CH 86

Chapter 86 : Grief

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“Maou-sama… You need to eat even if it’s just a little…”

“……”

“I will leave it here for you then.”

With that said, Elk left Maou’s favourite food behind Maou’s private room.

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“How did it go?”

Worried about Maou, Velke asked Elk who had just been leaving Maou’s room.

“Nope… He refused to even take one bite….”

Ever since that.

Ever since that incident with Blob, Maou had been refusing to eat.

“If… If only I didn’t leave Maou-sama and Blob together.. This wouldn’t have happened…”

Elk covered his face with both of his hands as he began to cry.

“No, if only I had come to rescue him earlier then…”

With a pained expression on his face, Velke tried to comfort the crying Elk.

After mating with Blob, Maou had been confining himself in his room.

He didn’t even eat anything.

―No, even if he did eat, he would throw it all out later.

Mating with Blob had broken Maou’s heart to this extent.

Right now, there were no lights in Maou’s Castle, as if the castle was being shrouded by endless night.

The castle, which usually was filled with the resident’s excited chattering, was now completely silent without their Maou.

A dark night without the moon, the whole castle was in grief along with Maou.

It had been almost two weeks since then.

Technically speaking, Maou didn’t need food to survive but he needed some nourishment to replenish his magic power and this castle absorbed Maou’s magic power to function.

Something had to be done….

Velke had finally found his resolve.

― For what reason do I stay by Maou’s side? What am I for Maou?

Such questions kept on running in circles inside Velke’s head.

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<< Maou, if you don’t replenish your magic power soon, you’ll break.>>

I could hear System’s voice ringing somewhere in the distance.

At first, I had tried to force myself to eat but it was no use.

I immediately threw everything out.

My body just couldn’t take it in.

After being exposed to such deep hatred and sorrow, my body had rejected everything.

Apart from mating, Maou’s body was able to absorb magic power from the atmosphere but my body refused to even take a tiny bit of magic power in.

Maou’s Castle needed Maou’s magic power to function.

I had been supplying my magic power for the sake of the castle but I hadn’t been receiving any nourishment back.

My already small body became even thinner and my eyes were empty as I stared at the sky.

― I wasn’t even able to save one demon….

The tears that had been flowing like a river were reduced into drops of tears instead.

The feeling of nausea striked my body again.

I threw up and threw up but I didn’t have anything to throw up except my gastric acid.

The sour taste of gastric acid invaded my mouth yet I kept on throwing up. 

Even after I had no gastric acid left, the nausea was still there.

I tried to vomit but I was already empty, I only threw up air.

A lump of mass created by the collection of hatred toward humans.

The only way to save him was to end his life.

What kind of Maou am I?

The things I’m able to do are… Few and far between.

And yet I still want to save everyone…

Ha! I’m so arrogant…

If it wasn’t me… If it wasn’t my soul in this body… Would Blob be saved?

Were there any other options?

Maybe if it wasn’t me but another Maou… Maybe other Maou would be able to find another way….

Maou kept on pondering and pondering, the questions remained unanswered and replayed in his head over and over again.

Another throwing fit assaulted Maou’s body again.

This time, Maou was vomiting blood.

And still, Maou didn’t receive any answer to all his questions.

Maou continued on to blame himself through self-doubt, regret and despair.

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“Excuse me, Maou-sama.”

“……….Go away.”

The door should have been locked but maybe because Maou’s was weakening, he couldn’t even keep the door locked anymore.

Maou threw the blanket over his head and gripped it tight.

He didn’t want Velke to see his weakened state.

―He must be very worried about me.

“No, whatever you say, I will still stay by your side.”

“Velke….”

I don’t want you to see me.

I don’t want you to see how weak I’ve become….

“Go away!”

“I won’t.”

Velke threw the blanket away and immediately held his breath when Maou’s body was finally revealed to him.

Velke had known Maou’s body would look bad but he didn’t expect it’d be this worse.

“…..Master…”

“Don’’t… Look… Don’t look.. At me…”

Maou’s cheek became wet from tears again.

“…. For the last two weeks, I’ve obeyed your words. For two weeks, I’ve held myself back from coming near you.”

“I… Don’t want… You to see… Me… Like this….”

“Then no one will see you.”

Velke wiped the tears away from Maou’s cheek.

“Apart from me, no one will see you like this. Master, please tell me what happened with Blob.”

“Hic-!”

His weak eyes stared at Velke.

As if he was frightened of something, tears began to flow from his eyes.

“I… I….”

“Master, I belong to you. You can tell me anything.”

“I… I killed Blob. I refused Blob… I refused his seeds… I left him to disappear.. Without anything…”

“You are Maou, you have the power to do so.”

“You’re wrong!! I… I failed… I rejected him! I failed to save him!!”

Then, a high pitched wail could be heard from Maou’s room.

“UWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!”

I knew.

I knew it was what Blob wanted.

But… I still couldn’t accept it.

Even though I knew there was no other way….

“I’m… Powerless… I.. I can’t… Do anything….”

Maou clinged to Velke.

His slender fingers gripped on Velke’s shirt,  feeble as he was.

“Master…”

“I… I rejected him… I.. I.. To the demon…”

“Master.”

In return of Maou’s lamentation, Velke hugged Maou tight, so tight until Maou was fully embraced by him.

“If… If… If I’m not the Maou… Maybe.. That guy can be saved….”

“Master, you’re wrong in that part.”

Velke’s softly said, yet his words were clear.

“If it weren’t for you, he wouldn’t be saved.”

“Hic…”

“You saved Blob. Even though it resulted in his demise, the fact that you did save him did not change.”

“Uuuuh…. Uuuuuhhh….”

“From your point of view, what kind of demon Blob was?”

“He… He was pitiful… He didn’t want to live… Because… He was filled with… Hatred… For humans… He was filled to the brim with hatred….””

“And so you ended it. You released him from suffering even more.”

Velke softly said, he brought his forehead against Maou’s forehead.

“Master, as a fellow demon, I thank you. Thank you for releasing him from his suffering. From now on, Blob won’t have to suffer anymore.”

“Hick… B-… But… But…”

“Maou-sama.”

“Hick!”

Velke stared at Maou’s eyes, those eyes who were wet and swollen from crying.

“Maou-sama, I feel very fortunate to be able to serve the current Maou. How fortunate all of us demons to have a Maou who lives for us, who thinks about us, who puts us as his top priority. There’s no other Maou who thinks about us as much as you.”

“But.. I’m… I’m not powerful enough… If it weren’t me-”

“Maou-sama.”

Velke interrupted Maou’s rambling by sealing their lips together. 

Using his tongue, he prompted Maou to open his mouth, then Velke pushed his saliva into Maou’s mouth, pouring his magic power along with it.

A trail of clear saliva remained between them for a second as Velke pulled away.

“Maou-sama, take a look at the demon residing in Maou’s Castle.”

With the newfound magic power that Velke gave to him, Maou was able to pry his consciousness into his castle.

『Ah… To think Maou refused to eat anything….』

『I wonder if Maou-sama is feeling better yet? I want him to pat me and say I’m a good boy….』

『I’m so sad I can’t see Maou-sama….』

『Maou-sama….』

『Maou-sama…..』

『『Maou-sama』』

I could feel everyone in the castle was disheartened.

Everyone… They all were sad and worried because they couldn’t see their Maou.

“After seeing this, do you still think that another Maou is better than you?”

“Ah…. Ah…..”

“We don’t want another Maou. It is you. Thanks to you, rescuing us, all of us can live happily and safely in this castle. Everyone is worried because you are you.”

“Uuuah…. Aaaaahhh….”

“It was you that stretched his hand to me first. We don’t need anyone else. We only need you. Just you, Master.”

Overwhelmed with emotions, Maou hugged Velke even tighter.

It has to be me. I can see they don’t want anyone else but me.

The thought of having another Maou never crossed their mind.

Only me. I am needed.

Tears continued to overflow but now, the tears had a different meaning to it.

“Elk is really worried about you. You have to eat properly, okay?”

“Ye-Yes…”

“But first thing first, we need to replenish your magic power.”

Velke hugged Maou, the usually small Maou felt even smaller and more fragile now.

“The magic power I transferred to you through my saliva was far from enough. My apologies but I have to inject my magic power directly to you.”

“Y-yeah.. Wait what?”

Suddenly Velke began to undress Maou.

“Ah! Wha- Velke! What are you-”

“Embracing you is the most efficient and fastest way to transfer magic power. 

“Wha-….”

“Your leg has become this thin…..”

After coating his fingers with his own saliva, Velke began to prep Maou’s ass.

“Nnghh!”

“It may be a little painful for your weakened body but please bear with it.”

While Velke’s fingers were stretching Maou’s insides, Velke brought their lips together again.

Their tongues entangled, Velke poured more of his saliva into Maou’s awaiting mouth, transferring his magic power while pleasuring Maou at the same time.

A surge of power went through Maou’s body as his famished body finally received the nourishment it desperately needed.

Maou chased after Velke’s tongue, sucking it like a hungry child feeding from its mother.

The magic power he received from Velke tasted so sweet, like a forbidden ambrosia.

With their tongues dancing together, Maou lapped over the saliva that escaped his mouth.

While they were kissing passionately, Velke added more fingers into Maou’s ass.

From one, two to three fingers. 

“Velke….”

“Master… Master…”

Maou’s eyes glistened with emotions, he wouldn’t trade anything in this world for this intimate moment with Velke.

“Master, I’m going in.”

After deeming Maou loosened enough, Velke pulled his fingers out, replacing it with his raging boner. 

“Nnnghhh!”

It had been far too long since he last mating session, Maou squirmed at the unfamiliar sensation. 

However, Velke tenderly hugged Maou close to him, preventing Maou from scurrying away.

The hot shaft penetrated Maou’s body, reaching his womb.

Velke shifted their bodies together, this new angle made him able to reach even deeper.

He rammed his hips in, pushing through Maou’s sigmoid colon. 

“Deep… Hah… So… Deep…”

Maou breathed out, he felt so full with Velke.

“Nnngh…”

Velke made sure to pull out until only the tip was left before plunging right in back. 

His long stroke made Maou’s body twitched in return, the pleasure was both overwhelming and warm.

“Master… Master… My master…”

“Velke… Nnghh… Ahh.. Velke…. So deep….”

Maou let his body rock along with Velke’s motion, giving the aide his complete trust with his body.

Velke’s hair clung to his damp forehead, his hot breath mingled together with Maou’s breathless moans. 

Maou’s body felt so light against him, he remembered how painful it was when he had to be separated from his master. 

He wanted to stay close with Maou, forever and ever.

He made sure to transfer this desire with each thrust, pouring all of his emotions and love along with it.

Everytime his penis was balls deep in Maou, he felt so much joy, he wanted to always be this close to Maou.

Realizing he was nearing his climax, Velke thrusted even faster yet he was careful enough to burden Maou’s body more than necessary.

He planted his penis as deep as he could as he poured his magic essence directly into Maou.

After weeks of starvation, Maou’s body accepted all of Velke’s magic with open arms. 

Maou wanted to hug Velke back but his feeble body didn’t have any strength left to do so.

It made him frustrated. 

“More….”

“I’ll give it to you as much as you want…. My master…”

Even though he had just come, Velke was still rock hard. 

He resumed his ministration, his thrust became more forceful now, faster.

He could see a slight bulge forming on Maou’s belly every time he thrusted deep.

Velke held Maou’s legs over him, the legs dangled as Velke rocked their bodies together. 

One could clearly see how deep Velke was thrusting just from seeing the way Maou’s legs swayed along.

Never had Velke planted himself as deep as he was in Maou.

“Ahnn.. Nngh..”

His penis forced through Maou’s sigmoid colon, prying the place he had never reached before open.

His penis twitched once more, followed by a gush of warm semen filling Maou’s womb. 

Maou relaxed his body as he felt Velke’s essence filling him up. 

It feels so good… I’m full of Velke…

Magic.. Is coursing through my body… I’m so full of magic power…

“Deli…cious….”

Maou closed his eyes and licked his lips.

His ordinary looking face looked so bright, the skin was glowing, his expression screamed satisfaction. 

“Would you like another serving?”

Even though Velke had just gotten his magic power sucked dry, his smile was still as mesmerizing as ever. 

His body was covered in sweats, transferring his own magic power had its toll on his body.

And yet…

He felt so alive. He could still do it. He still has more magic power to spare.

“A little bit more please?”

For the sake of his most precious master, Velke rocked his hips again. 

A predatory smirk appeared on Maou’s face.

Both of them wondered, which one of them were being devoured right now?

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T/N: Ahhhh what a nice ending for Blob’s chapter! I love this!! I really enjoyed translating this chapter!