Chapter 408

It's not a choice. It's embarrassing me.

It's aunt Bing who saves sun's daughter. She can't live without saving sun's daughter!

I left Sheng Peng's father's study. He said that he would give me time to think about it. When I think about it clearly, I will go to him. I'm very upset. I haven't met such a choice for a long time, but I don't even have enough time to think about it. I think as long as I want, the sun witch will suffer in it. I wish I were dead. If I was dead, Sheng Peng's father would go to save sun's daughter. I'll die!

When I got downstairs and saw Sheng Peng, * * and Chen Jia, they all asked about the result. I didn't say it, I didn't want to say it, and I didn't want to say it here, so I went to the door and got into my car.

"What on earth?" Sheng Peng was the first to catch up, opened the door and asked me.

"Very good, your father is willing to help!"

"I'm willing to help you. Why do you look like a dead pet at home? You should be happy, you should laugh. " Sheng Peng showed me a smile, "our efforts are not in vain. It's valuable to send out so many people. Thank you very much. Please have a meal when the devil comes out."

"I guess it's conditional." Chen Jia also came, "it's hard, it's hard, isn't it?"

"Isn't it?" Sheng Peng asked me, he should have thought of it, I don't know why he didn't think of it, "what conditions do you tell me, let's find a way to solve it together, it must be OK, one person is short, two people are long."

"I want to be quiet by myself." I'm going to close the car door. Sheng Peng won't let me close it. He asked me to make it clear. I looked at him, "I said, I want to be quiet by myself!"

Sheng Peng wanted to say something else. He was held by * * and then Chen Jia squeezed in.

"I won't disturb your silence." Just wanted to catch Chen Jia off, Chen Jia first made a statement!

I drove and left the mid levels villa to drive downtown. I was hungry and wanted to find a place to eat. But I obviously can't eat it, and I don't know what it tastes like, so I just put it in my mouth. What I think is the two choices. They both hurt people. Which one should I choose? I don't understand what Sheng Peng's father wants to do. He can come up with such a choice!

Maybe Sheng Peng's father is right, either together or let go! If it wasn't for my own experience, I really didn't know it would be like this. It's hard to let go together. It's torture on both sides.

After dinner back in the car, I really want to drink, drunk nothing to think, no trouble, no pain. But I know that if I go to drink, it's not my time, it's the time of devil sun. I won't suffer when I'm drunk. It's devil sun who suffers. So I decided to go home. I drove Chen Jia out of the car and she didn't want to take her home. She would follow me until the matter was solved. She said that she was not only for me, but also for the devil.

I went home and went back to sun's home with Chen Jia. Chen Jia brought me a can of beer and her own can of coke. We sat on the floor of the living room, just like the whole neurotic.

"Chen Jia, have you ever tried a hard time to choose? If you are in trouble and both sides are suffering, what would you choose? "

"I don't know. I haven't tried that. I can't answer you." Chen Jia sat a little closer to me, "or you can tell me the story first, and I can analyze it for you. Although it may not be useful, it is absolutely not harmful, right? We all want to help you. We all want to help Mr. Sun. It's really bad that you just rejected Sheng Peng thousands of miles away. "

"Chen Jia, I say you talk too much, you really talk too much!"

"People will change, so will you. There's nothing wrong with talking too much. Isn't that what Mr. Sun wants? She has always said that I am a cold type. I hope I can have some sunshine. In fact, I feel sunny in my heart, but I don't know how to show it. "

"Do you like sunshine? Hehe, at the beginning, I thought you were a machine, only able to execute orders, but slowly I found that you are very cute, you are obedient, even if you are wrong

"Don't talk about me, talk about your choice!"

I told Chen Jia about two different choices and all kinds of difficulties in choosing. It's much more comfortable to say it, but it's just a moment's pleasure. It's not settled. Even after it's settled, it won't be comfortable. Because there will be no perfect solution at all. Any choice will hurt others, not myself. If I hurt myself, I'm really willing to bear it. No, it's also hurting me. Hurting any of them is equal to hurting me. I'll be uneasy all my life.

"Who do you love more?" Chen Jia asked me, "Mr. Sun?"

"I don't know, I think so!" I thought about it, "aunt Bing, I think it's a very distant dream. This dream has become real, and I'm afraid. In fact, I should have maintained a good state of mind early in the morning, so that I would not cause so much trouble and could not clean up the situation today. "

"It's not like that."

"It's not like this, it's like that?"

"Do you mean that if you have no feelings for Sheng Bing, you can hurt her at will? Will you tell Sheng Peng's father immediately, "you choose the first one?" Chen Jia sighed, "for a woman like Sheng Bing, you can't have no love for her at all. She is always paying for others, any big price. I have great respect for Mr. Sun, but I am sure that Mr. Sun may not always be able to do this. So you really can't hurt Sheng Bing. She has suffered great harm for you. That's not what she should bear. She could have ignored it. Instead of doing that, she has done great deeds. It's difficult for anyone. People can do it without hesitation. Do you have the heart to hurt such people? "I think what Chen Jia said is reasonable.

"As for Mr. Sun, today, I begin to think that this is fate. Maybe Mr. Sun is really destined to be like this. Sheng Bing has saved her once, and saving her again will cost more..." At this point, Chen Jia suddenly stopped talking.

"Say it

"I don't know, don't say, you choose for yourself!"

In fact, I don't know what Chen Jia wants to say? She must want to tell me that if sun is here, she will let me choose not to hurt Sheng Bing. Sun is a person who knows her kindness. Even if it's not for such kindness, according to sun's character, she would rather suffer herself than others. She would choose this way.

And I, just because I knew that sun would think and choose like this, I felt embarrassed. It's so cruel. Why must aunt Bing and demon sun bear it? What's the matter with me? If I go to bear, they don't need pain and can continue to be good friends. For example, if I go to jail for my whole life, until I die, I can still see the two of them, or come to see me together, or alone. In this way, it will comfort me to see them well and myself in jail.

Ah, if only the Chinese law could answer the crime? I can go instead of sun, I will go without hesitation.

"Chen Jia, I feel like I'm going crazy. What am I going to do? Do you really want to hurt sun? What's the difference between that and not saving her? "

"Then you hurt Sheng Bing."

"Aunt Bing, I can't hurt her."

"Then you hurt Mr. Sun."

"Why is it all harm?"

"Sometimes life is just like this. You need to make many painful, regretful and helpless choices. Whatever it is, it is a part of your life and a part of your company forever. Maybe you try to think that injury is inevitable. You don't want to think about the problem of no injury any more. You just want to minimize the injury. Who is more tolerant and who needs you more. "

"How can I hear that you want me to give up the sun witch? She must be more tolerant than aunt Bing. "

"Don't underestimate Sheng Bing. She is better than Sun Zong. There is another problem. If you say that you don't like Shengbing and don't love Shengbing, you should stop doing it. Maybe she has only one feeling, that is, she is not familiar with people. She doesn't think you should have anything to do with her because she has done something for you and helped you a lot. She helps you. She thinks it's normal. It's her character. So it's not necessarily hurt! Mr. Sun is different. If you give up at last, Mr. Sun will remember it all your life, because no matter what choice you make, it's for her. In this way, Mr. Sun's life may be ruined! Another point is that it sounds mean. At last, Sheng Bing will understand that his brother forced you to make the choice. She left her just to save the devil, and she will forgive you. However, Sheng Bing, a woman with a strong heart, may live a lifetime It's not so good

"How do I sound like crap?"

"I just want to tell you that if you choose Mr. Sun, Sheng Bing will be less harmful."

Is that so? Is that what Chen Jia analyzed?

Next, I didn't talk to Chen Jia about it any more. I'm so upset. I'm going to take a bath.

After taking a bath, Chen Jia fell asleep on the sofa. I wanted to move her, but I was afraid to wake her up. In the end, I didn't do anything. I went to the refrigerator and took two cans of beer. It was more comfortable after drinking. Then I fell asleep too!

The next morning, I was patted up. Before I opened my eyes, I smelled a fragrance. It was the smell of the familiar sun witch. I hugged her and opened my eyes to see that it was Chen Jia instead of sun. She took a bath with sun's bath liquid, so I misunderstood her. It's not my fault. In the early morning, half of the brain cells didn't wake up.

"I'm sorry!"

"Can you let go first?"

Gu said sorry and forgot to let Chen Jia go first.

After I wash and change clothes, Chen Jia and I go out together. I take her back to manqiao, and I go to Sheng Pengjia. When I got to the gate of Banshan villa, I didn't drive in immediately. I really didn't know how to choose.

According to what Chen Jia said last night, I think it would be better to hurt aunt Bing, because she will recover faster than magic girl sun, who needs me more than she does. Only in this way, I told Sheng Peng his father the answer, but it turned out to be an answer that hurt aunt Bing. What would Sheng Peng's father do? Do you really want to help me save the granddaughter? To me such a heartless person, will it? Is it worth it? Because think of this, think of me, the whole life has changed, so I hesitated!