Devil sun did not speak.
I adjusted my posture and said some affectionate words to distract her. When she relaxed, I tried again Damn it, I found that I was exerting too much force. The devil sun gave a subconscious bite on my shoulder. The huge pain came, and I gave a sound.
"Oh, I don't want to live!" The granddaughter shook her head.
"Witch, this is an inevitable process. Every woman has to go through an evolutionary process, just like Feiya wants you to have a look."
"I had a fart." Sun said dirty words, "after all, you don't have to look at it, go straight to work."
"That's the last thing. Now you have to finish it? The last one should be perfect. "
The granddaughter shook her head.
"Witch, aren't you afraid of everything? Where's that backbone? " Soft can't, I use hard, stimulate the sun witch.
The granddaughter still shakes her head
"Don't be afraid, darling. I'll try to be gentle."
"Well All right
"I tell you, you don't have to jump so tightly. Relax. Don't clamp your legs so tightly. My waist is almost broken by you!" I can't get in and out easily because the clip is too tight. I know it's her subconscious action. I can only guide, but can't break it directly.
"I'm afraid!"
"Don't be afraid. I'm here." I continued to coax sun, "I won't do anything to you."
"I'm afraid of you."
"I'll get used to it, my dear." Oh, what a trouble.
The granddaughter nodded.
I started to move again, gently, and finally I was stopped, and then I continued
It's so depressing. It took almost half an hour to help sun magic girl complete the process from girl to woman. It made us move smoothly and let us enjoy ourselves physically and mentally. I finally understand why I'm tired. The so-called tired doesn't mean the thing itself, but depends on the opponent. At this moment I suddenly admire those young ladies. Their majors make you very comfortable.
Finally, here I am, demon sun I don't know. I don't think I'll feel good the first time, will I? I think at least for the second time, the first time will be so good that I can't be myself. It's all deceitful and fake. The real first time is just a habit process, because of the pain, because of the tension, because of the heavy psychological burden, is it cool to be influenced by these bad feelings? In fact, men and women's first time are the same, men's first time the same tension, psychological burden, pain to not, unless you that layer of skin is too long.
"Witch, what do you want me to be?" Women don't like men who look like dead pigs afterwards. Fortunately, I'm not that kind of man. I held my granddaughter in my arms and thought I should say something, so I asked a question that I suddenly wanted to know.
"Set me up, right?" Yes, sun can raise her legs and kick people in the quilt. It's strange that I didn't cry for pain. She cried first.
"How do you say that? You'd better not kick. It's killing you. "
"It's all your fault." She glared at me.
"It's strange Come on, you answer my question quickly
"It's hard to answer. I'm afraid you'll be disappointed, so Never answer that question. "
"I'm more disappointed if you don't answer."
"Disappointed?" The Sun Demon girl is a little disdainful, "people will be numb, when you walk out of a section of the road, once the heartache is not heartache, once the suffering is not suffering, even once the happiness is no longer happiness, but some things you do not want to have, want to discard."
"A little mysterious!" I kiss her on the forehead, "witch, why are you so smart? You can't look straight at me, do you know? Even if I try hard, I feel that I am far away from you. You are like a snow lotus on the top of the snow. I am wearing a thin summer coat and want to pick it, but I have been frozen. You are more like a fast fighter, but I'm just an ordinary Boeing 747. No matter how hard I step on the gas, I can't catch up with you. So, even if I hold you now, I still feel like a dream. I don't know when I will lose it, but What I fear is not loss, but I lost my life. "
Demon sun didn't speak. She looked at me with a complicated look.
"Witch, don't feel strange. It's really my inner feeling. The distance between us is too far." Damn, I feel like a jerk. Just after I went to bed, I said this kind of words, just like the opening line of breaking up. "You are always right, for people, for things, for work, and you are used to giving orders. Even if you respect people, you will add a little step, and sometimes you are very angry But I don't have the heart to ignore you. That's your charm. It's a very unique charm. I don't know when you have attracted me, and I don't know what attracts you. I really want to know. I hope you can tell me. "
"Because you're stupid."
"I mean it." I'm serious. "You're serious."
"I'm serious. I'm smart. I want to find a stupid one to increase my intelligence. This kind of distance makes me happy and adaptable. I fight with people every day. Finding a deep-seated and smart one will live more tiredly.""Keep talking, keep talking." I pinched sun's nose. "Your words are more fake than your beautiful nose."
"OK, I'll tell you the truth. The truth is I don't know myself. Maybe because of your character, it seems that you often deliberately annoy me. As soon as I see you, I want to scold you and get angry with you. If I can't scold you, I'm always uncomfortable. " The granddaughter changed her posture and looked at the ceiling. "When I calculate you, I'm very contradictory. I can't do it. But when I think of you pretending to be fierce and quarreling with me face to face, I feel that I have to calculate you and use you. In fact, I can use others, but I don't think it's fun. Don't think that only you like to quarrel with me. I also like to quarrel with you, because you can't win every time, and you are so anxious to commit suicide every time. That's really silly and funny. After the fight, you left, I began to regret, men do not like tough women, I know Don't ask I know that the first time I had this idea, I found that I fell in love with you. I didn't expect that I should fall in love with such a fool as you. "
I was shocked that sun would do some incomprehensible behaviors in order to quarrel with me. She is not a pervert, but sometimes to make me angry. Shit.
"Witch, have you ever thought that I am not stupid, not too weak, but you are too smart and strong? I live in a small circle, but you are the smartest one. Sometimes I feel inferior, but I can learn a lot from you. In fact, I'm not stupid. Do you think my grades in blue cat are poor? Not bad. Have I ever depended on you? No, I don't want to find you when there is a problem. Maybe it's because of my self-esteem. Maybe I began to like you at that time. I can't tell you clearly, but there must be feelings. I promise. And then in Feiya, you pretend to be in a coma. During that time, I was really not enough for them? Not necessarily? You'll take advantage of me, and I'll take advantage of others, just I'm not as long-term as you think. Maybe I'm not as diligent as you. It's not that I'm stupid. We have different thinking styles, gains and losses, what I need, what you want, people to people, things to things, views and angles, and even the pursuit of life. We all have various differences. What I need is much simpler than what you want. It's always This makes it difficult for you to see the real me, and I can see and understand the real you. " I'm not defending my own stupidity, I'm not stupid, I'm just saying what I feel.
The granddaughter is digesting my words, and then she smiles!!!
"I think I should be a little simpler. My way of thinking makes me get a lot of things, but at the same time I lose a lot. In the past, I only cared about what I got, but I didn't see what I lost. I thought I made money. In fact It's a loss. " "I think I'm superior, but I don't have a sense of security. I've filled my time, but I'm empty..." she said with a wry smile
"It's rare for you to have this kind of consciousness. It's good." I feel comforted that sun would think that, at least it's a good start. After all, one's life is in a hurry for decades.
"Is it too late?"
"It's never too late, as long as your life continues, it's never too late."
"I hope so!" "I'm afraid I really need to learn how to live. I'm tired of living in the past. I have to give up some things and always give up. What can I do even if I have to live for decades? What do I give? As long as there is value, even if it is only for one minute, its value may exceed decades, not in the long term, but in the meaning. "
"What did you say? Why can't I understand? " I'm thinking about what she said. I really don't understand. It's not that I don't understand the literal meaning, but that I don't understand the purpose of what she said and give up Give up what?
"One day you'll understand." With these words, the whole person suddenly darkened!
"Witch, don't scare me. I'll be angry."
"I like to see you angry."
"I get mad when I'm angry, and I think about that." I said, hand cooperate, to the Sun Demon girl chest pinch, she took my hand, I turn below Explore, "hide, can you hide, witch?"
"Don't do Don't do it. I still hurt. "
"Pain is right, it doesn't matter, I will make you comfortable, today I will let you understand what is pain and happy."
The granddaughter shook her head. I ignored her shaking her head, pressed her body and bit the flower on her chest with my tongue Soon, the witch began to react. She wanted to refuse to meet her, and half pushed her way. She gradually changed from passive to semi-active. The whole body of the granddaughter was burning hot, and her groans began to rise again. However, she didn't seem to be so blind as just now. She learned to challenge me and catch me There Then dig with your nails. I'm very excited to see her like this, because she inspired me to play. I kiss her from top to bottom. Every inch of her skin has left my kisses. Finally, I use my fingers To feel the mystery until