After a night's hard work, Gu Shao's mood changed.
He accepted the fact.
"Zhouzhou, I don't want to find out why Muma stopped me from going to school. I want to find out whose child I am." Gu shaodao.
His eyes were big and bright, but now they were gray and lost their look.
He was only seventeen years old, carefree, so far, suddenly encountered changes, and he didn't sleep all night.
That night, his world collapsed, and now he is rebuilding.
This process is very difficult, but he gets up. Gu Qingzhou feels that Gu Shao is a man of softness and hardness, and he is not weak.
Gu Shao doesn't want to have two possibilities, because he knows that the first one is just self deception. He doesn't want to give himself any hope anymore.
Because when hope was dashed, his pain was heavier. Layers of pain will crush him. He would rather prepare for the worst!
The worst result is that he is not a family child. Start from the worst and survive. Gu Shao can really become an indomitable man.
"It's hard to check." Gu Qingzhou poured cold water first, gave Gu Shao a preventive injection and said, "brother, you should be prepared. The old story more than ten years ago is not so easy to come to the bottom."
"I know." Gu Shao said, "I can wait."
Gu Qingzhou nodded.
"There is no airtight wall in the world. Only when there is something, you can find it out. Don't worry, brother." After pouring cold water on Gu Qingzhou, he established his faith in Gu Shao.
"Yes." Gu Shao nodded and his eyes were firm.
Gu Shao grew up overnight.
Having said this, Gu Shao told Gu Qingzhou about his future.
"Zhouzhou, I won't go to France to study. I'll tell Abba in a few days." Gu Shao said, "whether I'm a family child or not, I don't want to rely on my family anymore."
"Confused!" Gu Qingzhou suddenly changed his color, "how old are you? There is a long way to go in the future. Without education, it is difficult to do anything! How do you make a living and sell coolies at the wharf?"
Gu Shao was a little sad when she said it. He bowed his head and murmured, "I can go to St. John's University."
Gu Qingzhou remembers that Si Xingpei said that the world will be in chaos sooner or later. There are frequent scuffles among warlords in the north and brief tranquility in the south.
If the artillery fire is close to Yuecheng, what is the use of universities?
Moreover, the world is vulgar. The moon in foreign countries is always relatively round and has not been out. It is always worse, especially men.
"Brother, I'm not saying that French universities must be better than St. John's University, but dad has prepared the money, and you deserve it." Gu Qingzhou road.
Gu Shao shook his head: "in case I'm not Gu's child..."
"Then you are also my brother!" Gu Qingzhou said, "I want you to be my support and support me in the future. I have no other family members, brother."
Gu Shao suddenly moved and held Gu Qingzhou's hand.
His father is unreliable. Gu Shao knows that his stepmother and sisters are bad to Gu Qingzhou.
Gu Qingzhou is isolated and helpless. She has always been very strong. Isn't she inferior to a girl's family?
Maybe it's the two of them who depend on each other.
"Brother, if it hadn't been for you, dad wouldn't have righted his wife or given other sisters rich clothes and food, so you don't owe his wife; and dad's money is my grandfather's. he earns far less than his family expenses. He has no family background." Gu Qingzhou whispered to Gu Shao, "all the money you spend is mine. I agree that you spend money to study, so you have to study at ease. When you come back, take care of me!"
"Good!" Gu shaoshen was heavy and calm in his eyes.
He nodded vigorously, as if he were holding a kilogram in his hand and carefully holding Gu Qingzhou's hand.
In this way, Gu Qingzhou has another ally.
Gu Qingzhou persuades Gu Shao to sit still for the time being, review his lessons and go out to socialize as usual.
Books are for reading.
"Don't show your horse's feet. Madam must be on guard against you these days." Gu Qingzhou road.
At the same time, she promised to help Gu Shao inquire about the past more than ten years ago.
Gu Shao refused her this time.
His eyes were hard to see. The childishness of the child faded, revealing the pride of the man. He said, "Zhouzhou, I want to check it myself! This is my life experience, and I can't rely on you. I want to protect you in the future, and I can't be a loser."
Gu Qingzhou's heart is warm.
The warm current spread all over her body and bones along her chest.
"Elder brother, I believe you!" Gu Qingzhou smiled, "you can find out."
Gu Shao nodded.
That day, Gu Shao went out.
He seems to be going to find the secret of his life experience in the most gentle way.
Gu Shao recalled that his mother's love for him was limited since he remembered.
After all, he is a boy, not sensitive and suspicious, and his father relies on him. His mother is occasionally indifferent and won't take it to heart at all.
The most impressive thing was that when he was 11 years old, he and Gu Xiang went to learn to ride a horse. As a result, his horse collided with Gu Xiang's, Gu Xiang fell down and broke his leg. His mother scolded him "cheap seed".
When his parents were angry, he would abuse his children with all kinds of ugly words. Gu Shao didn't think much at that time.
He just remembered that his mother's face was very ferocious at that time, as if he owed his mother and elder sister a lot. Her expression made Gu Shao tremble.
Now, there are clues everywhere: the mother's love is most for the eldest sister, followed by the twin sister, and Gu Shao is the least.
The world values men over women, not only men, but also women.
Qin Zheng is a very ordinary woman, but she is indifferent to her son alone. There are many problems here.
Gu Shao is her only son!
When Qin Zheng let Gu Shao break his future, Gu Shao had no luck.
He has studied for many years, and his classmates and teachers like him very much. He also has some ways secretly. As long as he has money, he can do things.
Gu Guizhang's pain for his son is speechless, far better than his daughters. Gu Shao has money, which is saved from pocket money over the years.
He doesn't fuck prostitutes, gamble on horses or smoke opium. His clothes, shoes and socks are customized at home. His usual money is to see movies, eat coffee, buy Stationery and books, so he has accumulated a lot.
Gu Shao didn't save money to do big things, but his father gave more, and he spent less. He saved a little.
He has his dignity. He doesn't want to take care of the boat and doesn't participate.
Gu Qingzhou still goes to Huo's house to make up a missed lesson for Huo Yuanjing and prepare for the start of school.
A few days later, Gu Qingzhou was doing her homework at home. Sister-in-law Zhu, the Secretary's maid, called Gu Qingzhou and asked him to go out.
If Gu Qingzhou doesn't go, the Secretary will turn around and turn into her room.
It's Midsummer now. If you close the doors and windows, it will be more suspicious.
Gu Qingzhou couldn't, so he had to go.
He drove a brand-new stypunk, wearing suspenders, a snow silk short sleeved shirt and a dark brown hat, smoking against the door. In such a dress, he lost the dignity of soldiers, but a little rich and young dandy.
He was born handsome and unmarried. He was tall and slender. His posture leaning against the door was also particularly elegant. The light smoke of cigars meandered out, which made his eyebrows a little confused and made him more handsome and extraordinary.
Passing by a group of female students, about six or seven people, stopped to look at him, then blushed and whispered.
Si Xingpei stared straight at the intersection and waited for Gu Qingzhou to appear.
He never flirts, nor does he provoke female students for no reason. His women are all brought to his mouth by others, except Gu Qingzhou.
"He's so handsome." A female student muttered, "are you a college student?"
These female students come from ordinary families. They don't know the value of Si Xingyu's car. They just regard him as the childe brother of ordinary people.
Those who can drive cars are also rich and noble.
"Go and ask him for a famous post."
"I dare not, you go!"
"I'll go, I'll go!" The bold, conceited and beautiful female student, dressed in blue uniforms all day, walked towards Si Xingyu.
But he saw that the light in his eyes was like a sharp arrow and suddenly shot over.
Have female students ever seen such momentum? Immediately, I was so frightened that my words were all blocked in my throat and I didn't know what to say.
"What's up?" The Secretary asked others.
The female student seemed bold, but the cold eyes of Si Xingpeng in front of her scared her out of courage and could not say a complete word.
When Gu Qingzhou saw it, he thought Si Xingpeng was scolding the little girl.
When she got on the bus, the little girl stepped aside, about the same age as Gu Qingzhou.
"Who is that?" Gu Qingzhou is curious.
"I don't know. I suddenly ran over and didn't say anything." Si Xingpei said, and then reached out and touched Gu's small face. "I've lost weight again these days."
It was the girl student who was left behind who finally gasped when the car left her sight.
Her classmates gathered around and asked her, "what's the matter? Are you going to get the famous post?"
"No, they have girlfriends!" The schoolgirl was so angry that her eyes were red and tears came up.
She is also beautiful, but when the man looked at her, he looked at her with a sharp look, and even despised her.
Then, when his girlfriend came to him, his eyes were immediately gentle enough to drip water, and his expression became more and more handsome.
Gu Qingzhou, who was in the car, clapped Si Xingpeng's hand and turned his head to look at the group of female students through the rearview mirror. At this time, he also understood.
She said, "Si Xingyu, those female students just wanted to hook up with you!"
Si Xingpei said, "it's too tender. There's no delicious one!"
He didn't say a good word when he opened his mouth.
"People want to make friends with you, but they don't want to sleep with you." Gu Qingzhou despises him.
Si Xingyu did not understand: "men and women, do not sleep, waste time to be friends?"
"You're disgusting!"
"You are naive!" Si Xingdao.
Gu Qingzhou said nothing but him and remained silent.
Every time he looks for Gu Qingzhou, there is nothing good. Gu Qingzhou is in a bad mood.
She looked out of the window indifferently.
After a while, seeing him driving out of the city, Gu Qingzhou asked, "go to practice guns again?"
"No, I'll take you fishing." Si Xingdao.
Gu Qingzhou asked, "do you mean the same thing about fishing as I think about fishing?"
Si Xingpei: "