Chapter 191

The lightning outside the window occasionally flashed, accompanied by the subtle sound of rain, as well as the sound of the wind, formed a very wonderful music. Inside the window, I have taken off Ma Xiaoying's bra. The opening is in the back. If I don't have it, I can take it away as soon as I untie it. I left her mouth, all the way down, chin, neck, chest, finally * *, kiss to the hard top.

I must be crazy, but I can't control it. I don't calm down until the battle is over.

Am I satisfied?

I don't know.

I'm upset.

Ma Xiaoying is very satisfied, with a smile lying on my chest, looking at my smoking, usually see a woman satisfied or not satisfied, as long as you look at their expression after the event to know, desire dissatisfaction that needless to say, bitter gourd face, let alone, you must not do your homework carefully.

"What's the matter? I look handsome when I smoke? " I said.

"You are handsome whether you smoke or not, but you are serious when you smoke."

I sweat, I do not know, I seriously not because of smoking, but because of worry, I think a lot of things. The second time, I betrayed the sun witch, I am a bad man, I don't deserve her. Now, all that shouldn't have happened, what should I do? I can't solve the problem once and for all. On the contrary, it's getting worse and worse. I was going to make it clear with Ma Xiaoying and get rid of her. Now it's all over. It's all in bed

"I'm not right?"

"Yes, you're right." I push Ma Xiaoying away and get out of bed. I'm going to take a bath. I'm not comfortable.

In the bathroom, I wash with frozen water. When I'm upset, I usually use this method for treatment. It's a little puzzling. I'm not sure whether this method has any effect, maybe not, or even I won't feel very cold.

Halfway through, Ma Xiaoying comes in with a pair of pants and a pair of The more neutral ones are a bit like the pants of beach pants, which are hung in the place where the clothes are hung. Damn it, just now I said that Ma Xiaoying went to find the pants because she had a bath, and then a series of beautiful things happened. These pants are the culprit. After standing for a while, Ma Xiaoying turned around and began to take off her clothes. After taking off, she turned around and came to me. I was a little stunned. Because she didn't feel cold, I didn't remind Ma Xiaoying that I was flushing cold water, and she didn't pay close attention to it, so she squeezed in directly and stood under the water, immediately Ah, I jumped out with a scream.

"It's so cold. How can it be cold water?" Ma Xiaoying shivers.

"It's cold water." I pressed under the water heater, adjusted the hot water back, and then waved to Ma Xiaoying, "hurry up, I'll catch a cold later!"

Ma Xiaoying immediately ran over and stood under the hot water. She took the shower gel and wiped it all over her body. I took the shower to flush her. When I helped her to flush her chest, I saw that the place where she had just applied the medicine oil was not so serious. I secretly touched it with a shower. It was strange that Ma Xiaoying didn't shout pain, and even didn't show some pain.

Well, I think I was cheated, but why?

Damn, I suddenly feel very bad, love should not be like this.

I hung the flowers back, cleaned them, and left the bathroom by myself.

Back to the room, lying in bed, thoughts flying, I am very unhappy, even painful. In the past, I was very satisfied with Ma Xiaoying, even if it was boring. I just sat on the other side to watch TV with her. That kind of feeling was great. But now? Possession, sleeping in the same bed, I feel only worry, I can't help asking myself, do I love her or her body? Why do I have this feeling after I get it?

Maybe it's because there are so many painful loves in the world. I think mine too. Obviously, I love sun more Not more, but have loved to the bone, can't lose Maybe you will call me cheap, false and shameless. Since you love me to the bone, why betray me? I don't know. I can't answer it. First of all, I must be wrong, but I can't control it. This feeling is very painful. Sometimes we don't want to do something wrong, but we do it in a muddle. I believe many people have this feeling. Love is the most unexplained thing. What is love? There has been no rule for thousands of years. In fact, there is some commotion in everyone's heart. This kind of commotion is just like when you go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables and want to buy them at a low price. Some turn their ideas into practical actions, while others are still hesitant. I belong to the former.

I smoke the second cigarette, Ma Xiaoying came back, lying on the side, holding my arm, close to her face. Probably tired, she didn't talk to me, and soon fell asleep. I plucked her hair and looked at her face. It was an innocent face, just like sun's.

The next morning, there was a knock at the door early in the morning. I felt that I had just fallen asleep. I hated it, so I ignored it. Later, Ma Xiaoying was also woken up. She went to open the door. I vaguely heard her talking with people in the living room. Her voice was very small and I couldn't hear her clearly. Because I was too sleepy, I didn't concentrate on listening. When I almost fell asleep again, Ma Xiaoying came in, opened the quilt, kissed me and touched my face

"What's the matter?" I open my eyes.

"Doctor, give us a simple examination. You need to get up.""That's troublesome." I scolded, but I had to get up. It's related to my health. The spread of influenza is too frightening. It can spread through the air. No matter how sleepy I am, I have to get up and check.

I put on my clothes and went out of the living room. A total of two medical staff, a man and a woman, were wearing those sealed clothes and waiting with tools. As soon as I sat down on the sofa, I was given a cold thermometer to signal me to put it in my armpit. I did it obediently. Then it was a long wait for a few minutes. I almost fell asleep. The man patted me and motioned me to take it out. I took it. He looked at it and said it was normal. Then he asked me some other questions, such as whether I felt uncomfortable there or not. He also asked Ma Xiaoying, I said no, Ma Xiaoying was also, and then the man and woman left!!!

I went back to my room and continued to sleep. In the evening, Ma Xiaoying was not there, but I heard the sound of cutting things outside. I guess Ma Xiaoying was cooking. When I went out to have a look, it was really true, but it was very simple. Fried poached eggs were very ugly, and the taste Even worse, compared with Lu Meimei, it's just the difference between heaven and earth. She has no talent for cooking.

Outside the temperature is getting lower and lower, in the living room to watch TV to cover the quilt, otherwise mixed with abnormal cold.

My mobile phone continued to turn off, but there was no electricity. The medical staff said that they should pay attention to the food supply first, and they didn't have time to buy chargers. In fact, Ma Xiaoying has a mobile phone and a charger in her home, but she said that the battery broke down and she turned it off with me. I think she lied to me, but I can't help it. I can't expose her face to face.

On the third day at Ma Xiaoying's home, the medical staff came again and still took our temperature. After that, they told us to unseal tomorrow and go out for activities. I was very excited, almost excited to hold the woman who told me the good news. And Ma Xiaoying, she looks like a lost, a word did not say directly back to the room, lying in bed.

I am speechless, can I comfort her?

I don't know.

The medical staff left. I was watching TV in the hall. In fact, I couldn't watch it. My attention was not on the TV screen at all. I was thinking about what I wanted to say to Ma Xiaoying. Over the past two days, I have an impulse to tell her about me and sun magic girl. The result is not important, just say it.

"What's the matter with you?" I went into the room and hugged Ma Xiaoying lying on the bed from behind.

Ma Xiaoying didn't speak.

"Is it because I'm leaving?" I know it. This problem has to be solved all the time. There is no way out. I also want to make it clear that procrastination is worse. It is because of procrastination that I have become what I am today.

Ma Xiaoying still did not speak.

"Well, let's talk about it seriously. You should have some questions for me." I put Ma Xiaoying's head over, looked at me, I also looked at her, "do you have any questions to ask me? It doesn't matter. I'll try to answer it. "

"You Is there another woman? " Ma Xiaoying asked this question, which should have been asked a long time ago.

I nodded.

"Do you love her?"

"Love, love very much, have to love."

"Do you love me?"

"Love."

"Why can you love two at the same time? You are so greedy. " Ma Xiaoying tears around.

"Ma Xiaoying, I don't know. I only love you before I love her, but I don't know. Maybe I have experienced a lot with her. I think it's an inevitable process for me to fall in love with her, which is very reasonable." I feel shameless when I say this, but it's a fact. I've been through so much with sun, and even now we're still going through it, and we're still being tested. Sun is good, going to the end, but without her by my side, my road is crooked. It's my fault from the beginning to the end. Maybe one day I'll pay a heavy price for my fault. I don't know, I don't know I hope so.

"Does she know?" Ma Xiaoying looked at me heartache, "will you tell her?"

"I don't know, maybe. In fact, I feel as bad as you, but I have no other way!"

"What would you do if you could only choose one?"

I don't know, so I didn't answer.

"I know!" Ma Xiaoying tears finally flow out, "how do I do?"

I am speechless, can only hold her, she is crying, the pain is my heart.

"Tell me about her!" More than ten minutes later, Ma Xiaoying said, she finished crying!!!

I said it without reservation. From the first day I entered Feiya, I told Ma Xiaoying all the struggles. In the struggle, I had feelings with sun mengnu, which I couldn't give up.

"The scar on your body? That's how it came about? "