"Miss Gu," Meiya goes to Gu Qingtong and sits on the ground side by side with her. Gu Qingtong has been lowering his head. He is wearing a man's black cloak, which should be Kong Wenmin's. at this moment, the cloak that wraps Gu Qingtong tightly from top to bottom is quivering gently with Gu Qingtong. Meiya can't bear to look at it and reaches out and shakes the one on her hand The robe, then also draped on Gu Qingtong, whispered to him, "don't be afraid, Miss Gu. There are no villains here. You are very safe now."
Gu Qingtong did not seem to hear the same, still sitting with his head down against the corner of the wall, his body was still shaking, and the shaking was very light, but he could not stop at all.
Before she came in, Meiya thought of comforting words to talk with Gu Qingtong, but at this time, Meiya couldn't say anything. She thought that those pale words, let alone, might as well sit quietly and accompany Gu Qingtong, so she didn't say anything, so she sat quietly and accompanied Gu Qingtong.
In the past, Meiya envied Gu Qingtong. She envied Gu Qingtong's parents, grandma Chen and Chen Qingxuan's family. She envied Gu Qingtong's pleasant name and the appearance of Gu Qingtong. During the period when grandma Chen raised her arm, she always felt very inferior and ashamed. Sometimes, she would think that It's just as good as Gu Qingtong. She's good-looking. Her family depends on her. She's smooth sailing from small to large. That's good. But now, the girl who always feels smooth sailing is sitting on the ground, shivering. Meiya's heart is hard to say. She takes a small paper bag out of her arms and opens it to expose a small piece of sesame sugar. Then it's delivered to her In front of Gu Qingtong.
Once upon a time, such a piece of sesame candy was sent to her. In Gu Qingtong's concerned eyes, she ate the sweet and boring sesame candy, which was bitterly bitter in her heart. However, she still remembers the sweet taste of the share. She really likes the sweet share, so she always brings a piece of sesame candy on her body at different times.
"Try it. I made it by myself. I put more sesame seeds than in the outside sugar shop," said Meiya softly. "Miss Gu, do you remember that I lived in grandma Chen's house at that time. I was very sick. You cooked medicine for me and brought me some sesame candy?"
Gu Qingtong didn't speak, but her eyelids blinked. She looked at the sesame candy that was sent to her. She looked at the sesame candy definitely. After a while, she finally opened her mouth: "what did you think when you went to the river?"
Her voice was hoarse and sharp, totally different from the usual sweetness. Meiya was stunned at first. Then she understood what Gu Qingtong was asking. She couldn't help but feel a sense of disappointment. Then she whispered: "afraid."
"Is it fear of death?" Gu Qingtong asked again.
"Yes, I'm only seventeen years old. I haven't lived enough. There are too many places I want to go, things I want to do, and too many people I can't bear. Besides I like him so much, like to do nothing all day long, just stick to him all the time, like to wash and cook for him, and get used to him like a child, "said Meiya, with her lips hooked, showing a gentle arc, and then turned to Gu Qingtong," the premise of all this is that I have to live. "
"But what if there's no point in living?" Gu Qingtong said softly.