I don't remember that from a few years ago, Rong Ye found that many people around her had changed. First of all, my brother would not walk around with her, play around, or buy her what she wanted.
My brother was very busy at first. He wanted to continue to study medicine with his mother and complete the task assigned by his father. Sometimes, he stayed outside for three or four months without even coming back home.
Then it's my parents. My parents have changed. When I was a child, my parents would take her everywhere. If I couldn't see her in a second, I would be very anxious to find her everywhere.
But now, my father and mother are avoiding her for everything. They go to the summer resort. They go to the outing secretly. Even at home, my father and my mother are often locked in the room and don't know what to do. Every time she goes to look for it, my father says that she will play by herself. They have no time.
Grandpa and grandma have settled in southern Xinjiang for a long time. Grandma is often absent from Kyoto. Uncle Moyi and uncle yuebiao come back at most once a year. Grandpa Wei is also absent. The nearest one she wants to see is uncle Zhong in the dungeon of jingzhaoyin.
Because of the identity of the little princess of the three princes' mansion, she can go in and out freely in many places of Kyoto, especially in the Yamen of jingzhaoyin. There was a homicide in Kyoto before. Mr. jingzhaoyin asked his mother to have an autopsy. At that time, Rong Ye often ran to the Yamen with her. People in the Yamen recognized her and would not turn her out to visit the Yamen.
Uncle Zhong is a recidivist. He lives in a single cell. Every time he comes here at night, he will bring a pot of good wine, some delicious dishes, bribe the prison head and open the door for her.
She would go to jail, sit with Uncle Zhong, chat with him and chat with him.
The last time she left home, she asked Uncle Zhong, "why hasn't it been so long, but it has changed so much?"
Uncle Zhong told her, "because you grow up."
"Can't you spend time with your family when you grow up?"
"When you grow up, you need your own social circle."
Rong Ye didn't quite understand: "I have my own friends, Yanqiu, brother Qing, sister big girl, sister little girl, and the emperor. The emperor loves me very much. Every time I go to the palace, he will give me a lot of things."
Uncle Zhong was silent at that time and asked, "did your parents arrange for you?"
"Allow night to nod:" looked at mutually
"When you marry someone, you will be far away from your family."
"Rong ye:" "
"Reluctant?"
"Of course!" she nodded wildly
"Because you don't have your own independent life." Uncle Zhong said painstakingly, "everything about you is based on your family. You are a girl, from your mother's home to your husband's home, from one house to another, which is your life destiny. At home, all of you are your parents, your brother, after marriage, all of you are your husband, your mother-in-law, you have no yourself, only them."
Take a deep breath at night.
Uncle Zhong asked again, "do you know why your mother is special?"
Let the night shake its head.
"Because she is independent enough, I heard that there was a pending case in Kyoto before. Jing Zhaoyin asked her to have an autopsy. She solved the case in less than two days?"
Allow night to nod.
"That's it. She's different from other women. All she has is not just the back house. She has the capital to be on her own. It's hard to be obedient to her words. Without your father, she can have a good life. It's because of this that your father takes your mother so seriously. Especially when you grow up, you don't need the elder to worry about it, and he's more attached to your mother. ”"I can't do this, can I?"
Uncle Zhong shook his head: "do you have the courage to dominate your life? If so, you can do it. If not, you can't do it. "
"What does it take to dominate your life?"
"You need to make your own decisions, and others' opinions can be heard, but others can't make decisions for you. You are not a puppet, not a puppet. Everything you do is because you want to do it, and you can also bear the consequences for what you do after you do it. This is to dominate your life."
allow the night to be silent for a moment: "my parents have never said this to me 。”
"Because they don't want you to suffer."
"Is this suffering?"
"Yes." Uncle Zhong sighed: "it's very hard for a girl to abandon dependence and support herself for a day. When you were a child, your mother always asked you to recite medical books. They are thick, right? It's said that any one of them will cost tens of thousands of words. You can't recite them, but your mother can not only recite them, but also use them flexibly. Even now she can read different medical books Miscellaneous records constantly enrich herself and make herself better. She has harvested sweet fruits, but the sweat and hard work she has paid before is also solid. Ugly, your family loves you very much, they don't want you to suffer this crime, so they paved a road for you, this road may be very plain, very common, but you just need to lift your feet, you can go on smoothly and comfortably. "
After this day's chat, Rong Ye kept himself in his room for three days.Three days later, she left home.
A month later, she met the people of zhenggemen in the capital of Kongzhou, but she was calm and sent a letter with her father to tell him about her decision.
After that, my father didn't interfere with her any more, but general Qiao, who was stationed in the barracks, had regarded her as a beautiful vase and dared not bump or tell her to do anything.
In this case, Rong ye went to the northern army. As she expected, her father didn't send a letter to marshal Gu.
She was very happy in the northern army. It was an accident to see Marshal Gu.
In the face of the present, her brother, who had no concessions and kept her under control, let Yee know that she was wiser than running away from home.
She made a mistake and tried to cover up her plan for Marshal Gu by changing the topic. Her brother saw through.
After that, she pointed at brother Qing again, but his brother calmly drove him away and didn't give her a chance to make use of his problems.
Brother has always been very smart, now, he also seized her painful foot, threatening her with the Marshal's safety.
It seems that there is no possibility of turning defeat into victory.
Rong took a deep breath at night and said, "I'm back at camp."
She said, turned around and left. When she got to the door, she could still feel behind her. Her brother had been watching her.
Rong Ye knows that her brother will not accept that she likes marshal.
Because if she married the marshal, it means that she needs to stay in Kongzhou with the marshal, even if it is not Kongzhou, it will be another war zone.
In a word, parents may respect her decision and let her choose her own life, just for no regrets.
But my brother will never.
Brother, will not agree with her later half of life, are living in the crisis of falling head at any time.
Soldiers are the fastest to die. No matter she is a soldier or she is married to a soldier, her brother will not agree.