Chapter 484

Chen Qingxuan felt puzzled and sad. He wanted to take off his long gown, but he still didn't take it off. He sat in front of the window and watched Meiya busy living in the hospital.

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Jiasheng: Chen Jiatun.

Yesterday, they finally cleared up the house. On this day, Chen Qingxuan and grandma Chen seldom slept in. But Meiya rose early in the morning and left the courtyard with a bamboo basket on his back.

Tomorrow is the Dragon Boat Festival. We have to prepare reed leaves in advance to make zongzi. Meiya is walking along the river. Tian'er is still gray. There is no one on the way. There is no sound except the chirping of insects.

Meiya has never crossed the mountain so early, especially when it was still so gray, Meiya was not brave. In order to be brave, Meiya sang a song: "the peach leaf is on the top of the tip, and the willow leaf covers the sky. In his place, mingai Gong, listen to me carefully. It's from the blue indigo factory in the west of Beijing. There's a song third in the firearm camp of the blue indigo factory..."

Just singing, Meiya couldn't sing any more. She put out her hand and wiped her wet eyes. She scolded herself for being worthless, but she squatted slowly by the river, and cried.

She really miss Zhong Mingwei. In Chen Qingxuan's house these three days, she really can't eat well or sleep well. Once upon a time, she just wanted to think about Zhong Mingwei. Now she wants to, but more of it is fear. She's afraid that Zhong Mingwei won't want her. She's afraid that Zhong Mingwei finally wakes up and finds that she's just an ugly girl who has broken her face from the beginning. Now her wife is on her side There is no possibility for ugly girl to enter the room. She knows that she can't compare with xiao'an, and that xiao'an and Zhong Mingwei have always been a pair of Bi people, but she just wants to be Zhong Mingwei.

In these three days, she is always looking forward to Zhong Mingwei coming to pick her up, but she is afraid that Zhong Mingwei will come to pick her up. After suffering so much, Meiya is really going to collapse. Except for the time when she was ill, she has never been separated from Zhong Mingwei for so long. And although she was separated before, she was sweet in heart, with a look forward to, but now? Day by day, her whole person is more and more haggard day by day. From the initial resentment to today's timid expectation, Meiya knows that she is becoming more and more pitiful and humble, even lowly. But what can she do? In her relationship with Zhong Mingwei, Zhong Mingwei has always been the leader. Like the water and grass in the river, she flows meekly with the river

Meiya stares at the flowing river, looks at the increasingly clear reflection of herself on the surface of the water, and gradually stops crying. She looks at her unkempt self on the surface of the water, and then busily puts down the bamboo basket, grabs her hair at the surface of the river, takes off the top of the hair, and tries to tie the messy hair into the braid. She quickly braids, but The faster she made it up, the more mistakes she made. She angrily spread her hair and made it up again. But in the middle of the knitting, she suddenly stopped, and then cried again with her knees in her arms. Her hands trembled, and the goose yellow silk fell on the river, slowly flowing into the distance with the river water.

"Zhong Mingwei, do you think this rope looks good? Once upon a time, the daughters of the Grand Palace in Yanxi palace had such colorful headbands. I was greedy for them. Seeing them in the market that day, I was very happy. Haha, how nice they look. "

"You like this headrope, don't you? Isn't it particularly beautiful? "

"You look good when you wear it, girl. You are so beautiful."

"That's what you say once. Don't talk nonsense all the time Zhong Mingwei, don't say that all the time. I think I'm really good-looking when you talk a lot... "

"It's not nonsense. It's true. In my eyes, there is no better looking girl than you."

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Meiya believes that Zhong Mingwei likes her and really thinks that she is good-looking. At least at that time, at least before xiao'an was in ningguta, she knew that Zhong Mingwei was surrounded by other people in the early morning. She really knew that in the early morning, so why does she have to worry about resentment?

She told herself early in the morning not to blame Zhong Mingwei for his new year and new month, but she couldn't really do it.