Ling chuxia's hand is tightly clenched, and her fingernails poke hard at the palm of her hand, but she is ignorant.
No, this child can't! She does not want this child like her, no family, no father, no dependence!
"I'm going to have an operation. I don't want this child. Help me arrange it as soon as possible!"
Ling chuxia forced to squeeze out this sentence again, then stood up and quickly ran out of the clinic.
If she wants to take the child away, she can't be hesitant, because if she hesitates, maybe she can't get rid of the child.
Ling chuxia ran far away in one breath, and she stopped panting, and her stomach was filled with dull pain. She could not help but support the wall, and she fell and sat down.
At the beginning, the child was just a tool and a task for her. She clearly didn't take any feelings to look at it. But why, she was so reluctant to take it away now? So sad?
Ling chuxia's eyes drooped and fell on the flat abdomen. The mist gradually rose in front of her eyes and blurred her sight. Her hand slowly stroked the stomach. The voice of her mouth trembled violently.
"I'm sorry Baby, I'm sorry, mother has no way to let you come into this world, I'm sorry
At the end of the speech, he was sobbing and his tears slapped on the back of his hand.
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Ling chuxia insisted on the operation. The doctor had to arrange the operation for her as soon as possible. The operation time was scheduled to be two days later, and she was told that she must have a good rest in these two days, sort out her mood and adjust her mentality.
However, Ling chuxia spent these two days in a muddle. As soon as he closed his eyes, he could not help thinking of a vague child's voice and asked her, mom, why don't you want me, why don't you want me
The voice, sadness, resentment, sadness, despair
Ling chuxia couldn't say anything. He could only say sorry, sorry, sorry
"Early summer, wake up, early summer! Wake up
Hearing the familiar anxious voice, Ling chuxia wanted to open her eyes, but she was still trapped in the painful dream.
When Che looked at Ling Chu Xia, his expression was painful, his facial features were almost tangled together, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, his mouth opened and closed, murmured and didn't know what he was talking about. The whole person seemed to have suffered extremely painful and terrible things. He looked at it and his heart was stinging.
These two nights, she had been sleeping uneasily, but did not expect that she would fall into such a nightmare.
He frowned, but the movements of his hands were more and more gentle, gently patted her face, and his voice was low, "early summer, don't be afraid, it's just a nightmare. Wake up, wake up and be good."
Listening to his voice, the pain on Ling chuxia's face disappeared imperceptibly. His eyebrows expanded, and his long curly eyelashes trembled and opened slowly.
Her eyes are still very confused, with the panic after the nightmare, she looked at him stupidly, but there is no focus in her eyes.
Shiche is not in a hurry. He just opens his arms and gently holds her in his arms. Then he caresses her back with his big palm. His strength is gentle and slow. His deep voice whispers in her ear, "don't be afraid. It's just a nightmare. I'm in..."
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