Chapter 961

"Seeing my drug addiction, biting around like a mad dog?" Qin Chong continued, his tone was still so bland. As he said it, he put the tea bowl in his hand on the small table, then leaned against the pillow and looked at Gu Qingtong scornfully. "Are you scared? How can I recruit such a dirty person like me, isn't it... "

"I didn't..." Gu Qingtong was so busy that she cut off Qin Chong's words. But as soon as she said this, she couldn't go on. Qin Chong was right. Just seeing Qin Chong's drug addiction, she was really scared. Not only at the beginning, but also now, she was scared. At that time, she wanted to let Chen Qingxuan come and throw the man out. So Qin Chong was right. She was scared I can't refute it at all.

"You're nothing? Never seen a junkie like me? Or is there no plan to take me back? You can rest assured that although I am dirty from the inside to the outside, I also have self-knowledge, which will never make you embarrassed. " Qin Chong scoffed and laughed. He opened his blanket and was about to get out of bed. He was so weak that he couldn't stand stably. He sat on the bed again. He might feel embarrassed. His eyebrows were all raised, his hands were pressed against the edge of the bed, and he would stand up again with his teeth clenched. This time, he did stand up, but his forehead was full of fine sweat, The whole person is tottering, and seems to collapse at any time.

"Sit down, sit down!" Gu Qingtong is so busy to help Qin Chong, but Qin Chong pushes him away. Gu Qingtong looks at his face, which is almost unbearable, sad and worried. She wants to comfort Qin Chong. But looking at his face, she dare not say anything. In the end, she knows nothing about this man. If it wasn't for the unexpected scene last night She would always think that he was a poor sinner, but now she knows that he is not only a sinner, he may be more terrible than she imagined.

Qin Chong gasped violently. He held the table and tried his best to adjust every bit of his strength. The more he fought like this, the more he gasped like a fish out of water. His feelings of powerlessness and sadness filled his heart. This was not his first drug addiction. He had never experienced such embarrassment and embarrassment in southern Xinjiang before He was like a dog kneeling in front of Xu Chengjin and begging for mercy. He had lived like a dog for 15 years. At the beginning, he knew humiliation, but gradually, he was numb. He would not eat anything that came from others, nor be polite and honest. He would not care about it for a long time. He just wanted to live, even if he lived like a dog, he did not expect to die, but It's because he didn't dare to die. He was so heartbroken at the thought of his parents hearing his sad news He didn't dare to think about it at all, so he lived like a dog all the time.

But today, he feels ashamed and pathetic. What's the matter? In the past 15 years, such a situation has happened every few days. He has been numb and used to it for a long time. So what's so shameful and pathetic?

But he just couldn't help it. His grief made him think of death again. He felt that he didn't have the meaning to live any more. Even though the life was bought by his parents, it was too painful and painful to live. He couldn't see any hope, even if

Not long ago, there was a ray of sunshine shining on him, which made him feel warm. But now, this ray of sunshine is gone again, his world is still gray, still cold, and he really has enough life.