"What are you going to say to me?" Gong Ou asked coldly. Black eyes swept towards her. Xiaonian looked at the driver in front of her and said, "I have a lot to say to you. Go back and say it."
"I don't need to say anything I don't want to hear!" Gong Ou said in a cold voice that he could not hear anything about Mu qianchu now.
“……”
What he didn't want to hear, but what she had to say.
When Xiaonian watched him knead his legs and saw that his fingers were much thinner than before. She retracted her legs and said, "no need to knead them."
His emaciation is not immovable in her eyes.
"I'm going to rub you!"
Gong Ou squints at her displeasantly and builds up her legs forcefully. When Xiaonian struggles a little, Gong Ou lowers himself to press on her legs and a small bag falls out of her pocket.
When small read stupefied for a while, low Mou sees, that is fire bag, it is the fire bag that all of them are wrapping their last wishes.
Of course, Gong ou will not have that idea to see other people's last wishes. This fireproof bag is hers.
She wrote the last wish. She knew what it was about.
"You didn't go to England until you saw this." When small read light tunnel, otherwise with his fiery temper is not the hospital bombed, or early fly to the UK.
“……” Gong Ou lowers his head and picks up the fire-proof bag, wipes the dust that doesn't exist, puts it back in his pocket again, hum, "you know what you are."
What do you think? It means that her last wish has written to love him, not to love him, so he can be more comfortable.
When Xiaonian didn't want to cheat him, he said, "I didn't write qianchu in my last wish because I told him face to face."
"What did you say?"
Gong Ou's eyes stared ferociously, holding her calf in one hand.
She frowned, and Gong Ou immediately let go and stared at her with burning eyes. When Xiaonian looked at the tension in his eyes, he was helpless and said, "I said that if we can survive this time, I will put down the previous things, and he was very happy to hear it."
If Muqian junior high school has become a vegetable, she still has one thing that she doesn't regret, that is, she frankly tells her mood and doesn't let Muqian fall asleep with guilt.
"You are very generous."
Can parents' hatred be said to let go, and go through life and death together?
Gong Ou purses her lips and looks cold.
"In fact, after thousands of things, I understand one thing, maybe I should be honest, so that I won't regret it." He said, looking at his cold face.
"I don't know what you're talking about." Gong Ou groaned and kneaded her legs again. After a few rubs, he looked up at her and said coldly, "what's your feeling for mu qianchu now?"
"It must not be love."
Shi Xiaonian said that she knew what Gong Ou wanted, and she gave a clear answer.
"Nonsense!" Gong Ou raised his eyebrows.
"What is nonsense, as if you knew it long ago." I've known for a long time that it's still like this with her.
"Of course I knew that!"
"Is it?"
"Of course! I'm your man. What don't I know? " Gong Ou's face is full of anger.
"Oh."
Shixiaonian looks at him quietly. Do you know everything? Then the next thing to talk about the impact on him is not so big.
……
The two returned to the imperial Castle peacefully. Gong Ou said that he didn't want to hear what she might have been too late, but when he got home, he kept asking her and forcing her.
When Xiaonian was asked, his head was all big.
She pushed Gong Ou away and said softly, "well, before you talk about these words, you need to take a bath, then count five thousand, and come to me when you feel very calm."
"Count again?" Gong Ou glares at her and asks him to count if he is OK. Is he a primary school student?
"Well." Shi Xiaonian nodded seriously.
"What are you going to talk to me about?" Gong Ou frowned and realized how nervous Xiaonian was at that time, which made him feel very bad.
"Don't you know everything?" When small read light tunnel.
“……”
Gong Ou's eyebrows are tighter.
"Well, go ahead, talk about it earlier, go to bed earlier, and remember to come back to me after taking a bath and counting to 5000." Xiaonian pushes him away.
"How demanding! Bother! "
Gong Ou sees that she insists on leaving impatiently. When Xiaonian looks at his back, beichi gently bites her lips. She knows that she is upset. But since she has decided to be frank, she hopes to tell Gong Ou in a relatively relaxed and gentle atmosphere that the harm to him can be minimized.
Seeing Gong Ou go far away, Xiao Nian enters the kitchen, talks with the servants for a while, and moves some food materials out. She asks the servants to help with the selection while she starts to be busy.
The equipment in the kitchen is very good, but even so, Xiao Nian is still very busy and sweating.
One by one delicate dessert and dishes appeared on the long table, when Xiaonian was so tired that his whole face turned red. The servant on one side couldn't help persuading him, "why don't you let the chef come?"
"It doesn't matter."
Xiaonian smiles and shakes his head. He keeps busy.
Two hours later, Shi Xiaonian finally rushed to make a table of dishes. He was so tired that he put all the dishes into the restaurant together and put them in a very nice place.
She placed colored candles around the table and lit them one by one, leaving only two opposite positions without lighting them.
Turn off the light, the light of the whole restaurant suddenly dark down, full of romantic and elegant taste.
"Whoo."
After that, Xiaonian breathed a sigh of relief. The atmosphere and environment were well built. She took out her mobile phone to have a look.
It's been more than two hours. Why hasn't Gong Ou come down?
Is five thousand so hard to count?
When Xiaonian was a little stuffy, she was thinking of footsteps coming from her ears. She turned around and saw that Gong Ou had come to the door of the restaurant. She was still wearing that shirt and pants, and there were still two buttons missing at the neckline.
"You didn't take a bath?"
Asked shixiaonian in amazement.
"Well." Gong Ou answered with a low voice, looking up at the candlelight on the dining table, his eyes were slightly surprised.
Rao is the candle light is dim, when small read or saw his eyes that a touch of scarlet, cloth bloodshot, clearly two hours ago has not been like this.
"Why are your eyes so red?" Asked shixiaonian anxiously.
Gong Ou closed his eyes and looked at her. "When taking a bath, he put the bath cream in his eyes."
"Didn't you say you didn't take a bath?" When Xiaonian looked at his clothes, it was really strange how he talked in a confused way.
Gong Ou followed her line of sight and looked at his clothes. "There's no bathrobe in the bathroom, so I haven't changed my clothes. I'll take a shower later."
“……”
The reason
When Xiaonian didn't know whether to believe or not, she looked into his eyes, "are your eyes OK? Or ask the doctor at home to see it. "
"Nothing." Gong Ou looks down at the candle on the table. "Don't you want to talk? Talk about it here? "
I don't know if it's because the candlelight is too dark. When Xiaonian felt that his face was very gloomy. He couldn't say it.
But before Mingming, I was just like a grumpy child. Everything was OK.
Is it her delusion?
"Come on, sit down." When Xiaonian didn't want to drag any more, he took Gong ou to sit down at the dinner table. He went to the opposite side, reached out to open the silver lids, and a variety of dim sum and dishes with all colors and flavors were displayed in their sight.
Candlelight is like a perfect filter, which decorates the dishes on the table with extra delicacy.
When Xiaonian stood there and looked at Gong ou, Gong Ou sat there, his red eyes shocked and looked at the vegetables in front of him, his face more and more gloomy.
"Do you like it?" When Xiaonian asked with a smile, he handed him a plate and knife and fork, "here you are, you can start eating."
“……”
Gong Ou sat there motionless.
"Gong Ou?" When small read some doubt ground called again, he this is how?
Gong Ou seems to have just responded. Her eyes are fixed on the plate in her hand, and she raises her hand for a long time to take it. When Xiaonian points to the nearest dessert he has, "you can start eating this way first, it's very sweet, and it will make you feel better."
So much for her bedding.
"What do you want to say?"
Gong Ou scoops out a dessert with a spoon and puts it into his mouth. When Xiaonian cooked the dishes, he always thought it was the most suitable food for his taste.
This is the first time that he found out that Xiaonian's dessert was too sweet to be greasy.
Smell speech, when small read sat down opposite him, the hands are a little cramped on the knee, she raised the eyes to look at Gong Ou's gloomy face, pursed her lips, began to say in a low voice, "Gong ou, I hope you know, today I say not to say such words, is not to question what is wrong with you, is not because you do not do well, everything is my problem."
"You decide who's wrong and who's right before you say it?"
Gong Ou said in a deep voice, he took a spoonful of greasy sweets into his lips, and his eyes stared at her deeply through the candlelight. The deep emotion in his eyes was obscure.
When Xiaonian bit his lips and twisted his hands together, he continued, "Gong ou, I lied to you about something. Since you set up a bureau to protect me in the hill incident, I haven't had a good time, but I told you nothing."
“……”
Gong Ou grabs the spoon.
"I I was in a bad mood and was on the verge of collapse When small read hesitates to say, and suddenly feel that their words are too fierce, so busy to change the way, "in fact, it's not so serious, it's some emotional illness, you know, I've had it before, or you help me out."
“……”
Gong Ou sat there in silence, without a word in between. He took a spoon and ate the dessert.
When Xiaonian looked at him, he didn't speak, so she had to go on, "the cause is that I can't stand so many people's sacrifice, and my two children follow me in a panic. I think I'm useless, and I'm sorry for them."
She wanted to explain, but she didn't know how to explain.
Gong Ou looks at her silently, and a dessert is soon finished.