Chapter 974

"From the capital to Tongliao, it was my first time to live in the guest room. I used to make do with it in the wood room. It was cold, dirty and smelly in the wood room, so I couldn't sleep well. If it was a bit windy and rusty, I would wake up." at the beginning of the conversation, I was ready to go on, just said Meiya and lowered my voice. "One night, I lived in the wood room In the guest room, the pillows are so soft and the quilts are so fluffy. As soon as I lie down on the bed, I can't get up again. Before I can even take off my clothes, I fall asleep... "

"Wench, it's not your fault," Zhong Mingwei listened to her saying the past that she never mentioned to him. Zhongmingwei felt a pain in his heart. He reached out and pulled Meiya into his arms, buttoned her back brain and let her stick it on his chest. Zhong Mingwei gently rubbed her hair with his chin and said softly, "wench, it's not your fault, it's destiny."

"No, it's not, you don't know." when she spoke again, Meiya's voice was filled with tears. "Zhong Mingwei, you don't know. That night, I vaguely heard something moving in the next room in my sleep. I knew it came from Miss Duan's room, but I was so sleepy that I didn't want to get up and didn't think about it at all. I just kept thinking about it Fall asleep, fall asleep, and the next day... " Meiya cried a little out of breath. Her hands were all around the man. Her lips were twitching violently. As soon as she opened her eyes, she could see Miss Duan hanging on the beam. "The next day, as soon as I opened Miss Duan's door, I saw the round stool rolled aside. That night, I heard the noise clearly. As long as I would go to the next room to check it Miss Duan, she won't die! But I, I don't even have time to get out of bed... "

"But, after all, I am guilty, and later I know that you are not well, and we have no children in this life. I wonder if this is the retribution from heaven? Are you punishing me for not saving my life? " Meiya cried and regretted every word, "if I and I saved Miss Duan that night, wouldn't we Is your body ok... "

"Girl, it's not your fault! It's not your fault! " Zhongmingwei suddenly hugged Meiya tighter, and he didn't care whether he would hurt her. He just hugged Meiya so desperately. He wished he could rub the girl in his arms into his body. "Girl, she didn't want to live. Even if you saved her that time, she would not appreciate you, or even hate you to stop her. This time, she would look for other opportunities, girl, Do you know that you can't save a man who is dying? God can see it clearly, how can he punish you? Girl, Duan's death has nothing to do with you. "

Meiya is still crying. Zhong Mingwei doesn't say anything anymore. He just hugs her like this and lets her cry in his arms. He knows that the girl has been holding her back so much. Maybe she wanted to cry so well for a long time

How should I love her?

Zhong Mingwei panted gently, his eyes and eyes changed, his whole face was full of guilt and affection. If he had noticed earlier, if he could care more about Meiya, it would not have let her suffer such a long time. Zhong Mingwei thought of Qingming last year, Meiya knelt down in the mud and said, "Miss Duan, yes Can't afford it. "At that time, he only said that Meiya felt guilty and entered his door with Duan Rulan's name, but he didn't know that there was another cause and effect here. Now, zhongmingwei felt that his heart would be broken.

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