His eyes were very complicated. At this time, his mood could not be explained in words. Chu Shi held the bag in his hand, stood there, and looked at Ji Xueyang under the street lamp so far, everything seemed to be like that year.
When Ji Xueyang saw Chu Shi getting off the bus, it seemed that only Chu Shi was left in her eyes. She was more mature than two years ago, and the whole person became more attractive, perhaps because of the baptism of time. It made her whole body more **** than Ji Xueyang had never seen before. The red dress made the whole street seem to light up.
At this time, the street was dim with lights flashing on Chu Shi's face, so that Ji Xueyang could not see the expression on the other side, but he felt that there seemed to be fireworks blooming in his heart, and then he moved towards Chu Shi in the pace of appraisal. past.
Zhou Zekai looked at the situation below, and began to direct the arrangement of manpower. As Ji Xueyang walked towards Chu Shi, as she approached Chu Shi step by step, the snowflakes in the sky fluttered, and where she had not noticed because of the dim light, It turned out that the shining light balloons slowly followed Ji Xueyang's approach, and behind Ji Xueyang, a flash of light spread out ...
Chu Shi held her hand tightly, and her heartbeat accelerated at this moment. She tried hard to restrain her heartbeat, but she couldn't help but look at the person who was walking towards her. It was Kusama, it seemed to see the person who walked towards herself for the first time in that year. At that time, she did not know that the other party was a girl, but the other party was like the light behind him, and began to occupy her gradually. The whole emotional world.
Ji Xueyang finally approached Chu Shi, the one she had always loved, loved, and even carefully guarded in front of the person, and then showed a silly smile.
"I miss you so much."
She said.
I did n’t call each other ’s name for the first time, but I just wanted to say something I miss you so much, I miss you so much that Chu Shi was even more flustered and wanted to look away at the other person ’s eyes, because The eyes looked too affectionate, as if, I miss you so much, I actually want to say-I love you.
Sometimes, I love you, even if you do n’t need to say these three words, it can be felt between two people who have feelings. At this time, Ji Xueyang's eyes are almost dissatisfied with stars, so she looks at her favorite person in this life. , My favorite person, before I was full of brains, I suddenly didn't know how to say it. After a long while, I repeated.
"I really miss you."
From the first day we separated, the first week, the first month, the first year, and today's 725 days, I haven't stopped thinking about you for a moment.
Ji Xueyang smiled at this moment, she didn't say how much she missed the person in front of her, she was going crazy.
When she really saw this person, she only knew that she was smirking, as if the whole world was still, and only Chu poetry was in her world, because she really missed Chu poetry too much. Describe everything about her, and forcefully remember her appearance in her mind, so that when she is in deep thoughts, there is a consolation.
The two were standing so quietly. Chu Shi's gaze at Ji Xueyang was also very complicated. Especially the simple two sentences I missed you so much that I had already expressed the mood of the two of them for more than two years.
When she misses herself, why isn't she?
But compared to the other party, she is always so cowardly, afraid to express her feelings, afraid of being known to others, and afraid to drag her family down.
Chu Shi took a deep breath and tried to reveal a smile. When she wanted to speak, Ji Xueyang was suddenly pressed on the car behind her. Snowflakes fell on the hair of the two people, and Chu Shi was a little flustered on her shoulders, but The next second, Ji Xueyang kissed his lips.
The body was pressed on the car, filled with a kiss of encroachment, making Chu Shi try hard to push away the person in front of her, but the body was pushed away from the beginning uncontrollably, and finally gently. Hugged each other's back.
Obviously all girls, but Ji Xueyang will always be like this, seems to be stronger than her, so that she will never be able to resist each other's actions.
This kiss seemed to be pouring out of Ji Xueyang's thoughts, making Chu Shi unable to parry it, but letting two people's thoughts and emotions entangle again.
When the kiss was over, Ji Xueyang hugged Chu Shi tightly, burying her face on her neck, and then made Chu Shi feel a warm tear falling on her neck.
"Shishi, don't you leave me alone?"
It was like the first inquiry after the other party was drunk. Chu Shi held Ji Xueyang's hand a little trembling. She knew her mood at this time, and she could feel Ji Xueyang's love, but it was impossible. They couldn't be together. ...
"Xue Yang, we can't go back."
She said these words, trying to keep her voice from shaking, but Ji Xueyang stubbornly held Chu Shi, and after a while, she let go of her hand, raised her head, and looked at those red eyes. Xiang Chu poetry.
"No, I want us to be together. I like you and you like me. We should be together. Why? Why do we love each other, but we can't be together?"
She asked, tears slowly slipped from her face, so Ji Xueyang, who was so embarrassed, had only seen this when Chu Shi broke up with her. Now, when hearing this question, Chu Shi didn't know how to answer .
Because she couldn't answer why two people in love couldn't be together.
In the end, Chu Shi left, and Ji Xueyang held Zhou Zekai crying uncomfortably, and kept drinking, but Zhou Zekai didn't persuade him. Listening to her sister kept saying whether she didn't love me anymore, why couldn't she With such words with me, I feel that, in fact, Chu poetry is not so cowardly, and can carry Chu Shi, the first lady, emotionally, how can he be a cowardly person?
He believes that Chu Shi still cares about Ji Xueyang after all, because it is impossible for nobody to know such a big thing that Ji Xueyang is doing today. So long as someone knows, the family of Chu Shi will know, what to choose is Chu Shi ’s business. Already.
Zhou Zekai acknowledged that he had played tricks to force Chu Shi to break through himself and face his feelings, but he did not regret it, because he knew that if two people in love could not be together, what would it be? Kind of pain.
The next day, the news hit became # 吉雪阳 confessing mysterious red clothing woman #. Although there is only a distant picture, only the back of the woman in red is seen, but it is enough to make everyone feel hot! Before, Ji Xueyang had a characteristic that made girls feel wonderful, but now, looking at the pictures that are as romantic as idol dramas, everyone suddenly feels that even if Ji Xueyang is a guy, what about it? Even if it is a **** guy, she is also the most handsome **** guy!
What's more, they are **** guys and haven't eaten your rice!
When seeing this picture on Weibo, Chu Shi froze, because she almost never slept after returning last night, and refreshed to this picture in the morning.
In the red skirt, Ji Xueyang was holding her in his arms, the heavy snow, and the warm bright balloons behind him, all brought the atmosphere to the extreme, but what made Chu Shi most distressed was when Ji Xueyang was holding her, The tears on that face were obviously laughing, but the tears fell down.
Suddenly I felt a sting in my heart. Looking at the picture on my phone, Chu Shi suddenly understood the words of Ji Xueyang last night.
"Shishi, shall I give you all myself?"
Last night, I didn't understand what the other party meant, but now, when looking at this picture, Chu Shi suddenly understood.
The shiny balloon in that night was warm and soft like the sun, and the snow in the sky made her unforgettable, Ji Xueyang ... the sun in the snow.
I finally couldn't control an excitement in my heart, my heartbeat accelerated unconsciously, the picture of the mobile phone was saved, set as a screen saver, and then a call was made to Grandpa.
That night, Chu Shi confessed his sexuality to the family, and explained what he had done with people abroad before. Although Grandpa was angry, he didn't say much, but his father was furious and pushed Chu Shi out of the house.
It was already two o'clock in the morning, and it turned out to be heavy rain outside. Even if Chu Shi was driving a car, he was a little bit embarrassed. It surrounded the thunderstorm city for a while, and I did n’t know where I should go When the reaction finally came, the car was parked outside the door of Ji Xueyang's house.
She asked someone to investigate where Ji Xueyang lives now, so she drove here involuntarily, and when she saw the darkness inside, she took out her mobile phone and called Ji Xueyang for the first time.
Ji Xueyang sleeps on the bed with a stuffy head. In fact, since she finished drinking last night, she has been awake during the day, but she ca n’t sleep all the time. Figure of poetry.
Suddenly the cell phone rang, Ji Xueyang reached out, picked up the cell phone, and took a look at it, but found that it was Chu poetry, suddenly opened his eyes and clicked to connect.
After the call was connected, there was another silence. Ji Xueyang was nervous and didn't know what to say, while there, Chu Shi listened to Ji Xueyang's nervous breathing, but it was easier than ever.
"Ji Xueyang, I'm out of the closet. This time, I really only have you alone."
This sentence made Ji Xueyang stiff on the bed, and then heard Chu Shi said that when he was downstairs, he didn't even care to wear shoes, and ran out directly. He went downstairs and rushed in directly. In the rain, I found Chu Shi's car. At the moment when the window fell, Ji Xueyang was like a fool ...