Chapter 479

"Pang Yi, send me Chen Jiatun." Meiya then calmed down and said to pangyi.

Pang Yi knew in the morning that the night was destined to be restless, but he didn't expect Meiya to leave, so he was worried: "madam, it's the time, if..."

"If you don't want to, it's the same with me." Meiya cut off pangyi's words and walked straight to the gate.

"Madame! Wait, I'll take care of the horse! " Where does Pang Yi dare to talk? At the moment, I am so busy that I have to run to lead the horse.

……

There was silence all the way. Meiya had nothing to say. Pangyi was full of words but couldn't speak. They kept silent until the carriage entered chenjiatun. Pangyi couldn't hold it at all.

"Madam, don't blame the Lord, he..." Pang Yi said with difficulty, "he has his difficulties."

"I know," Meiya nodded faintly, "so I didn't embarrass him."

"But..." Pang Yi wanted to say too much, but he couldn't say anything to Meiya. He scratched his face for a long time and couldn't open his mouth. When the carriage stopped in front of grandma Chen's house, Pang Yi sighed, "madam, you should take a rest at grandma Chen's house. When can you figure it out, I'll pick you up."

"Pang Yi, I always think very well," Meiya jumped out of the carriage, did not rush away, but stood in front of Pang Yi, looked up at him, and said faintly, "I used to eat too much in the capital and suffer too many crimes, and I don't intend to hurt myself any more. I know my identity, and I know what kind of day I want to have, so about tonight's matter It makes sense if I don't want to say it or not, "when Meiya stops here, it's actually not easy for Meiya to hold on until this time. Meiya wants to cry a little, but she still holds back. But when she starts again, she will inevitably lose her momentum." if Mingwei can't let go of an Shi, they can stay together from now on. I will never disturb them. If Mingwei can let go of an Shi, they can stay together forever Shi, I Naturally, I'd like to go back and live with him as if nothing had happened tonight. "

Meiya has never felt so humble. No matter she was bullied by the maid of Yanxi palace or washed clothes in the cold winter in Duan's house, she never felt so humble and pitiful. She knew what she said, Pang Yi would definitely convey it to Zhong Mingwei word by word. If she didn't make it, she would break at Zhong Mingwei I can't tell, especially with so much bitterness and resentment in her heart, but when the carriage moved away, she began to panic again.

She is afraid that Zhong Mingwei will not want her. Compared with an's, she really has no chance to win. Anyone in the capital knows that an's youngest daughter has a deep love for the prince. She even goes on a hunger strike in order to get married to the east palace. Now, for Zhong Mingwei, this an's daughter is willing to give up the wealth of Beijing teachers. Such deep love, such loyalty, and Meiya can understand Zhong Mingwei Reluctant and hesitant, but

But what should she do?

"Madame, you..." Pang Yi's heart is really not a taste. He thought to comfort Meiya, but his lips trembled for a long time. After all, he just said, "take care of yourself."

"You go." Meiya nods to him, and really doesn't want to say anything more.

Pang Yi knocks on the courtyard door and waits for Chen Qingxuan to come and open the door. Then he drives the carriage back.

As soon as Chen Qingxuan Fu saw Meiya standing outside the door, she was so shocked that she couldn't speak for a while. Instead, Meiya opened her mouth first: "Mr. Chen, there are guests at home who can't live here. I'm coming to your house for a few days, and I don't know whether it's convenient or not."

"Convenient and convenient, come in quickly," Chen Qingxuan asked with concern as he let Meiya in. "Is dinner ready? There are still two bowls of porridge and some steamed buns left in the evening. I'll bring them to you in hot weather? "

"No, I have," Meiya shook her head, but where did she eat it? But although her stomach was empty, she did not have any appetite. Now she followed Chen Qingxuan into the courtyard, looked at the dark window of grandma Chen's room, and then whispered, "grandma Chen is sleeping?"

"Well, I've already slept," Chen Qingxuan nodded, looking at Meiya, only to find that Meiya's face was not very good, and then asked carefully, "what's the best guest in the family, and you have to make room for it?"