Chapter 864

"No, I am..." Chen Qingxuan looked at the light outside, slightly frowning, with some confusion in his eyes. "I just can't seem to like who I am anymore."

Chen Qingxuan is telling the truth. Now his heart is really like a pool of stagnant water. Oh, it's not stagnant water. He has many pursuits, such as the number one scholar in the middle. It's a waste of ten years not to teach himself a cold window. Let Grandma Chen be happy for herself, and also have the chance to show her fists and feet. He and every one of them have the chance to show what they have learned in these years Like many students, he has lofty and sacred aspirations. In addition, he cherishes many things, such as family and friendship. Now he lives under the same roof with Gu Qingtong and cares for each other. From time to time, he drinks with Kong Wenmin and pangyi and talks with Zhong Mingwei about Ding Yunwen. He really thinks such a day is enough Full, he doesn't feel what he lacks, he is very satisfied with his life now, he has expectations for the future, but it's not about love.

"I don't seem to like anyone any more." Silence for a long time, Gu Qingtong also gently way.

In her life, Pang Yi was the first person she fell in love with. When she first met, she was going to meet Chen Jiatun. Grandma Chen asked her matchmaker to find some reliable young men to talk to Gu Qingtong all day long. Gu Qingtong couldn't help it. Later, she had to come to Chen Jiatun. At that time, she thought it would be good to find a mother-in-law of Chen Jiatun, at least from Chen Nai Milk home near, as for what kind of honeymoon, the full moon, she never dare to expect, how can the things in the playwriting be taken seriously? Don't two people have a noisy family life, working hard for money and children? It's just that she has always been reluctant, and she can't say what she's unwilling to do. Anyway, under such unwilling psychology, she resisted dating and married. That time, grandma Chen broke her arm. In order not to make Grandma Chen more sad, she had to agree to go to chenjiatun for dating. Then, in chenjiatun, she saw pangyi for the first time, and then she finally knew She hasn't been reconciled to anything these years.

However, her unwillingness is still willing at last. She knows how she likes a person's taste of grasping the heart and scratching the liver, so she has no reason to break up and stand to break up Pang Yi and xiao'an, and gradually understands that Chen Qingxuan is not easy. Yes, even if there is only a glimmer of hope, who is willing to let go?

"You're still young, and the road is still long. Don't make a decision so early. Maybe you'll meet your sweetheart as soon as you go out tomorrow." Chen Qingxuan looked at Gu Qingtong, his eyes full of pity. He reached out his hand and gently stroked his hair, paused, and then said, "but if you really can't touch that person, don't try to be more different If you have wronged yourself, don't worry about what grandma, aunt and uncle think. If you live a lifetime, you should be responsible for yourself first. "

"If I really can't get married, cousin, will you support me?" Gu Qingtong asked with a smile. He had a bright smile on his face, but his eyes were full of tears.

"Well, isn't it good for us to live together?" Chen Qingxuan said in a soft voice, erasing the tears from Gu Qingtong's corner of the eye with his finger belly, while in a soft voice, "silly girl, if you want to cry, just cry a little louder and do something with one taste."

"Who wants to cry? I don't cry... " Gu Qingtong stubbornly sticks his neck, but the next second, tears burst out of the dike, she can't help it any more, grinning and choking, "cousin, how can it be so difficult? What a disgusting thing, you know I want to forget it clearly, but when I close my eyes, I will remember it. When I close my eyes, I will... "