild animal colliding in his heart makes Zhou Zekai ’s soul seem to be affected. He has been going out more and more frequently, and he is even unable to control himself. If this continues, one day, Zhou Zekai feels that he will be unable Control himself and start to fight against ordinary people, so he doesn't want to become so embarrassed.
However, Cheng Bing looked at the person in front of her, with infinite pain and suffering in her heart. After spending so long, she understood Zhou Zekai's meaning, so she could only reach out and pinch Zhou Zekai's neck and dry herself. Lips were sent to Zhou Zekai's lips, and their lips and teeth depended on each other. Cheng Bing's tears slipped from the corner of her eyes, but Zhou Zekai heard her murmured promise.
"……it is good."
If all this was the ultimate fate, she would give up resistance and pursue only the moments in front of her. Cheng Bing suddenly felt that she was going to end up in the end.