My name is Yin Si Yao.
From the moment I remember, I seem to be carrying a disgraceful identity: illegitimate son.
From the moment I was sensible, I knew that I could not let anyone understand my mind.
Because those people, good to me, are with other purposes.
These people also include my mother, Ma Yan.
Yes, I can't even trust my mother.
When I knew that I had a half sister, I realized that for my mother, children were just tools, tools to collect money.
Because of my existence, my mother gets a lot of money every year.
With this money, we live a very natural and comfortable life in this small county.
However, she is not satisfied, again and again in my ears, brainwashing me, forcing me to go back to my ancestors.
It's OK, anyway, I'm tired of staying in this small county for so many years.
It's better to go back and see where the Yin family is.
of course, before I go back, I have to make a full disguise for myself: a dandy.
Only if you become like this, you will let the people there feel at ease.
Only when you don't do your job will the other party believe that you are a good person to control.
In fact, it is not difficult to act.
What's more, over the years, my mother has always regarded me as a dandy.
If I didn't read too much, I would have become a dandy.
In fact, there is no lack of dandies around me. I don't even need to learn from them. It's enough to imitate the behaviors of those people around me.
So, I cheated everyone very well.
Including the mother who never cared about herself.
The opportunity finally came.
The first son of the Yin family took the initiative to take him back to the Yin family.
it's God's help. I also
when I go back this time, I must have a good insight into the Yin family, which is the same as the legendary Empire, and see how his elder brother looks like
just returned to Yin's house, he was like Grandma Liu entering the Grand View Garden, which was really at a loss.
Always feel that everyone is looking at themselves with a sneer, despise themselves.
I can only make myself look more dandy, which is used to disguise my guilty heart and panic.
However, there is a pair of eyes in the crowd, so kind and clear.
She didn't look at herself with scorn like the others.
There is no impurity of contempt and doubt themselves.
But facing her eyes, I feel a little flustered.
Subconsciously, respond with a vicious attitude.
But then, I regret it.
It's hard to find a person who is not hostile to her. Why should she treat her like this?
after all, she is still pregnant.
A woman named ran Xiwei appeared beside her. She seemed to understand men's mind and approached me actively.
I know, she was close to me for a purpose.
However, how about
I just need a woman to show my dandy.
Even without ran Xiwei, I still need other women to help me perform this scene.
Sure enough, ran Xiwei took advantage of me and spent all the money in my hands.
But I don't care.
Because even if ran Xiwei didn't spend my money, my mother Ma Yan would have ruined my family property.
Especially when I knew that all the money was finally put into Gu Xi Xi's account, I felt inexplicably happy.
It seems that this money is my apology for the bad words I have made to her before.
Well, it must be.
I tried to maintain the image of a dandy, but I didn't expect that the person who broke this image was not from the outside, but my sister Ma Ying Ying Ying.
The appearance of British and British made my dandy image completely destroyed.
Because, I can't let my sister follow suit.
So, I began to make friends with big brother.
Yes, I admit, I'm not big brother's opponent.
No, I don't even have the qualifications for my opponent.
Big brother is really like a God's residence. He is an emperor with incomparable momentum.
In fact, I envy big brother very much.
He is the legitimate son of Yin family, and I am just a common son.
In fact, the most enviable thing is that he has such a good wife.
That's the most beautiful woman I've ever seen.
so kind, pure, firm and intelligent, as if all the beautiful words in the world were added to her, it would not be too much.She's like a goddess, worth looking up to.
The goddess saved Ying Ying Ying. At the moment when she knew this, her mood was really complicated.
Originally did not hate her, now, seems to start a little like her.
The more times she appears in front of her, the more I seem to care about her.
I know this is not allowed. She is my sister-in-law, and I can never have other thoughts about her.
However, the heart is the most difficult thing to control.
Day by day, I fell into her smile.
When she decided to clean up her mood and face up to this wonderful relationship, she was murdered.
The day she gave birth, the whole family was present.
Listen to her and big brother's parting, listen to her tearful farewell.
His heart, as if also by a hand mercilessly tearing.
If you really forget yourself, will you still remember me
No, you probably won't remember me at all
after all, in your eyes, I'm insignificant.
However, the thought that you would forget me made it difficult to breathe.
Gu Xi Xi, you want to live, as long as you live, there will be opportunities in the future.
If you die, no one in the world will understand my heart.
Gu Xi, elder sister-in-law
please, live
the secret medicine of the cloud family is really domineering. You choose to leave, and the moment you give birth to a child, your memory is clear, and we all become strangers.
Looking at your strange and alienated eyes, my heart, dull pain.
I know I am not qualified to heartache, but I really can not control the greedy heart.
I just want to enjoy the pain quietly.
Even if no one shares.
Three years, three years.
Big brother can think of you openly, but I can only hide in no one's corner, silently recall with you once get along with bit by bit.
Yes, I can't even think about your past.
It can only be sneaky.
In the past three years, I have changed a lot.
I no longer need to pretend to be a dandy, no longer need to deny myself for the sake of other people's eyes.
However, there is something I haven't changed in the past three years.
That is, a waiting heart.
Three years, too lonely.
It's so lonely.
Lonely, I can't help looking for a girl who looks like you.
I raised her up and did nothing.
Just think of you, go to her, and then through her eyebrows, quietly think, at this time, where you will be, what you will do.
The girl is very clever. She can see what I mean, but she doesn't tear it apart.
We need and depend on each other so tacitly.
Until one day, my family told me that you had returned home, and I couldn't describe my feelings at that time.
Cheering and nervous
maybe, maybe all, maybe none.
All I know is, I'm really happy.
Because I can see you again
however, I dare not face you.
I'm so afraid that you say to me, "who are you?"
I think this is the thing I fear most.
Yes, I'm afraid you don't remember me.
I can only look at you from afar.
I saw you again, but I didn't expect it was when my father showed up.
All of us are angry and struggling, all of us are crazy to express our feelings.
Only you noticed me.
Is it ridiculous
even if you lose your memory, you still instinctively see through my heart.
Gu Xi Xi, you said, are we really predestined
at that time, when you said those words to me, at the moment when I talked to you crazily, you know, I really wanted to cry.
I really want to cry with you.
Why, the world is so big and there are so many people. You are the only one who understands me. Thank you for your comfort and your presence.
Thank you, let me find the comfort of soul again.
Watching you with my own eyes, the change day by day, the deepening of my feelings with big brother, my mood is really complex and complicated.
Happy for you and sad for yourself.
After all, you are still extravagant, right?
people, you can't be greedy.
There will be retribution.I didn't expect that after you recover your memory, Yingying would fall in love with big brother like crazy
God, when I knew about this, I felt my world was collapsing
why should I be so cruel to me
Why did I see you again? Why did my sister come out to hurt you again I will never allow it to be
unfortunately, Yingying did not listen to my advice.
I'm sorry. I've given you trouble
this sister, I'm really disappointed, even more disappointed than my mother Ma Yan
I've done my utmost to her.
Therefore, when you said that you should do your duty as a sister-in-law and look for a wife for me, I agreed without any hesitation.
As long as that person is the sister-in-law likes, I like it.
So I went to the girl who was raised by me, said goodbye to her, and completely ended the past resentment.
I will happily marry the wife you choose for me.
But I didn't expect that my worried mother caused you trouble again.
Oh, really, I'm sorry
you shouldn't have sent me that message.
Because, that's my last straw.
Once I hold on, I can't let go of my life.
However, you still hair, I also seized this straw.
However, I have no regrets. There is a president who wants to marry me. I will guard the rest of the time.
No matter what happens, till death.
But, Xi Xi, what to do
I seem to have lost the ability to love.
It seems that I can't fall in love with Wei Ziyu.
I'm sorry.
This is what I want to say to you. One more, I'm sorry.
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