"Pang Yi, don't you feel sorry for me," Zhong Mingwei looked at Pang Yi's trembling lips and sighed again. "I am sorry for an Shi and I am sorry for you. At that time, I didn't want to marry an Shi. Her sister must have married the third brother. If I married an Shi again, it's not like that, but the father and the emperor wanted to use the third brother to restrain me As a prince of the East Palace, I had to marry an Shi because of the difficulty of my holy life. "Speaking of this, Zhong Mingwei paused. He stared at the newly installed window, lost his mind for a while, and then continued for a while." she was the last woman to marry into the East Palace, and the last woman I wanted to see. I was tired of the two ends of an zishang's head and mouse, and hated the father and the emperor for always being suspicious of me, and even more Naturally, I was tired of her. Later, she acquiesced to the imperial concubine to confine her in the backyard. Now, I think she married in the East Palace and was imprisoned in less than a month. She was only 16 at that time. The best years of her daughter's family were spent in the backyard. Later, I was forced to come to ningguta because I was not allowed by an's family. I was really right I can't afford her, so I'm very glad that she can give me a good home now. "
"Sir, I......" Pang Yi holds Zhong Mingwei's hand tightly and sobs, "I......"
He really didn't know what to say. I'm sorry, or I thank you?
It seems that it's not right to say anything, and it's impossible to say anything.
"Pang Yi, you can have decades in your life. If you are lucky enough to meet that person, you must treasure him well," said Zhong Mingwei slowly. Pang Yi held himself tightly by his sweaty hand. "Pang Yi, you can live in Ninggu pagoda well, and don't think about going back to the capital later." looking at Pang Yi, you have something to say. Zhong Mingwei cut off his words again and said it carefully Tunnel, "I can rest assured that you are in ningguta."
Yes, when he returns to the capital, no matter he is imprisoned or imprisoned in the Imperial Palace, he is doomed to see his little girl again in his life, and even he can't know her news. But if Pang Yi can stay in ningguta, he will feel at ease. He knows that Pang Yi will protect his little girl well, and he will be able to close his eyes even if he dies.
"Sir..." Pang Yi can't help it any more. He lies on Zhong Mingwei's leg and wails. The man in his thirties is really ugly and his voice is hoarse and penetrating. "Sir, why is it so difficult? Why are you and your wife It's that hard? "
Yeah, why is it so hard?
How many blind and dumb married couple, quarrel to live their lives, why he and Meiya so difficult?
Zhong Mingwei can't think it through. After thinking about it for so many days, he didn't think it through. At this time, he didn't want to think about it again. He just wanted to arrange everything as well as he could. He wanted to let Meiya quit Meiya's world completely. He wanted Meiya to stay in her favorite ningguta, and she The future husband and dolls, to live a good life.
As for the rest, he doesn't think about it or resent it now.
In fact, heaven is not thin, so he is lucky to meet Meiya. Although it's only a short year, it's enough for him to aftertaste for the rest of his life. Whether it's in the dark and cold imperial palace or on the Yellow Spring Road, he's satisfied.
But why is his heart so sad?
He sat on the Kang and looked at the little pink pillow with a daze. He felt that his heart was like a needle. He reached out and touched the little pillow with a trembling hand, and thought of the afternoon of that day --
"Mingwei." that day, after Meiya went out, Gu Changlin came to the bedroom. The old man who always said that he liked to laugh and was not serious suddenly stood up with serious expression It's a little scary. He just looked at Zhong Mingwei like that. With that kind of compassionate look, for a long time, he sighed softly, and then stopped looking. "Have you ever thought about why you are 33 years old and have not a son and a half of a girl? I heard that you used to be in the capital and there was no lack of women in the backyard. "