Xiao'an stretched out his hand and closed the door, while looking at pangyi's face, he muttered in a fretful voice: "what are you laughing at? Is there anything funny? "

"It suddenly occurred to me that you pretended to be ill." Pang Yi sat down with a smile, took out the pills, went to a cup of hot water, handed it to xiao'an, and said with a smile, "when you pretended to be ill, you were pitiful and decent, but now you are really ill, not like a patient at all."

"It's all right. Why should I pretend to be pitiful?" Xiao'an said in a small voice, taking the pills and drinking tea. As soon as the tea cup was put down, he watched pangyi return a package of preserves. Xiao'an looked at the dried Bayberry and dried almond inside. For a while, he was stunned, and then he looked straight at pangyi.

Pang Yi was a little uneasy. He turned around and gave a dry cough: "when you were drinking medicine yesterday, you said it was bitter. When you come here today, you can see that there are those selling these on the street. I'll buy some by myself."

"Thank you very much," she whispered, taking a piece of preserved almond and putting it into her mouth. "When I was a child, I loved this one the most. When I drank medicine, Mammy always prepared a small plate to coax me. So I was not afraid of suffering since I was a child, because there was always sweetness to wait after bitterness."

Pang Yi looks at the white and slender hand, twirling the pad and gently rubbing the ruddy lips. He is so busy that he lowers his eyes and silently stares at the round green bracelet on her wrist.

"Why, don't you like it now?" For a while, Pang Yi asked.

"I also like eating, but I don't like it as much as I used to," she sighed softly, paused, and said, "maybe I can't eat as hard as I used to, so I don't expect this share to be sweet as I did when I was a child."

Pang Yi's heart jerked, but he didn't speak. His back was straight all the time. At this time, it slightly sagged down.

"Bodyguard Pang, yesterday I was drunk and said a lot of stupid things. You should have never been here and heard anything," dundunton said. Xiaoan looked at pangyi calmly. "Thank you for taking care of me. Now I'm well, and I don't need you to run here again. Please come back."

Pang Yi looks up at xiao'an. His hands in his sleeves are clenched into fists, but they are still released silently. He has never felt so tired or so timid. His lips tremble and open: "I..."

"Pang Yi," xiao'an suddenly cut off Pang Yi's words, as if he knew what he wanted to say. Xiao'an looked at him with a smile, gratitude and alienation. "Thank you for taking care of me all the time. Pang Yi, I really thank you from the bottom of my heart." at this point, xiao'an's words changed, and his shallow smile disappeared, "Pang Yi, Since you have pointed out a broad road for me, and I am willing to walk on the road that you guide. I know you are for my good, so I am grateful to you in my whole life, and I will lead you. But Pang Yi, you also need to understand that from now on, we are not on the same road, so we should treasure without authorization and live in peace. "

"I understand." Pang Yi looks at the haggard but determined face of xiao'an, and says softly for a while. He slowly stands up, takes two steps back, deeply bows to xiao'an, and then turns to leave the room.

"PATA!"

Seeing that the door was closed, xiao'an couldn't hold on any longer. She lay on the table, looking at the large bag of preserved fruits in front of her, and couldn't help crying.

Does she want to say something so heartless to pangyi? But what can she do?

She struggled and worked hard. She never wanted to run away, and gradually she didn't want to go anywhere. She just wanted to follow Pang Yi. Later, she was always waiting for Pang Yi to arrive in her room. Unconsciously, she seemed to repeat the same mistake again. For the sake of a man's complete loss of self-identity, she ignored everything. She thought he was looking forward to him all the time, and she became her most Spit out the most vile, Pug like, back home girl.

She can't go on like this. She finally said goodbye to the dead water like day and escaped from the capital. What she did was to revive and live freely. She can't waste herself any more.