Chapter 93: Team Terra

Chapter 93: Team Terra

September 7th 2089

This is Irene, the automaton Kira and I have been working on these past few months. I said as I finished introducing Irene to the girls. Nice to meet you Irene. The girls responded politely. Irene returned their greetings before giving them all a once over and letting loose an impressed whistle. Shit, Terra, are these three broads your harem? Irene asked. I nodded, leading Irene to slapping me on the back Nice fucking work! As expected of the boss! Irene gave a grin to the startled girls, and then turned her attention to Rin. Whos the furball? Im not a furball! Im Rin! I call it like I see it, ya damn furball. Irene told Rin. Hmph, then youre a boiler brain! Rin taunted back.

Ahn?!? You wanna repeat that? Ive been thinking of getting a fox skin scarf, ya damn furball! Irene was sounding completely like a mobster with her speech now. Rin was unintimidated Sorry, I didnt hear anything but pssh, pssh. Boiler brain! Why you cheeky fuck! Irene glared at Rin, who chose to expand to a similar height to glare back. The two butted heads and looked like they were about to get into it. I sighed once and promptly flicked both of them on the forehead. *Clang* *Whine* Both Irene and Rin, who transformed into her human form after the strike, backed away while holding their foreheads. The other girls started giggling at their misfortune.

Damnit, Boss! Force calculations and damage assessment indicate that this shouldnt be hurting this much!! How the hell is this possible?! Irene complained while holding her forehead. Owwie! Master, it hurts! Rin let out a fox-like whine as she looked at me with watery eyes. Poor, poor Rin. You should have learned by now that you shouldnt look so cute while in proximity to Kira and Hikari. *Glomp* MASTER, HELP! Rin cried out as Kira and Hikari were fighting over who got to hold her. Veronica impassively watched them with amusement twinkling in her eyes, showing no inclination to go and save Rin from the others.

Ha! Take that you damn furball! Irene cackled at Rins predicament. I ignored her as I proceeded to talk Alright, listen up everyone. Irene will be staying here at the apartment in the spare bedroom. Shell be gone often since I asked her to assist me in hunting down Pandemonium. Rin, youll be helping her. My statement was met with a collective WHAT!?! from the girls, Irene, and even Rin. Master! Why do I have to work with boiler brain? Damnit, boss! I dont want to work with the furball! Faster than it took to blink, I flicked both Irene and Rin in the forehead again. They wisely voiced no further objections as they nursed their injured foreheads.

I turned to look at Kira, Veronica, and Hikari, who were all glaring at me. What is your guys problem? The three of them gave me a pointed look. Hikari was the first to speak In this plan to go after Pandemonium, why are we not mentioned? Before I could say anything, Veronica cut me off You better not say its too dangerous. Kira then added Yeah, Terra. We want to help!

I looked at the three of them, who were looking at me rebelliously. Look, the truth is that it is going to be very dangerous. I dont want to risk losing any of you. Kira shouted back angrily at my words Dont be so selfish! Youre not the only one who worries! Did it ever occur to you that we dont want to risk losing you?!? Idiot! Veronica then quietly followed up Terra, youve done so much for us, but we dont want to be so dependent. We want to support you as you have supported us. Thats what a loving relationship is all about. Hikari nodded in agreement We, I in particular, may not be as strong as you, but that doesnt mean we cant improve. We want to help anyway we can, so help us become strong so we can stand by your side.

Breathe. If you want to fight demons, you have to be able to kill. This is something that Minato, Kira, and Vera have all done. This is something they can do without hesitation, even to other intelligent beings. Yet Im still hesitating. Its not even a person and yet Im still hesitating. Is it really this hard to willfully kill? I want to be able to protect three of the most important people in my life and I still cant muster up the courage?

I think I now see why Minato doesnt really like talking about his job and the things hes done in the other world. Ha, my naivety must have looked so stupid to him as I pestered him about the monsters he slayed or the criminals he caught. *Sniff* I can feel some tears rolling down my face and I know that I must appear really pathetic to him right now, not even able to kill a couple of bunnies. *Sniff* *Hic* How can I even claim to love him when I dont even understand him? *Sniff* *Hic* *Sniff*

My rumination was interrupted when a pair of familiar arms gently took away the katana and wrapped around me. Its okay. Its okay. Dont cry. Minato soothingly whispered as he pulled me into his embrace. Its not supposed to be easy at first. Killing is dirty and repulsive. Its only natural that someone still innocent like you would be so troubled. This can break someone who is not ready for it, and its not something so easily fixed. His voice was so understanding and so kind, and he sounded far, far older than his actual age. Its okay if you dont do it. Its fine to keep that innocence, you know? he continued comforting me. I could tell that he really meant it too.

He was broken, wasnt he? Kira told me about Hafor, and about how Minato couldnt move past that for the longest time. She told me how he had relived the event using magic in order to track the bandits, and how he never confided about it to anyone. He carried the burden alone for such a long time before finally coming to terms with it. I never mentioned it to Minato, waiting for the time to come when he would tell me himself. But I dont think he ever will. I know its why that lovable goofball I played with as a child transformed into the cold, silent loner. Is he ashamed of himself? Does he feel tarnished by what hes done? Is that why hes so accepting of my inability to kill?

Kira told me about Hafor. I blurted out those words before I could stop myself. Minato let loose a small sigh Yeah, that messed me up a lot. Im over it, but the scars are still there and they wont fade for a long time. Kira and Veronica also have their own scars from the other world. We all have been messed up. Thats why its fine if youre not like us. No, its not fine. How can I call myself Kira and Veras friend and Minatos fianc if I cant even make myself experience a simple sliver of the challenges they have overcome.

I extricated myself from Minatos embrace, grabbed my katana from him, and immediately slashed downwards towards the animals. A strange sensation seemed to flow into me from the blade, and the next thing I know a small blade of light emanated downwards from the steel. The bunnies were chopped into clean pieces and a deep cut appeared on the ground. I quivered a little bit from the shock of my first kills as the blood splattered across me, but my will held firm. Ill stand by those precious to me, no matter what.

I turned back to Minato, who had his adorable surprised face on, and smiled Ill be by your side no matter what. Who cares if youre messed up, I love you and thats what counts. Everything else is just details. I flashed a look towards Kira and Vera and added That goes for you two as well! For the first time in this relationship, I was the calm one while Minato, Kira and Vera were all surprised. It was a rather refreshing feeling. My new sword was still humming, although Id like to think it was laughing along with me. If its going to be my new partner, it deserves a good name I think that Dynamo is a good fit.