Chapter 1043

He has never been so miserable or so distressed. Even his brother, even Fang Chengyin, who used to be his favorite, has always been a cold temper. He lost his parents' experience since he was young, making him grow up prematurely, taking care of his younger brother, shouldering the burden of a family, and looking down on everything prematurely. He is also selfish. His survival method He is not allowed to be easily moved and tied up for anyone, so he has never felt the heartbreak so clearly for a person. At this moment, as long as he can stop Chen Qingxuan's crying, as long as he can pacify Chen Qingxuan's sadness, he is even willing to take out his heart.

There is no doubt that it is dangerous. For a person who is used to being indifferent and rational and always controlling everything, this kind of mood is extremely dangerous. However, he deliberately indulges himself in such a dangerous way. In fact, he can't say for a long time when he put himself in danger.

Perhaps from that day on, in the wind and rain away yard, the young man angrily drank a knife and two pieces, he was overwhelmed by fear, for fear that he would become a stranger with the young man from then on; perhaps from that rainy day, in the simple Inn, the two people talked peacefully, sharing the cheap moon cake, the simple warmth really made him nostalgic; or perhaps under the golden sunset, the young man was drunk The truth that he uttered after drinking made him laugh and feel pity

He had already committed danger by himself and watched himself step by step. In the past, he could find excuses for his adventures, such as brotherhood, which was more like taking care of each other in a foreign country. But today, facing such a fragile and helpless Chen Qingxuan, he has no excuse or retreat.

"Kong Wenmin, I I want to go back to ningguta... " I don't know how long he cried, but Chen Qingxuan suddenly raised his head and looked at Kong Wenmin with red and swollen eyes. "You Will you take me back to ninguta? "

"Well, I'll send you back to ningguta," said Kong Wenmin in a deep voice. Looking at the face of the young man near him, his heart beat like a drum, and his heart throbbed like never before. He was like a little boy who was timid in front of a beautiful girl. He moved his eyes uneasily. "I'll take you away as soon as the city gate opens."

Chen Qingxuan leaned in his arms and stared at the dark night. For a while, he suddenly asked, "Kong Wenmin, what's the matter with grandma..." Why not? "

"I was just about to tell you..." Kong Wenmin said softly, and then told Chen Qingxuan all the causes and consequences.

"Jiang Jin is late? Who is Jiang Jinwan? " Chen Qingxuan gnashed his teeth and said to the ground, squeezing his fist to the ground, "I'm going to kill him! Kill him with your own hands! "

Kong Wenmin hurriedly grasped Chen Qingxuan's hand and looked at the red color on the back of his hand. He was so hurt that he rubbed Chen Qingxuan's hand gently and said: "you don't need to do it. Wenjie has killed him."

"But it's no use killing him," Chen Qingxuan said, his voice choking again. "Grandma will never come back."

Kong Wenmin didn't speak. He reached out and rubbed Chen Qingxuan's back brain. He leaned him on his shoulder and whispered: "when my father and mother died, I thought the sky was falling down, but I couldn't fall down. I still had Wenjie below me. So I survived no matter how hard I suffered in the future, though I occasionally think of my father and mother Can't help but also sad, but now, every day I feel a rush, live very substantial, life is not like this? Go forward with ups and downs. When you get past the obstacles in front of you, there will be good ones waiting for you in the future. "

"You don't want to talk to me about this," Chen Qingxuan said, shaking his head, straightening himself up, looking at Kong Wenmin in a somewhat awkward way, and lowering his head. "I read more books of sages than you do. I understand all these principles. You don't need to be a gentleman for me."