"No one can give me courage. I have been timid since I was young, but no matter how timid I am, I will be forced to be courageous." Jinghui, with a light tone, walked to the table, poured himself a cup of Lu'an tea, held it in his hand, looked at the Empress dowager, paused, and said, "if you want to say when, my courage will change." Big, that may be from the Empress Dowager sent me from Mount Wutai next time to start. "

"I knew from the very beginning why the Xu clan was willing to leave me, the illegitimate daughter born by the singer, and why the Empress Dowager wanted to raise me in Wutai Mountain and send someone to take care of me. When I was eight years old, I knew that I was going to serve an old man, an old man who was twenty years older than me and had countless women, because of me Zhang and his aunt have the same face, so, since I was eight years old, I haven't slept a sleep. I've lived through sixteen years old, twenty years old and thirty years old. When I was lucky, I didn't expect... " Speaking of this, jinghuidun, she sipped her thin reddish lip, and said in a cold voice, "you remember me again, I have to go to the palace with a light and floating sentence, and then the nightmares of those years become true. Do you know what it's like?"

"What do you say these things do? As Xu's daughter, shouldn't you make some sacrifices for Xu's family? " The Empress Dowager said impatiently, "what are you aggrieved about? You are now has the final say in the silk, the most beautiful face of the long live gentleman. The queen is dead. For fear that you will be able to climb that position in a very short time, you will be able to win a little more of your future. So what are your grievances? Why do you complain about the sad family? "

"Yes, some people will feel aggrieved and complain if they care about it. What can a lonely person like me complain about?" Jinghui wrung her lips, sipped her tea, looked up at the empress dowager, and suddenly laughed, laughing with sarcasm and thoughtfulness. "So, since I entered this palace, I have no grievance to complain about. I have learned a lot of skills. For example, jaicanthus must report and shovel grass to remove roots. I still have to learn from it Before the general innocent, how can you become the most respectable woman in front of the long live master? Empress dowager, are you right

"What do you mean by that?" When she said this, the Empress Dowager's voice was a little hard to control. Her heart was so intense that she looked at Jing Hui anxiously. "What do you want to say?"

"Empress dowager, do you really want to know how Xu Chengjin got his wrong idea and dared to point his sword at the capital?" Jinghui is still smiling. That smile is just like the spring flowers swaying in the wind, fresh and peaceful.

"Yes It's you! " The Empress Dowager's eyes widened suddenly. She looked at Jing Hui incredulously. After a while, she said again, "impossible! This is absolutely impossible! Although Cheng Jin is impatient, he is always obedient. He It's impossible for him to carry the mourner on his back... "

The Empress Dowager couldn't go on, because she suddenly realized that Xu Chengjin was actually carrying her back to start a business in southern Xinjiang. She didn't know anything from the beginning to the end. If it wasn't for that secret letter, she didn't know the reason until Xu Chengjin died

No!

Without that letter, she would have no idea about the south of Xinjiang. Later, Zhong Zhiheng would not be angry with her, so