Many quiet nights, he will think what he is for in this life, to fight for the joy and even conscience of this life to seize the supremacy is worth it, but what's the meaning of it? He can only go to the end with his teeth clenched.
But later, he was worthless for himself. In the cold winter night of ningguta, he was paralyzed on the hard bed, his eyes were directly staring at the spider web ticking down the beam of the room. He thought of death for many times, but felt unwilling for many times.
Why not?
Unwilling to die in such humiliation, but also unwilling to own this unworthy life.
Later, the girl came, timid girl black eyes, so strong to support the sky above his head.
So, his unwillingness became reconciled, his unworthiness, also became worth.
……
"I'm worth it, too." Ah Chou said softly.
In the disordered jade, two people holding each other in tears.
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On the eighth day of December, the 32nd year of Jiasheng, Ninggu pagoda was built.
A Chou woke up earlier than usual, it was still dark, Zhong Mingwei was still asleep, with one hand under her neck and one ring on her waist. Before going to bed last night, a Chou was forced by Zhong Mingwei to drink a large bowl of brown sugar ginger tea. At this time, a Chou was a little bit smothered and should get up, but a Chou was reluctant to get up. It was very comfortable to be surrounded by Zhong Mingwei Ah Chou feels comfortable with every hair.
In fact, at the beginning, a Chou was not suitable for sleeping on a man's arm. His neck was always sour, and Zhong Mingwei's arm was numb for three or five hours. She complained to Zhong Mingwei that she didn't sleep on Zhong Mingwei's arm that night. They slept separately, but the next morning, a Chou found that he was sleeping on a man's arm, and a Chou rubbed it with acid I don't know for a long time if I take the initiative What do you want?
I don't want to know about it. I just don't want to think about it. But at night, when I was sleeping, ah Chou pulled Zhong Mingwei's arm and put it under my head. Then Zhong Mingwei went around her waist and smiled silently for a while.
Now, after a long time, they are used to it. Ah Chou doesn't feel his neck is sore. Now she can't sleep without resting on a man's arm.
"Awake?" Ah Chou is holding Zhong Mingwei's hand and holding it gently. He is held by the man. Then there comes the man's low mute voice behind him, "why did you wake up so early?"
"Who told you to let people drink brown sugar ginger tea last night?" Ah Chou muttered to Zhong Mingwei, turning over and facing him, "it's still such a big bowl. You're just holding it to prevent others from sleeping well."
"I'm afraid you have stomachache again." Zhong Mingwei said with a smile, reaching out to rub ah Chou's flat stomach and kissing ah Chou's cheek, "are you here?"
"Not yet," said ah Chou, sheepishly, reaching out to clap Zhong Mingwei's hand and murmuring, "don't rub it. You can't hold it anymore. You still rub it..."
"Why is it late again?" Zhong Mingwei frowned and worried.
Ah Cho's days are never allowed, and he is always late. Ah Cho doesn't think so, but Zhong Mingwei is always worried.
"It's OK, it's not a big deal," said ah Chou, who can't understand Zhong Mingwei's worry. Facing Zhong Mingwei's frown, ah Chou is more shy. "You say you are a big man, why do you always remember this?"
Zhong Mingwei didn't feel embarrassed. He calmly asked ah Chou, "did you buy all the donkey hide gelatin and bird's nest that you bought last time?"
"This one..." Ah Chou suddenly stuttered, dodging Zhong Mingwei's eyes, and whispered, "no, no, I can't buy it."
"Really?" Zhong Mingwei's face was even more heavy. "Only half a kilogram of donkey hide gelatin can sell 100 Wen, but this place can't be sold?"
"What's half a kilo for a hundred Wen?! You really don't know the price of firewood and rice! " Ah Chou suddenly stared round his eyes, and at the same time, he pointed out with his fingers, "one or two donkey hide gelatin will cost you two! Bird's nest is more expensive! So a small piece of money! Isn't this a robbery?! "
"Didn't you say it wasn't for sale?" Zhong Mingwei said in a cold voice.
"Ah?" Ah Chou suddenly covered his mouth and looked at Zhong Mingwei with embarrassment I just listen to people... "
Zhong Mingwei no longer paid attention to her. He looked at ah Chou with a black face, and then suddenly turned around.