I'm not going to leave. I'll go back tomorrow. I'll stay at sun's house tonight.
I went all over the characters, sat on the sofa and chair where sun had sat, used her comb, and even used her skin care products to apply lipstick. I don't know if it's because I miss someone so much that my behavior becomes eccentric. Anyway, I feel very eccentric. I went into the bathroom and used sun's towel to feel the fragrance that was about to be lost. Then I washed the towel with sun's shower gel. It was clear that the taste was relative, but the feeling was wrong
Physics is too messy, looking uncomfortable, I tucked up my sleeves, cleaned inside and outside, and finally carried two bags of garbage out, threw garbage, and ate by the way. I'm hungry. There's nothing in sun's house. After dinner, I'll buy some food to fill the refrigerator. I've promised myself that I'll live in sun's house for one day every week until she comes back to me. The first thing I want her to see is a clean me and a clean home
But, my witch, when will you come back? I've asked everyone, no one knows where you are. Where are you? I need your help, I need you around, I miss you
Drive away from the garden and drive downtown.
Where to eat? I want to go to a place I know very well, and I have been with sun. I went to Longcheng restaurant. We should have started there, where sun forced me to work for her. At that time, I was very afraid of her, very afraid, and afraid of losing my job Ah, I'm so spineless. I'm just a small person. How spineless do I have to be? It seems that I changed a little bit later. I dare to quarrel with devil sun, and I dare to scold her. Sometimes I get angry with her I don't have a conscience. Magic girl sun helps me a lot!!!
This dead woman, when I know, I can let go of love you, but you ran away.
Let me find you. You're dead, you stupid woman.
Walking into Longcheng restaurant again, I feel very familiar. I want the private room in the past, but it's a pity that there are already people. Finally, I asked for a room next door. I tried my best to recall the food I ordered before. I had a bad taste at that time. Now I want to eat it back. What did I ask for that time? It seems that I ordered a sour Mango acid, and Very expensive cigarettes, yes, and very expensive tea, and Stewed chicken, anything else, I've ordered one now.
I know that no one can go to the wrong room. Even if I go wrong, it can't be the granddaughter. But I'm still looking forward to it and staring at the door until I'm full.
Pay the bill and leave.
Looking at the car wandering around, after a very luxurious clothing store, I saw the performance, those publicity, I'm a little nervous.
After a few seconds, I knew why I was nervous I see Ma Xiaoying.
I park my car on the road outside and watch it. Because the stage is relatively high, I can see it. It's not bad. It's funny to play a sketch. No wonder it can attract so many people. With more people, the emcee began to publicize clothes, but I don't know what the significance is. Those clothes are too expensive. Who can afford them? It's a waste of time.
I want to get out of the car, but I am very hesitant. In fact, from the beginning to the end, I hope to have a formal ending with Ma Xiaoying, not like now. And Ma Xiaoying, she seems to know, she did not force me, she is just waiting for me, waiting for me to find her one day, give her an answer, even if it is Let's end with this form of answer. But I can't do it. I don't know what I'm procrastinating. I'm wasting her time, but I really can't say it. Maybe it's selfish, or maybe it's a common fault of men. It's always so difficult for a man to say the end.
I'm ready to go. I really want to go. I'm not willing to go, but I have to. I'm an asshole.
When I got to the street, when I was waiting for red, a red sports car rushed by. The brake sound was very loud. I stopped on a line next to my car, and then The car window came down slowly, and then a woman's face came into her eyes. She was wearing a pair of large sunglasses to cover one third of her face. At first glance, it was beautiful, especially her hairstyle and skin were very good, but When she took off her sunglasses, I felt sick because this woman was Zhou Qi, she silently looked at me, eyes with the kind of mysterious smile I hate.
"Come with me." Turn the light, Zhou Qi said.
The windows of the sports car were closed, and the car went out with a roar
With or without?
I thought about it for a few seconds, then honked the horn, and I decided to follow.
Damn, am I still afraid of her? I just have a lot of questions to ask her!
Then Zhou Qi turned left and right, left the city, went farther and farther, and finally came to a very familiar place, forest park, the park where sun Kongni was running. Zhou Qi got out of the car first. She wore an evening dress in blue. She was originally in good shape and looked more charming against the background of the evening dress. She looked elegant and stood beside the car with a small handbag. She looked at me until I got out of the car. Then she went to the park and was stopped by the security guard in front of the door.
"I'm going in for a walk." Zhou Qi said that the tone is a little cold, not like asking for help, like command."Sorry, the park is closed!"
"I'm not a thief. Have you ever seen a thief in a sports car? Besides, what can I steal from this broken park? "
"That's not what I mean, miss." Security is explaining.
"What do you mean?" Zhou Qi approached the security guard step by step with strong momentum, which scared the security guard back and forth. Then Zhou Qi took a handful of money from her small bag and stuffed it into the pocket of the security guard's coat, "don't refuse me, you can't afford to refuse."
The security guard hesitated, Zhou Qi has walked in.
"It's OK." I patted the security guard on the shoulder and followed him in.
Zhou Qi kept walking inside. She didn't know where to go. The more she walked, the higher she went. She got to the top of the mountain. Finally, she found a seat in the observation Pavilion on the top of the mountain and sat down. I also went to stand beside her. Zhou Qi looks very cold with her shoulders in her arms. In this winter, the temperature outside is many times colder than in the car. Moreover, in this barren mountain, it is still on the top of the mountain. Although it is not very high, it is really cold.
It's just I'm not going to take off my windbreaker and give it to her. Why do I have to? If I don't have manners, I'll have no manners. When I was chased, I lost my manners and died. Although I didn't do anything, I would not be kind to my enemies.
"Hate me?" Zhou Qi has been silent for a long time.
"Do you think I hate it?" I lit a cigarette for myself and smoked it. I was thinking about this problem I'm not sure about. Hate, of course I hate it. I hated it before, but I didn't hate it very much. After all, Zhou Qi didn't directly pursue me, but It's because of her, even It was she who pushed me to her side and turned me into one of her chess pieces, but I and sun, Zhou Qi also do a good thing!!!
"You should hate it, but I don't think you should hate it. "
"Contradictions, chairman Zhou." I sneer.
"Life is inherently contradictory. All struggles are contradictory. Those who gain and those who lose may not be happy or unhappy."
"Chairman Zhou, your words are very profound. I'm stupid. I don't understand." Zhou Qi used to be so talkative. Why didn't I find out before? And she is so deep, sun is not angry and powerful, angry up collapse, Zhou Qi this gives a strong oppression, smile hidden knife, take life at any time.
"That's hate. You don't have to pretend."
"How do I pretend?" I laughed a few times and approached Zhou Qi step by step, standing two meters behind her, "do you mean I pretend? Who are we going to pretend to be? You're the one, right? You pretended in front of me from the beginning. I thought you were very kind and I helped you. Funny, I was manipulated all the time. I thought you were so kind to help me write a plan. It turned out that you were posting on my computer, and You still have a lot of things to use me, I'm sure, but I don't know, I don't want to know now, is that right? Chairman Zhou
"I like you. It's not fake."
"Who knows? What can't a man like you do? You dare to catch up with yourself. "
Zhou Qi quickly stood up, raised his hand is a palm hit in my face, left face, very painful, very painful. I looked at Zhou Qi in a daze. I couldn't believe it. What I said was a little too much, but it was a fact. She hit me. Ha ha, why did she hit me? The granddaughter didn't do this to me. What the hell do you think of me?
Zhou Qi looked coldly, and then her eyes slowly became weak. She gently stretched out her hand to touch my face. She slapped me on the other side of the face. I dodged and didn't let her touch me. I'm a person with self-respect. What is it now? Will you coax me back when I'm done? Ha ha, that's ridiculous.
I laughed, I really did, and my anger disappeared
"Does it hurt?"
"Chairman Zhou, are you asking my face or my heart?" I sneered, "if it's a face, it doesn't hurt at all. It's much better than when someone cuts it with a knife. There's no need to bleed and worry about the safety of life. If you ask me, my heart would have died long ago. I would have died when I was chased, and there was no pain to speak of. "
Zhou Qi's face was a little white, but soon returned to normal.
"Your heart is full of resentment."
"Yes." I answered without hesitation, "I hate you."
"You shouldn't do that."
"Chairman Zhou, you haven't tried that kind of tragedy. If you are chased and killed like a lost dog, you almost lose your life. Do you understand? Why? Am I a nobody? Is that the way a little guy should be? What if I'm a big shot? I would not have been so miserable? "