Chapter 1037

"Naturally, Mingwei told me," Meiya looked at those eager cocoa eyes and sighed silently in her heart. "I wanted to make more food for her cousin, but Mingwei said that her cousin was not interested in her appetite, so she could drink more. So I only made such a bowl of Xianggu porridge. Cousin, hurry up Try it. It should be warm. "

Jinghui looks at the white porcelain spoon in front of her, reaches for it, scoops up a spoonful of shiitake porridge, flutters it to her mouth, then scoops up a spoonful of shiitake porridge, and soon a big bowl of shiitake porridge is bottomed out, but Jinghui holds the white porcelain spoon carefully and carefully scrapes the bottom of the bowl, which is obviously not enough, and obviously treasures the bowl of shiitake porridge Porridge.

"Cousin, you Don't eat any more. "Meiya can't even look down. She takes the veil and hands it to Meiya. She apologizes." I'll make mushroom porridge for you next time and send it in. I'll make more next time. By the way, my cousin, I'll tell me what you like to eat. I'll make it for you then. I don't have any advantages. I'm good at cooking. My cousin used to be on the mountain Xius must love vegetarian food. Do you like braised bamboo shoots, cousin? How about the stuffed bun with shepherd's purse? And... "

Jinghui silently listened to her chattering, put down the spoon, took the veil, rubbed her mouth, and listened to Meiya. She always had a sullen nature. She could not speak without speaking, and she didn't like people who spoke a lot. But at this time, she listened to Meiya's constant chattering, which made her feel warm and relieved.

Yes, warmth and relief.

With such a beautiful girl with a strong smell of fireworks accompanying Zhong Mingwei, she has nothing to worry about.

Ever since she heard that Zhong Mingwei had been deposed to Ninggu tower and was physically disabled, she began to have trouble sleeping and eating. Since she couldn't go to Ninggu tower to take care of Zhong Mingwei, she could only hope that someone would take good care of Zhong Mingwei. But later, long live decided to marry Duan's daughter to Ninggu tower, and she became more worried and uneasy. How could Duan's proud daughter of the capital be reconciled Take good care of the disabled Mingwei? She Will you dislike and bully Mingwei?

It was the first time that she was so eager to go down the mountain, to leave the Buddha and return to the secular world. She knew that Zhong Mingwei could not like her at all, but she was also looking forward to taking good care of him, even though she could only get close to him in the name of her cousin all her life.

Later, if she could not think of any way to come, she would really go down the mountain. However, what she went to was not ningguta, but the imperial palace. If it was possible, she fell into the mud and was covered with disgusting filth. She was no longer close to Zhong Mingwei's position and heart.

She wanted to die. Many times in the dead of night, she looked at her face in the mirror. She thought of death. She didn't want to live with her face anymore, because in the eyes of all people, she was just a double, including Zhong Mingwei, the child who had never seen his mother. Why he cared about himself so much, and why he was so close to himself? Not because This face?

She hated to poison the face, but she was glad to have it, because only such a face and eyes could make her sit in Zhong Mingwei's heart and have a place, even if the place was so lucky and humble.

But she survived, not for fear of death, but for zhongmingwei, who suffered in ningguta. She can't die like this. She has to help zhongmingwei to rise again. So she used to ignore the secular Buddhist women and gradually became a snake and scorpion woman with blood stained hands. What is it to bury Xu's door? Isn't she willing to do it even with her own flesh and blood ? As long as it is beneficial to Zhong Mingwei, she is willing to do it. He is the only one she can't let go of in the world, and the only connection she has with the world. As long as it is for his good, as long as it is what she can do, she doesn't hesitate.