"You're just because I like you." He stuck to the tip of my nose, finished this sentence, turned and left like the wind.

I sat down on the ground, full of quiet ears, his footsteps farther and farther away, finally can not hear. I finally cried out, without fear to cry out.

I finally messed it up, I used up their patience, and then everything went back to the starting point.

I sat on the floor crying, the door was pushed open, a pair of black high heels stood in front of me, I looked up and saw the face of Sloan.

She bent down, hugged me, patted me on the back and said, "don't be afraid, I'm still here."

She took out a wet towel to help me dry the tears on my face and said, "when I came up, I went across from Liu Tian and told him not to speak. I knew something was not right, so I left two Xiaobao below. My friend was waiting in the car."

I hold back tears, a belly of unwilling and aggrieved pressure down, see yourself in the mirror, in addition to red eyes, can't see the traces of crying, just to Shi Lan said: "let's go."

Shi Lan's husband was waiting in the car downstairs with her babies. When she saw Shi LAN and I walking over, she showed a smile and said, "Hello, Yue Yi."

I also laughed and said, "thank you for coming to pick me up."

What else did he want to say? Shi LAN pulled his sleeve and stopped immediately.

When I sat in the back seat, two Xiaobao climbed up and hugged for a while. The car left the hospital. Tong Tong looked out of the car with some expectation and asked: "where's uncle he?"

My heart a sour, they actually have been used to he Liancheng will appear in my side at any time.

"Where's uncle he?" Yuan Yuan also asked, "not with mom?"

"Uncle he didn't come to work today." I turned to look out of the car and quietly wiped a tear.

Shi LAN in the front row took a worried look at me and said, "you go to live with us for a few days. I'm afraid you can't take care of yourself."

"Don't worry, I'm all right." I said it easily, as if heartless.

Shi LAN looked at me suspiciously, hesitated to send me back to my original 50 square meter house, opened the door, and a smell of dust rushed to my nose.

In the early stage of her pregnancy, she had a strong reaction. I saw her look tired. She sent them away with a smile, and then went home to clean up the house.

Yuan Yuan seemed to feel something. He stood by the sofa and drew a picture on the tea machine with his fingers. Seeing me coming back, he looked up and asked me, "why don't you live with uncle he?"

It was so easy for me to disguise and be strong that I was almost defeated by his children's words at that moment. For the first time, I didn't answer the child's questions directly. I walked to the kitchen and gave him a background before I said: "mom likes to come back to live."

Yuan Yuan didn't continue to ask, but Tong Tong dismantled the platform and asked, "is uncle he coming back?"

My feelings to the critical point, suddenly roared: "don't mention uncle he in the future!"

Tong Tong and Yuan Yuan stopped at once, and the room was quiet again. I was distracted and busy in the kitchen, and when my mood calmed down, I went out. Only then discovered the Yuan Yuan side drops the tear, simultaneously wipes the tear to the younger brother, also whispers softly said: "did not cry, the mother saw will be sad."

My tears, like the dam that opened the gate, gushed out. Yuan Yuan looked up to see me, carefully asked: "mother does not cry, Tong Tong will not ask."

I put the two of them in my arms, suppressed the emotion of a day, found the exit, three people hugged and cried together.

Although the two children didn't understand why I was crying, they probably guessed that it was related to he Liancheng. Since then, they have never mentioned the name again. The children cried and fell asleep in my arms. I took them to the bed and covered them. I went back to the living room by myself.

Fortunately, with the two of them by my side, when I am most helpless, I think that someone needs my care, and then I can suppress my collapsing mood and quickly restore calm.

No one lived in the house for more than two months, and there were floating ashes everywhere.

I closed the bedroom door, washed a basin of water, rolled up my sleeves and started cleaning. No matter whether there is love or no man, life always goes on. Apart from the redness and swelling of eyes, tears can't bring a grain of white rice.

Busy to 1:30 at night, the house was finally clean. I turn on all the lights in the living room, kitchen and toilet to check if there are any corners that haven't been cleaned.

After I finally couldn't find any dead end, I took a bath and went back to my bedroom to lie beside the children.

Listening to their steady and soothing breathing sound, I am particularly awake, as if I had been sleeping all my life, and I didn't feel sleepy at all.I have been listening to the movement around me with my eyes closed, the sound of the car coming back downstairs, the sound of driving away after a while, the sound of the alarm clock ticking at the head of the bed

When it was almost dawn, I felt confused. As soon as little bao'er turned over beside me, I woke up immediately. Tong Tong rubbed his eyes and sat up. Then he felt the edge of the bed and got out of bed, Walk to the northwest corner of the room in a daze

When I saw his movements, I knew that he was going to get up at night. When he Liancheng lived in his family, there was an independent bathroom in the children's room. My horse turned over and rushed to pick him up. Then I ran to the bathroom. Before I got to the bedroom door, the boy peed all over the floor.

After urinating, I buried my head in my arms and fell asleep again. I reluctantly carried him to the bed and got up to mop the floor.

I don't know where I read a saying that it takes at least twice as long to form a habit and to get rid of it. Xiao bao'er has made it a habit to live in he Liancheng's home so quickly.

When everything is ready, I'm in good spirits. I look at the time. It's six o'clock in the morning. It's time to make breakfast.

Look, I open my eyes every day, it should be such a busy and ordinary life. The days when someone brought breakfast to the table in the morning were like a dream out of reach. It's a dream. There's always a day to wake up. And I still like to live a down-to-earth life.

On the eighth day after I was discharged from hospital, the court reopened, and the judge sitting on it was not the original one. He Lian, the lawyer on my side, paid for the lawyer's fees, but he didn't refuse to appear in court because he Liancheng and I had broken the connection. On the contrary, he stated the materials that were beneficial to me very clearly. Fan Yi didn't appear in court, only Cheng Lina came.

As Liu Tian expected, the child belongs to me, and Chu Yi pays 150000 yuan a year.

When I walked out of the court with my child in my arms, there was a kind of calmness in my heart.

The noon sun sprinkled on the broad steps in front of the court, with white light that people dare not look directly at. Finally, everything went back to the beginning, but I felt a loss in my heart.

I pulled the two children down the high steps. When I came to the gate of the court, I saw two cars coming one after the other, and suddenly stopped in front of the court. Cheng Lina, who had come out a step earlier, stepped on high heels and twisted her butt to the front one.

When the door opened, Chu Yi came down and came straight to me.

I haven't seen him for a while. He's a little old, and he doesn't look very well. His face is black and yellow, and he's no longer as high spirited and elated as he used to be.

He came up to me and stopped. He looked at the two little treasures I was holding and said, "Lin Leyi, I didn't expect that you are in a wild way now. You are making a trip to me both bright and dark."

I didn't understand what he was saying, and I didn't get irritated by his tone. I asked in an almost cold voice, "do you want to praise me?"

"Yes, I've come to praise you." Chu Yi said in a cold voice, "remarriage can't call back your heart. You are as hard as iron now. But in the end, didn't you come with he Liancheng? I don't mind your experience. When you propose to remarry, you should promise. Now it's too late. "

"When the children grow up, I will learn what you have said to them and let them know what kind of person you are." I said.

Since seeing Chu Yi, Yuan Yuan and Tong hold my leg tightly and look at him warily for fear that he will stretch out his hand to hold him.

"You... Are now a heartless bitch." He raised his hand in a hurry.

As soon as I raised my face, I showed half of my face in the sun and said to him, "you can beat it down."

His eyes were a little red, and his anger rushed out. Then I closed my eyes and wanted to accept this for a while. After waiting for a long time, I didn't wait for the expected pain. I opened my eyes and saw Liu Tian standing by. He grasped Chu Yi's hand tightly, then shook it away and said, "if you fight down, you can go to the court again."

Chu Yi looked at me with hatred, turned to get on the bus and went away.

"Uncle Liu." Two little babies are always more polite than me. They have already said hello to Liu Tian with a smile.

"Thank you." I said.

He looked at me, a little embarrassed, said: "today I'm here to apologize, that day in the hospital, I was a little confused, said the words have no brain, you don't take it to heart."

"No, I know what you said is true." I answered calmly.

"It's a little late when I know the news of the hearing today. You're all over. I'll take you back." He said.

"No, thank you." I took baby around him and went outside.

He took a few steps and said, "take you home.""I don't really need to. You're busy." The more distant my tone became.

He is right. I have no reason to accept his help unconditionally.

He didn't catch up with him again. I got to the side of the road and stopped the car. Then I sent Xiao bao'er to the kindergarten. Today is Wednesday, go to kindergarten can have two days of class, I don't want to delay any of their study time.

From the rear-view mirror of the car, I can see Liu Tian standing on the side of the road is getting farther and farther away. Finally, he is too small to be seen. It's true that he has contributed a lot to the child's lawsuit, but I can't get involved with him for this reason. After all, I already know that if we go on like this, there will be no result. There's no need to get involved with another person