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As soon as Lin mengran finished, Liu Ruyan was stunned. She was staring at Lin mengran with an incredible look on her face. Her face was full of consternation. It seemed that she had been punctured and couldn't move.

Liu Ruyan's reaction, Lin mengran had thought of it for a long time. When she said this idea, she was not confident enough. She also felt embarrassed and her face turned red.

Liu Ru fireworks for a long time, this finally slow God, she is really Lin mengran just that sentence to shock.

"She said to Lin mengran," sister mengran, do you really have this plan? "

Lin mengran blushed and nodded: "yes, I've been thinking about this problem these days. Since sunisa can do this, why can't I?"

"But, but here." Liu Ruyan said excitedly, "but this is not in line with the national conditions, and you are still a member of the Lin family. If your family knows, they will not agree with you."

Lin mengran waved his hand and said, "before we do some things, we should not think about the difficulties. Just do it boldly. Considering so much will not help you at all."

"But don't you feel aggrieved to do so?"

Lin mengran sighed: "aggrieved, of course aggrieved, but what can I do?"

"Since Zhao Yang left Ruoshui school and came to the United States, I found that I had fallen in love with him."

"In those years, what I thought most about every day was Zhao Yang. Every day, their smiling faces would come to my mind. Every bit of us in Ruoshui school, like a movie, would be shown in my mind every day."

"The age gap between Zhao Yang and me is too big. I know that I am not suitable for him. I am so old and he is so young. So when I was sure that I had fallen in love with Zhao Yang, I gave myself an order in my heart, that is to completely drive Zhao Yang away from my heart and return to normal. I'm just his elder martial sister and he's just my younger martial brother. "

"Then I kept encouraging myself, constantly hinted at myself in my heart, constantly looking for Zhao Yang's shortcomings, and constantly persuading myself to drive him out of my heart."

"As a result, the more I do this, the more I find myself in love with him. Through that time of trying, I find that it is impossible to drive Zhao Yang out of my heart."

"In the days after that, I slowly accepted this fact. And that's what happened now. " Lin mengran said with emotion.

Liu Ruyan also sighed. She felt the same. She had experienced almost the same thing as Lin mengran, so she could understand her feelings.

Liu Ruyan looked at Lin mengran and said, "sister mengran, let me be fair. In fact, in my eyes, you and Zhao Yang should be together most, because only you and Zhao Yang have the deepest feelings between us. I don't think you should give up. Although I have offended a few other people by saying this, it's the real idea in my heart. "

Lin mengran shook his head and said, "I'm old and big. Zhao Yang is so old that I can be her mother. Where can I match him? If you want him to choose, you must also choose people who are similar to him or younger than him. The children born in this way are healthier. "

Liu Ruyan looked at Lin mengran's face and said, "sister mengran, your skin now is just a baby's skin. How can you look old? Even snow's skin, but also than it, do not be so self-confident

"If I'm not wrong, it's not the pills given by the king that make you change so much. It's Zhao Yang, right?"

Lin mengran's eyes are full of surprise. She can't help but ask Liu Ruyan, "how do you know?"

Liu Ruyan said with a smile: "with women's intuition, when we asked you this question that day, I found that your eyes and Zhao Yang's eyes were flashing. I knew that you must have not told the truth."

Lin mengran sighed: "or you observe carefully, it's all found for you."

Liu Ruyan suddenly became interested. She asked Lin mengran curiously, "sister mengran, how did Zhao Yang do it?"

Lin mengran was a little embarrassed to respond: "he used his vitality to dredge my tendons and meridians, so that I could become what I am now."

Liu Ruyan looked at Lin mengran with envy and said, "although I'm not from the Jianghu, I've heard you talk about the value of vitality before. I know it's very difficult to cultivate it. Zhao yangken uses his vitality to dredge your tendons and meridians, which shows how important your position in her heart is."

Liu Ruyan said with envy: "so, sister mengran, I really envy you, but don't worry, I just envy you."

Lin mengran also has a happy smile on her face. Of course, she knows how much Zhao Yang has paid for her, so she is very grateful to Zhao Yang. And now she wants to go the same way as sunisa. It's because Zhao Yang has paid so much for her that she makes this decision.Lin mengran took Liu Ruyan's hand and said to her earnestly: "Ruyan, if you really love Zhao Yang, then go to love boldly, don't suppress yourself, don't care about the future, don't set so many difficulties and obstacles for yourself, follow your heart. You don't have to be so afraid of your hands and feet. "

"Of course, if you can't accept the current situation, the best way is to make a clean break, drive Zhao Yang out of your heart from now on, and then start your life again. I also support you."

After listening to Lin mengran's words, Liu Ruyan began to meditate. After chatting with Lin mengran today, she suddenly accepted too many ideas, which she didn't dare to think about before. She suddenly poured in too many ideas. She felt her head was in a mess and didn't know what to do.

Liu Ruyan looked up at Lin mengran and said, "sister mengran, will you let me think about it? I'm in a mess right now. "

Lin mengran patted the back of Liu Ruyan's hand and said with a smile, "of course, in a word, I hope you can follow what you think in your heart. Come on

Liu Ruyan smiles and nods, "I'll think it over."

At this point, Liu Ruyan thought of something. She said to Lin mengran with some embarrassment: "sister mengran, I'm really sorry. I told Zhao Yang one thing without your permission."

"What's the matter?" Lin mengran asked with some doubts.

"I told Zhao Yang about the Wulin meeting." Liu Ruyan then lowered his head.

Lin mengran was stunned for a while. After a long time, he sighed and said, "ah! Forget it. If you don't tell me, I believe he will know about it after he goes back to China. It's just the difference between knowing earlier and knowing later. "

"I'm sorry! Sister mengran, it's all my fault. " Liu Ruyan sincerely apologized.

Lin mengran took Liu Ruyan's hand and said with a smile, "Ruyan, don't be so polite to me. I know you're actually saying it for my good. You hope Zhao Yang can take part in this dance forest meeting, and then help me win tianlingcao and cure my mother. You mean well. How can I blame you? "

Speaking of this, Lin mengran sighed: "it's just that Zhao Yang is useless even if he goes to participate. Now in our eyes, Zhao Yang's martial arts is very powerful, but in the Wulin, his martial arts can only be regarded as the upper level at most. In the Wulin, there are heaven and people outside the sky."

"Since he's not the best, it's no use for him to attend the Wulin conference. Only when the winner becomes the leader of the Wulin league can he get tianlingcao. So there's no need to toss about. " Lin mengran said here again with a sigh.