Chapter 504

One day after I woke up, I made a difficult decision and pretended to forget Lin Leyi.

I don't have enough ability to protect her. I don't want her to be hurt because she stays with me.

In this relationship with her, I had reason for the first time. I want to be strong enough to give her security before I get her to me.

Now all I can do is look at her from a distance, as long as she is safe.

Happiness two words, I dare not think, without me by her side, talk about happiness?! I am a selfish man, at this time did not give up all the courage to accompany her. I am also a real man, clearly know that if I give up all to accompany her now, our life will be difficult in the future.

I know what this decision means to her, and I know that she is sincere to me. Otherwise, she couldn't have come back after running away with her child and carried the last few fatal sticks for me.

When those sticks fall on her thin back, what kind of pain is it?!

I can't accept these just by thinking about them.

And all this is because I have been doing nothing, others think I'm just a vain playboy.

But it is. In addition to spending money, playing style, and taking advantage of my father's influence, what else can I do?

Lying in bed and thinking about it, I'm nothing.

I can eat until I die, because I used to be alone. Now I can't. I have women I want to protect, children I want to take care of, and a planned future... I have to be strong and independent.

During this difficult period of personal growth, I don't want her to accompany me, because I can't defend her from the hidden weapons.

When I told my father that I didn't remember who Lin Leyi was, he was surprised at first, and then laughed and said, "well, a person who has nothing to do with it, you are good at keeping fit."

I haven't had time to say anything, he said: "this hospital condition is too bad, let's immediately transfer to another hospital for treatment."

I know Lao he so well that he doesn't want me to meet Lin Leyi again.

With Leyi's character, when she knows I don't remember her, she won't pester me. As long as I leave, everything will be clean.

Looking at Dad's reaction, my heart is sour. As a father, he can give me everything, and now I'm still cheating him.

I can't think about these things. I feel guilty if I think too much about them.

I feel guilty for my father and Lin Leyi.

After the transfer, I tried not to let myself think about her, and every day I tried to cooperate with the doctor for rehabilitation. As he was about to leave the hospital, Peng Jiade came.

He closed the door of the ward, looked at me a few times and asked, "who am I? Do you remember?"

"Who are you? How is it so similar to a grandson surnamed Peng in my memory? " I asked, pretending to be full of doubts.

He came to the hospital bed a few steps, put his hand on my chest and said, "what's the suit? People believe that you really forget Lin Leyi. I don't believe it. I grew up naked as a child. As soon as you enter the toilet, I know whether it's convenient for you to stand or sit. Come on, what's the purpose? "

Then he sat down beside the bed, took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket, pulled out one and handed it to me, saying, "while the nurse is making rounds on the next floor, can I have one?"

I reached for the cigarette, looked at the door of the ward and asked, "is there anyone outside?"

"No one, tell me the truth." Peng Jiade felt out the lighter, "is it suffocated?"

I'm not addicted to smoking. Now I see a cigarette, but I want to take a puff. So I took a deep puff and said, "I have to. The things she provoked are put together with those I provoked. I can't stand them."

"And then, did you really forget her? You don't look like such a person. I know you so well that others think you are so devoted that everyone loves you. I know it's not easy for you to be attracted. " Peng Jiade also smokes.

"First, clean up the shit on me, and then take care of her. I think as long as Chu Yi doesn't trouble her, it's basically nothing serious. I'm not the same here. There are those who rob property and business. There are also a group of people who I offended a few years ago, waiting to be killed... "I took a deep breath and coughed violently.

But the dull pain in my lungs makes me feel a lot more relaxed.

"We can't just forget about your beating. I'll check it for you." Peng Jiade said.

"No, no, don't get involved in this. I'll do it myself." I got in his way.

From small to large, I seem to live under the protection of others. No matter what I encounter, someone rushes to the front to help me solve it, so that now I am just like a waste. This time, I will use my own means to find out the behind the scenes, and then revenge back.I'm not a gentleman. I knew that for a long time.

"He Xiao didn't take part in it, but he seems to have done a lot of little things during your hospitalization." Peng Jiade smiles and presses my shoulder and says, "don't be polite to me. I'm used to helping you. I feel uncomfortable when you suddenly refuse. This time, it seems that Jia Yuhan did it. "

"I can guess that." I smoked my cigarette at a draught. "It's just that I can't do such a vicious thing with Jia Yuhan's mind. Someone must be abetting me behind my back."

Peng Jiade looked at me: "I went to see Lin Leyi. I was thin as a piece of paper. It seemed that I was about to leave hospital. I was listless and lost my soul. When I mentioned you, she just shook her head and didn't say much. It seems that your father or he Xiao went to give her a vaccination. "

"Please take care of her for me. It's not convenient for me to come out." I felt a pain in my heart and tried to bear it.

I can imagine how she feels, because every night when it's quiet, I think of her and think of heartache.

The reason why I dare to do so is because I know her strong, I believe she can wait until I have the conditions to think of her and protect her.

"One thing you don't know is that Liu Tian is working harder now." Peng Jiade hesitated for a moment.

As soon as I was worried, I immediately drove away my bad feeling and said, "she won't feel Liu Tian. If Liu Tian could move her with these little concerns, she would have been moved a long time ago. After I was with her, I realized that emotion is not moving, but one-sided favor. It's the harmonious interaction between two people. It's a feeling of silence and voice. "

Peng Jiade looked at me and said with a smile, "now he's a philosopher."

At this time, the nurse knocked on the door of the ward, smelled the smoke in the room, frowned and said to Peng Jiade, "this gentleman, Mr. He needs to rest and can't smoke. He has lung injury and is still recovering..."

"Well, never again." Without waiting for the nurse to finish, Peng Jiade immediately interrupted her and raised her hands to make a surrender.

Now only Peng Jiade knows about my so-called sequelae, and I can rest assured of him.

Lin Leyi entrusted to him, it should not be a big problem.

After a period of recuperation in the hospital, I finally recovered and left the hospital.

After Lao he gave me bad luck at home, I wanted to see her.

Three days later, after Lao he fell asleep, I slipped into the garage and drove to Lin Leyi's house.

Park the car in the neighborhood and look at the lights from the room she lives in.

This window is her kitchen, a very long window, you can see what she is busy in front of the Liuli desk, her figure is cast on the glass, so slim that it is frightening.

I don't know how I feel or how long I've been in the car watching. Until all the lights in the community are dark, then drive slowly out of the community.

Seeing her from a distance made me feel better.

At least she looks good on the surface.

Her company opened, she began to recruit, she returned to normal, she slowly gained a little weight, she took her children to travel in the suburbs... Peng Jiade would tell me her current situation every other week by means of small gathering, and I listened carefully.

What Peng Jiade doesn't know is that I have been paying close attention to her all the time. Even every other three or five days, I will stay at her downstairs for one night, just to see her figure.

Comrade He has been looking forward to my prodigal son's return for a long time, so when I proposed that I would like to start a company and start from scratch, his expression can be said to be ecstatic.

Now, I know the difference between him and he Xiao.

For me, he believes and likes me unconditionally. His only hope is that I can take over the business of the company with outstanding ability.

Because it's my first time to set up a company, I don't know what the purpose is. I asked he Xiao to help me set up a preparatory group for the establishment of the company.

In addition to providing two professional consultants, he also took charge of all administrative affairs, such as office leasing and decoration, and even the formation of administrative team.

He is willing to take over these trifles, and I am happy, as long as the core team is in my hands.

When he gave me the address of the new company and the decoration renderings, I was stunned.

He Xiao is a true biography of Laohe's cunning side.

He rented the company opposite to Lin Leyi's company. The decoration is extremely high-grade. The decoration cost alone costs half of our entire administrative budget.I can probably guess his intention. He is testing whether I really forgot Lin Leyi or not.

In his eyes, Lin Leyi is the only weakness and flaw in my life. Because of her, I can do a lot of irrational things. Recently, my calmness after forgetting Lin Leyi may make him feel flustered.

The more he is, the more reassuring I am.

This shows that the tactics I used are beginning to work. If my efforts have no effect on him, he doesn't have to try hard.

Fortunately, during this period of time, there have been more performances, and the mask on my face has a lot of adaptability. I almost instantly concealed my surprise. Looking at the effect picture of the office, I said to him, "yes, it's my favorite style. You, the vice president of preparation, are very diligent. It's estimated that director he will praise you again."

"You're welcome, Mr. Dong. That's what I should do." He Xiao said with a modest smile on his face.

I didn't say anything, put away the effect picture: "I don't like the color of furniture, change it to light gold."

"All right." He said, "what else needs to be changed?"

"There's nothing else. Pay attention to the beauty of the candidate when recruiting. I have a habit of cleanliness. If you don't look clean, don't bring it to me." I said to him.

Seeing off He Xiao, I leaned back on my office chair, thinking of Leyi's calm and firm face.

I don't know how long it will take me to arrange everything, and I don't know how long I will not see her.

I miss her. I'm going crazy