Chapter 806: Chapter 804-A Deal.
My senses flashed for a moment. I felt my whole body go light and useless, my mind flashing with extreme thoughts as the whispers of corruption were heard.
"!@#$%^&* ( ) @#$%^&@#$%^@#$%^&*~"
Each word shimmered into my mind, this level of purity and divinity might be above my current level as I felt the whole world twist and turn around me, a pressure so high that thw sound my own body cracking surrounded me. I felt as if I was withering into the world of another, one that I have no right to touch upon.
'The kingdom of chaos'
A thought appeared in my mind as I felt the connection take hold. The ideology of the capture target in the sense of form is from corruption, but the main power holding it in allows for these girls to blast open as gates to Rehtes' chaos-the highest component of power-that's the one that allows this gate to open far beyond the seal that was placed.
The funny thing about it is the fact that even Order supported this. The high divine authority going against chaos is Order, and even that is insupport of this little scheme, which allows for the opening. Thus, my senses exploded as I kept being rammed all over, the purity in this place ramming against my head.
My current divine might being so fragile and useless against it that I felt like a little pawn that could be crushed at any moment. The corruption here was trying to take over my own corruption and change me into a toy under the corruption of this order, but my original purity stayed for the moment. These little things derived from other divine corruptions not reaching the level where they could deal with me.
But it wasn't helping me much either, as I felt my body flatten and twist. The same thing I had tried to do to Sonia now came back at me, as I felt as if a hammer was hitting against my head again and again. The reaction took hold as I felt my body being stripped apart and pulled. It was within this that everything paused.
The world and I seemingly froze as a voice of corruption responded in my mind.
"OH? What's a cutie like you trying to do?~"
The first whispers rang against my mind as I felt my head explode, desires so hidden in my heart running rampant as if I just wanted to let loose and destroy everything around me, to control and take over the girls. The voice, not minding it all, continued.
"I don't have a lot of time, but it would seem you have tried to do something stupid. You should consider yourself lucky that I was the one that showed up..."
As the voice spoke of this, I fell onto my last legs, my senses hammering more and more as if I felt unworthy to even hear this voice shuffling against me, trying to crush my senses and take over me. She wasn't trying anything, but this is the natural reaction happening within my own sense because I am still incomplete.
"I like what you tried to do, and this pawn isn't of much use to the whole plan. I can give her to you, but at a cost~"
As the voice teased, I only felt myself getting even more pressed from my own personal senses, feeling as if she was sucking me away.
'It was worth it all, though'
I thought as Farah stood beside me, holding me with love, care, and wonder as she spoke.
"Did it have to be done, Master?"
She asked with an utmost careful and worshipping tone, but I couldn't reply for now. Closing my eyes for a moment, my gas tank was empty in the sense that I had used a lot of my power, and it wasn't easy fighting against that which made me tired to no end. I controlled myself, feeling everything swirling around me.
And along with it, I took deep breaths, my galaxy whirling around, and with it, Farah gave me a touch, a small gasp of her own rising divinity flowing into me. And with that little touch, the whole spark lit again, and within a blink of an eye, I was okay. All the pressure around me has
disappeared away.
"I'm fine"
I spoke to Farah, who was looking at me with worry. My gaze opened up as I stood straight, my body still brimming with power, but I could also feel that I was running on low gas, referring to my divine power. My eyes first focused on Sonia, who was lying peacefully on the bed, seemingly as if a burden was taken away from her chest.
'I broke the first of the connection, but it didn't do anything to the big picture as a whole.'
That thought was the truth. When I tried this, I was only 50% sure it would work because the chances of this working depend on the mood of the being I will meet. I also knew the fact that there would be a price I would have to pay for even getting Sonia into my hands, and it was something I was willing to pay, too.
'But it helped with my main goal....ego check.'
Even if I keep reminding myself of the fact that I am not great and I should see mortals as they
are, it isn't easy to control my ego that is boosting up right into the sky. I mean, how can I not feel like the protagonist? Like I am someone special? Like everything I do, it will always end up being fine. All these thoughts kept filling my mind.
The toxic thought that I can't be defeated and that I am a big player in the world. Thinking about not having that thought and having the lesson ingrained into you are two different things, and I wanted the 2nd part because I know very well about how people have fallen from
the greatest heights due to their own arrogance.
'And I wasn't willing to be added to that group.'