CH 39.2

His hair is full of his scent, a touch of bluebells.

From midsummer to early winter, from fingertips to his heart.

Lu Xiao felt his heart thump badly, and the desire in his body became more and more intensified. He slowly folded his arms and held Ye Cheng firmly in his arms.

Feeling his strength, Ye Cheng never struggled at all. He let him hug him tighter, and buried his face on his shoulder.

Someone has done an experiment, which proves that after two people hug each other for a long time, they will develop a sense of trust.

But Lu Xiao felt that the experiment was not rigorous enough.

Because the moment he hugged Ye Cheng, he felt that the whole world belonged to him.

He completely trusts this person and he is willing to give everything to him.

He wants to experience his happiness, experience his pain, and empathize with everything about him.

Rarely, a very stylish sentence floated in his mind—

I am not a person who likes to work hard, but if the end of hard work is you , I am willing to give it a try.

The snow falling outside the window was lingering and mournful, smearing the hazy feelings of the room.

***

Early the next morning, Qingshan sent a car to pick him up.

Meng Li changed from last night’s madness, was put into the car with dull eyes, and was taken away by Mrs. Wang.

Yesterday, Ye Cheng came back to the guest room, calmed down and asked for a long time, thinking that things could not be so simple.

According to this trend, 80% of the reason why Lu Xiao will leave school next semester is because of Meng Li’s illness.

Lu Yaoshan also got involved in this matter, so regardless of whether the domestic violence is real or not, he will definitely return to China next year.

By then, he should know what happened.

Ye Cheng watched the ambulance leave and asked, “Are you really not going to escort her? I’ll go back home.”

“Don’t go.” Lu Xiao also looked at the ambulance that was walking away, and said, “My mother never let me follow her for treatment. If I saw that process, she would go crazy even more.”

Ye Cheng nodded.

He heard Huang Shengan say that some mental illnesses require electric shock therapy, which sounds cruel, and family members should not be able to see that kind of scene.

Lu Xiao was used to sending Meng Li away like this, and he went back and forth many times.

He yawned and said, “Let’s go, I’m going back to do my winter vacation homework, doesn’t it mean that I don’t have time to write in the winter camp?”

The winter camp they reported started three days later, and Ye Cheng had attended it.

The summer camp of an institution will indeed make people too busy to take care of school homework.

The two entered the door while talking, and the family members left, leaving only them and an aunt who was in charge of cleaning and cooking.

Lu Xiao asked, “What exactly are you going to do these two weeks? Are you going to spray with foreigners around a bonfire?”

The corners of Ye Cheng’s mouth twitched: “It’s almost like this. This organization pays attention to learning while playing games. Chances are they will set up a salon or a party, and then let us communicate by ourselves.”

“That’s very good, I just need to communicate with you .” Lu Xiao pushed open the door of the study and let him go in first.

Ye Cheng didn’t know whether to laugh or cry: “If you only communicate with me, what kind of winter camp would you apply for?”

They sat down at the desk. The table was very wide, and one person took up a space.

Lu Xiao has many questions: “Where do we live, do we live in tents?”

Ye Cheng said, “According to past experience, it should be a hotel with two people in a standard room.”

Lu Xiao’s mood finally brightened: “Can I share a room with you?”

“That’s it, just tell the teacher.” Ye Cheng opened the winter vacation homework and said.

Lu Xiao didn’t care about his homework, so he struck while the iron was hot and said, “Then, can I have you sleep in my room tonight?”

His tone was like that of a clinging child, Ye Cheng smiled and dragged his voice, “Yes-”

Satisfied, Lu Xiao grabbed the pen and started doing the questions.

The study was silent, except for the sound of paper and pencil rubbing.

This is not the first time they have studied together, but after Lu Xiao wrote two questions, his attention started to get distracted, and he always wanted to look at the person next to him.

His eyes glanced at the paper and his right hand, and he didn’t know what he was writing indiscriminately.

Ye Cheng was much more attentive than him, with Airpods in his ears, doing math problems attentively.

The room seemed to be too hot, Lu Xiao licked his dry lips, and moved around on the seat, as if bitten by an ant.

After a while, he reached out and grabbed Ye Cheng’s earphones, looking for something to say: “What are you listening to, let me listen too.”

Ye Cheng was caught off guard by the earphone he took off, and his calloused fingertips brushed against his earlobe.

He raised his head in confusion, only to see Lu Xiao putting the earphone in his ear.

Lu Xiao thought he would listen to some light music or white noise to help him concentrate on the questions.

But there was indeed a love song coming from the earphones, and it was quite an old song – “Similar to Love”.

Recently, I feel the same way as I do.

It’s something like love.

We are close to each other on the same day.

That’s love / not maybe.

……

The lyrics of the 20th century are very straightforward, and the melodies are soft and beautiful.

Although the singing sounded a little unsmooth, Lu Xiao was still stabbed hard.

Similar to love, isn’t that what he feels to Ye Cheng?

He turned his head away, Ye Cheng had already lowered his head and continued to do his homework.

The sideburns half cover the ears, because the distance is very close, the lavender blood vessels behind the ears can be clearly seen.

His eyelashes fluttered occasionally, the peak of his nose was straight and delicate, and the corners of his mouth twitched into a small arc while answering the questions.

Just looking at his face, Lu Xiao felt that he couldn’t treat him as a brother.

There are so many good-looking people in the world, but he is the only one who is in the hands of this person.

Originally, he thought that he was just bewitched by beauty, but only when he was Ye Cheng would Lu Xiao feel this way, not anyone else.

It was Ye Cheng who would supervise his studies and forbid him to fall.

It was Ye Cheng who would hug him and exchange secrets with him in the snowy night.

The more he understood this truth, the less he dared to express his thoughts rashly.

He was afraid – afraid that Ye Cheng would reject him, and even more afraid that Ye Cheng would break up with him.

In Lu Xiao’s view of the world, if they can’t be lovers, they will die of old age and never communicate with each other.

He has always been a resolute and impulsive person, but this time, he has lost all of his resoluteness, and there are only temptations and hesitations.

Suddenly, Ye Cheng seemed to have sent him a peek, raised his head and looked over.

Lu Xiao was caught on the spot, and he didn’t even have time to look away.

He blinked his eyes in a panic, thinking that Ye Cheng was going to mock him.

‌Ye Cheng just stretched out his hand and snatched back his earphones.

“If you don’t pay attention to the questions, you’re just going to listen to songs? How did you get the 600 pages down?” He said speechlessly.

Lu Xiao didn’t dare to make a sound and let him take the earphones away.

He thought to myself, how did he finish it? Because every time he thinks about it, he forces himself to do a history question.

Later, he was working on it, and before he knew it, six hundred pages were finished.

He doesn’t even know how many times he thinks about it a day.

If Ye Cheng knew about his messy heart, he would definitely feel like a prophet.

This guy, Lu Xiao, is a love brain, even more so than Tan Xiaoqi.

Once you are tempted, you will have no desire to study.

Ye Cheng could see that his heart was not on his homework, but he just didn’t know why.

He tried to ask: “What’s the matter, do you want to play games? Why don’t you play a game first?”

Lu Xiao thought about it, but he couldn’t read a single word.

So the two put down the pen, picked up the phone and opened it.

Soon, Lu Xiao realized that this method would not work.

Because he is not at all like Yidao, who goes up recklessly as soon as he gets the goods.

He began to worry about Ye Cheng, and turned his head to worry.

For fear that Ye Cheng would be shot, for fear that Ye Cheng had no supplies, for fear that Ye Cheng would not be able to keep up with him.

In the end, Ye Cheng became irritable: “Brother, what are you doing? That person was so close to me just now, why are you looking back at me?”

Only when he really wanted to roll his eyes would he call people “brother”.

Lu Xiao was silent.

Ye Cheng looked at him carefully and said, “Do you not want to play games? Are you addicted to smoking? Or do you want to watch cartoons?”

Lu Xiao was instantly angry: “‌ I want to watch cartoons? Can you stop treating me like a three-year-old child?”

He remembered how Ye Cheng described his responsibility as “mature, steady, gentle and considerate”.

Fuck, isn’t that subconscious? Is he not mature enough, not gentle and considerate enough?

Lu Xiao stood up without hesitation, opened the door and walked out to the terrace to let the cold wind blow in.

Ye Cheng’s face was inexplicable. Isn’t this person a three-year-old child? No one can tell me.

There were a lot of ice ridges on the terrace, and when the cold wind blew, the mind was much clearer.

Lu Xiao knocked off a piece of ice with one punch, it was really annoying.

When did he become so indecisive?

Fuck, this is not his style.

He angrily took out his mobile phone and threw dice on his trumpet.

Odd numbers are to confess, even numbers are to act stupid.

After that, he threw three even numbers in a row.

Lu Xiao was dying of anger, fuck, why don’t you let people live?

He rubbed his hair with his hands, and in the end, he secretly swore in his heart: If he gets three A’s in the exam, he’ll confess to Ye Cheng.

T/N: Son, I hope you get three A’s. I’m rooting for you!!