"You're looking for death, you know?" With the sound of inkstone landing, Pang Yi suddenly looks back at Chen Qingxuan. His scarlet eyes stare coldly at Chen Qingxuan. There will be no one who hasn't killed people in the battlefield. Chen Qingxuan suddenly takes a breath of cool air and takes two steps back.

"Pang Yi Forget it. " Zhong Mingwei wiped his face casually. Then, in the panic eyes of all the people, he held the table and moved his head inward little by little.

Pang Yi stares at Chen Qingxuan and looks at him again. Then he turns his face and follows Zhong Mingwei inside. But before he gets to the door, Gu Changlin stops him: "don't go in and make trouble."

"How is your wife, sir?" Pang Yi asked in a hurry, looking inward worried.

"It's OK. It's OK when you wake up." Gu Changlin said softly, closing the door at the same time.

"And your highness?" Pang Yi took a breath of relief and asked in a hurry.

"He And bear it, "Gu Changlin snorted coldly, and gave a white look inside." it's right! "

……

As soon as Zhong Mingwei saw the sleeping person on the bed, his eyes were wet. He moved his head in a hurry and tried hard step by step. When he finally came to the bed, Zhong Mingwei was already sobbing. He knelt down in front of the bed with a "puff" sound, then grabbed Meiya's hand, pasted his face on it, and then moistened Meiya's hand with the tears of ink and blood.

"Girl, I'm wrong..." The man in his thirties cried like a coward and ugly man. His voice couldn't enter his ears, especially when he cried so recklessly. Zhong Mingwei couldn't catch his breath when he cried, "girl, I'm wrong, I know I'm wrong..."

Yes, he really knows he's wrong.

He thought that all he did was for Meiya, to make her have a complete family, to make her live a good life, he thought that even if he paid more, he was worth it, even if he was happy and safe, even if he was such a life, he was really willing to pay.

These days, he has been holding back his grief day by day and regretting his decision night by night. But when the morning light comes in through the hole in the window, he tells himself again and again, Zhong Mingwei, you have no right to regret, your indecision, your disconnection will harm the girl. She is only 17 years old, her life is still so long, and What can you give her?

What else can you give her except for an invisible promise? You even have a child

You can't give it to her.

One day, when you leave, how can she live alone? What do you put her back on? Do you want her to die or run into your coffin?!

The 17-year-old girl thinks love is bigger than heaven, but you should know that life is bigger than love. It's a good life! You are hesitating at this moment, which is the key to her later half of her life!

So why do you regret?

……

These days, he tortured himself into a living dead man. He thought that his forbearance and devotion would bring Meiya a peaceful life. It was almost the separation of yin and Yang.

"Girl, I'm wrong, I really know I'm wrong." Zhong Mingwei cried heartily. He had never hated himself so much, and had no such fear. He reached out his hand tremblingly, stroked Meiya's face gently, and when Zhifu touched Meiya's warm flesh, Zhong Mingwei cried even more, "girl, wake up, you Don't scare me... "

It seems to hear the call of Zhong Mingwei, the eyelashes of Meiya move, and then the dry lips quiver. It seems that there is something to say, but it can't make a sound.

Zhong Mingwei hurriedly wiped his face, then put his ear to Meiya's mouth, and said softly, "girl, you say, I listen."

The gray and dry lips struggled to open and close. After a while, they made a staccato voice: "peach leaves are sharp, willow leaves are covered Covered the sky... "

"Girl!" Next second, Zhong Mingwei suddenly hugs Meiya. He kisses Meiya's lips and cries, "stop singing, please, stop singing..."

……

The outer hall.

Pang Yi goes up to the mountain with Gu Changlin to get the medicine. Grandma Chen and Gu Qingtong sit in silence. Grandma Chen is always in a trance. She doesn't know what she's thinking. Gu Qingtong is also very worried. She looks at grandma Chen from time to time and at Chen Qingxuan sitting on the threshold without saying a word. She wants to talk and stop several times, but she still hasn't said anything.